When I woke up this morning I didn't feel as good as I could. Em looked at me and stared for a couple of seconds. "Amber are you okay?" "I don't feel to well today, Em. Could you tell Lou we can't go on that date today, because I don't feel well?" "Yeah, Amber." There was a knock on the door. Em opened it. "Well, Amber, you can tell him now!" "Tell me what?" "That I just don't feel well today, Lou." Lou came over and sat on the bed. He checked my temp. It was 104. Lou walked down to the kitchen to get something to eat. I decided to watch a movie again. After it was over I started feeling a little better. I went down to the kitchen to get some 7up. Lou looked at me. "Oh, Amber you didn't have to get up!" "I'm feeling a little better, Lou, it's fine." I walked to the fridge and grabbed 7up. I sat down at the table. "Amber, do you want something to eat?" "No Lou, I'm not hungry." "Maybe we can still go on that date, Lou. I just have to change first." I walked up to my room and grabbed my purple skinny jeans with a black t-shirt. Then of course my red converses. When I got downstairs, I looked at Lou and said, "I need to go to a shoe store first." "Okay Amber, are you finally going to get new shoes?" "Yes Lou, I am!" We walked down to the shoe store and I found these purple converses that I instantly fell in love with. I bought them and we walked back to the house, so I could put them on. Then we went off to the park. We walked around the park for a little bit. We talked about everything. I wanted to tell him about my heart murmur, but the more I thought about it, I always had to explain what it meant. Teachers wouldn't let me do things that I knew I could. I'll just tell him later...
Then all of a sudden we started talking about health problems. I thought about it more. I didn't know what to say! "Lou?" "Yes, Amber." He started looking in my eyes. "Do you know what a heart murmur is?" He had this puzzled look on his face. "No, not really, why?" I just sighed. I don't know if I can do this, but I really should tell him... "Well, because I have one..." He started looking at me. "OH! I know what it is now." I smiled. "I always had to explain what it is." He smiled at me. Then he kissed me. I can never explain what it feels like... It's just wow. He looked at me, I had a feeling he was thinking the same thing. "Lou, what are you thinking?" "I'm thinking I love you so much, I don't want this to end anytime soon..." I looked at him, took his hands in mine. "Lou it won't end..." He smiled and kissed me again. We walked back to the house, holding hands again. We walked into my room, Em wasn't there. We sat down on the floor. I just laid there, with my head on his shoulder. I heard a soft noise I looked up, something fell off the bed. I put my head back on Lou's chest. He started singing a random sang. I don't know if I was supposed to sing along, but I fell asleep.
The next morning I woke up, Lou and I were in the same spot on the floor. Except we are laying down. Today was the day of rehearsel. Em and I decided we should sing Kissing You by Miranda Cosgrove. We decided to practice.
Sparks fly it's like electricity.I might die when I forget how to breathe. You get closer and there in nowhere in this world I'd rather be. Time stops like everything is frozen and nothing matters but these A few moments when you opened your eyes and opened my mind to things I've never seen. Cause when I'm kissing you my senses come alive almost like the puzzle piece I've been trying to find Falls right into place you're all that it takes my doubts fade away when I'm kissing you. When I'm kissing you it all starts making sense. And all the questions I've been asking in my head. Like you are the one. Should I really trust Crystal clear it becomes when I'm kissing you.
The judges said that was good. If we tryed hard this could really work. Lou and I were going to go out on a date. I wanted to ask Em and see if she wanted to do a double date. "No, Amber, I can't, Niall and I like just staying here and eating here and watching movies." I wink. "Uh-huh, sure." She looks at me. "Amber!" I start to laugh. "Sorry, Em, you left it wide open for me." I walk away and I told Lou with air quotes, "They want to stay home, eat, and watch a movie." I start to laugh. Then Lou gets it and he starts to laugh. "Where do you want to go Lou?" He looks at me and smiles. "Staying home doesn't sound to bad." I smile. "I'll fix some dinner." Lou looks at me. "I'm going up to your room, I'll be back in a minute." I look at him and nod. I fix some pizza. "Lou, dinner's ready!" He walks down stairs and smiles. We sit there and eat. Just talking about anything and everything. When do the dishes. Then we end up going to the pool in the back. Lou jumps in the pool. "Come on in the water is fine!" I stare at him like he's crazy. "I don't want to Lou." He looks back and frowns. "Pretty pwease!" He looks at me with puppy dog eyes. "I can't Lou.." He looks at me, confused. "Why can't you Amber.." I frown and mumble "I can't swim.." He made out what I said. "Amber, do you really think I'd let anything happen to you?" I look at him. "No, Lou, I'm just...just afraid." He looks at me, climbs out of the pool. "Don't be." Then he picks me up and we are getting to go in the pool." I look at him. "Wait! I need to put on a bathing suit!" He laughes, just take off your shirt and pants." I smile, "Well, that's a bathing suit too." I take off my shirt and pants. I sit there for a second, and just stare.. Lou picks me up and we slowly go in the pool. "This isn't so bad is it, Amber?" I smile. "As long as you don't let go..." He looks at me. "I will never let go." Then he kisses me. We ended up spending the whole night out by the pool. I wonder if Em's night was anything like this...