Clare's POV:

I was dreaming about yesterday. Eli I guess was a romantic at heart and he was sweet. Then, I heard a tap at my balcony door, I sat up and saw a figure. I grabbed my baseball bat and headed for the door. I opened it and swung. I nearly missed Eli's head because he ducked. He just stood there with shock in his eyes.

" You know Clarey I would like to keep my head on my shoulders."

" Sorry, I didnt know it was you."

" Well thats okay."

" What do you want at 4 in the morning?"

" Well, I wanted to go out to eat."

" At four in the morning?"

" Yes."

" You are the weirdest person I have ever met."

" I know."

" Just let me get dressed." , I ran into my closet and picked out skinny jeans, white blouse, and with heels. We held hands and walked outside.

Eli opened the door for me and I happily got in. He drove me to the dot and ordered us some pancakes. He sat there fidgeting with his thumbs and had a worried look on his face. So I gave him a concerned look.

" Clare, I..."

" Spit it out GOLDSWORTHY."

" Clare, I got back together with Julia."

" So you used me?"

" Its not like that."

" Then, how is it?"

" Well she told me that her dad died in a car accident and we sort of got back together."

" Just because I'm new doesnt mean you can use me."

" I didnt."

" YOU LOSER. DONT BOTHER TO TALK, TEXT, OR E-MAIL ME EITHER.", with that I poured my water all of him.

I left in a huff and didnt look back. I went to school and saw Julia with a smile on her face. She came up to me with humor in her eyes.

" Whats wrong Edwards?"

" Like you dont know."

" Well its not my fault Eli likes me better."

" Your just a...a"

"I'm a what?"

" Your a jerk."

" Well you are just ugly."

With that I let my temper get the best of me. I through a punch at her right cheek and she came back with a blow to the stomach. She missed so I went for the other cheek which I got. Principal Simpson came and put me in his office. I got out of school suspension for three days. I went home not caring about homework. It was kind of fun because my parent werent home at all because they were on a 'business' trip. I watched tv the whole time it was great.

I came back with straight hair, skimpy clothes, and heavy make-up. Eli wants to play this game I can play harder. All the boys were staring that is just perfect. I went up to some guy and started making out with out with him. Eli saw and he started kissing Julia ' sorry hun I'm not tied down to anyone so that doesnt count', I walked into school and went to see Alli. She looked like her eyes would bug out of her head and she looked scared.

" Clare what are you doing?"

" Playing Eli's game."

" You know what happened last time you did this."

" Yes I am being careful."

" I dont want to lose my best friend again."

" Ali dont worry it wont happen."

" Promise?"

" Yes."

" Good so why are you doing this?"

" Well ..." , I told her about me and Eli and what Julia did.

" Clare good for you standing up instead of a repeat."

" I know I feel good."

" Lets get to class."

Alli and I walked to class and I felt powerful. It is better than a repeat never doing that again. I have a new leave on life!

hey guys i will update later today and you will find out what clare did in her past...? as always i dont own degrassi, the songs i use, or the characters. tell me what you think! :)