Chapter 7

*Nat POV*

"Holly? Can I come round to see you?" I just needed someone to talk to, Holly being the first option. My mind is flooded with all these thoughts about feelings and Niall. All this is new to me, I've never had feelings like this for a boy before and I don't know what to do. My only option wasbto talk to Holly.

"Sure babe whats up?" She replied. Thats the bes thing about Holly she's alweays there to talk but we've nevber had to talk about anyhing like this because I've never been in this situation.

"I'll explain later. Are the boys with you?" I questioned her. I can't talk to her while they're there that would just be awkward.

"Nope I'm all alone"

I hung up the phone grabbed my key and left the hotel room. Holly was only staying a few floors below the boys and my dorm room wasn't far from the hotel so it was all conveinient. I got to her door and gave it a rushed knock.

"Hey babe what's up?" She asked whilst greeting me with a friendly hug.

"I don't know what to do, I'm so confused about everything." I sighed and sat on her bed.

"Niall?" Only Holly and Harry knew how I felt for Niall and I plan on keeping it that way if Niall doesn't like me back.

"Yeah, I mean I really like him and sometimes it feels like he's leading me on acting like he feels the same way then he's all like 'Oh your the best bestfriend ever' and I don't know if he jus wants to be friends or not? What do I do?" Well theres my rant.

"The only way I can think of sorting this is to tell him" Holly replied. Normally I would go and do as she says but not this time.

"Are you completely crazy? That could possibly ruin the whole friendship!" She laughed at what I said.

"You know I'm completely crazy, but this needs sorting." She said. Yes she was completely crazy that was one of the many reasons why I love her. There has to be another solution other than telling him.

"Can't Harry talk to him, he's more likely to say someting to him rather than tell me" I sat planning this out. Harry is going to go food shopping with Niall and then I can just pop up in the conversation. "I'm going to talk to Harry, thankyou. I'll see you later"

I walked back up to the boys hotel room. Getting Harry on his own could be tough, usually now if you want Harry you got Louis as well. Niall was still on my mind, as much as I like him he just needs to get out of my head and give me time to breath but no all I can think about is how perfect he is.

I walked back into the boys hotel room. Louis, Niall and Zayn were sat on the sofa. Liam and Harry were no where in sight. I sat down on the couch next to Louis and he instinctivly placed his arms around my shoulder as if he was protecting me rom the dangers of the world like an older brother. That's what these boys were to me; my older brothers who I never got but I always wanted and now I have 4. Niall is the only one I don't see as a brother.

"Hey Lou. Where's Harry and Liam?" I asked whilst watching the telly. What were hey watching, this has got to be the oddest programme they have watched. It was like a documentary on ingrown toe nails. Ew.

Louis drew his attention away from the telly to look a me, my face was covered in disgus a the programme they are watching. "Harry's getting a shower, Liam is in his bedroom" He turned back to the telly. I couldn't help but notice Niall watching us out the corner of his eyes. What was going on with this boy he needs to make it clear on what he feels. He's stressing me ou right now, he is going to be the death of me.

"Hey guys" Harry said strolling into the room. "What are you watching this is horrible" He said cringing at the telly.

"We los the remote and we were bored so we just left it on" Zayn said innocently causing me to burst out laughing. The other boys joined in now and Zayn just shrugged and carried on watching it.

"Zayn the remotes on the floor by your foot. Are you sure you just wanted an excuse to watch this vile show?" I asked sarcastically. Zayn rolled his eyes and changed the channel over to spongebob squarepants. These boys are so immature its actually unbelieveable.

Harry cam and sat next to me also placing his arm around my shoulders. Louis withdrew his arm as Harry squashed into him for a hug. "Harry fancy going ou today?" I asked him hoping that he would agree.

"Sure Natty, where we going?" He asked standing up to go.

"Well when you were in spain me and Holly found this really nice coffee shop I want to show you" I said grabbing his hand and pulling him towards the door. As soon as we were out I spoke again. "I need someone to talk to" I sighed and he gave me a hug of comfort.

"Whats wrong then, Natty?" He asked keeping his arm around my shoulders. The best thing abou Harry is he always listens to my problems and he's always there to care for me.

"Do you think you could find out if Niall likes me or not? I know this sound pathetic and childish but I'm scared to do it in case he ignores me and I really don't want that" I was looking at the floor as I spoke.

"Sure thing, you know I'd do anything for you Natty" He said smiling at me. I thanked him and give him a friendly kiss on the cheek. "Now lets distract you and cheer you up!" Harry screamed and dragged me into a shop.

"Shopping? Really?" I asked, he knew I hated shopping.

"Yes because I need new clothes and your the best at picking them out" He said still dragging me over to one of the racks in Topman. I groaned but allowed Harry to drag me anywhere he wanted to go.

Harry spent all day dragging me into all these shops, he even tried to get me something but I refused. Harry being Harry insisted on getting it which caused a little play argument in which I won of course and him pretending to be in a mood with me for ten minutes.

"Nat? You know if Niall denys his undying love for you, I have a plan to make him jealous" Harry said out of the blue. Nice way of distracting me and making me feel better.

"What makes you say he'll deny them to you? And go on whats the plan?" I said just staring down at the cup of tea in front of me.

"Well, Niall can be very stubborn but everyone knows he likes you by the way he looks and acts around you. He has never been very open abou his feelings and he's admitted that so he'll deny it I know he will. So I was thinking we could do something to drag it out of him. It's not the nicest of ways but I think it will work." He said.

"Are you going to explain the plan then?" I questioned intriged with Harry's devious mind. I've grew up with Harry playing mind games with me so it didn't suprise me when he said he had a plan.

"I was thinking maybe get one of the boys to pretend to be your boyfriend, yes that involve telling the other boys how you feel if you want them to play along and you can choose who and all that but I think it will work Niall doesn't deal with jealousy very well" Harry is just a genious. I agreed to this plan but I couldn't help but feel guilty about what I was going to do to Niall.