Here you all go another update for you all to read and enjoy :)
Thank you to all the feedback I have been getting it has been wonderful to read even those bits about making sure his name is spelled correctly :)
"No I did cause this it is my fault, it's all my fault."
"Ana it isn't."
"Yes it is you don't understand. I caused this on Friday….
Ana stops talking she wants to tell them what happened on Friday but she not sure if she should. She is so sick of stuff being poured into her and not knowing what it is they have been giving her. All they keep telling her is it will make her better and every day she feels worse than the day before. She is sure she has lost time, days maybe even but she can't be one hundred per cent sure.
"Ana you need to tell us what happened on Friday."
Ana shakes her head at Grace as more tears fall down her face.
"Ana sweetie are you ok?" Carrick asks as he moves towards the bed and sits down on the edge beside Ana, not caring if he gets blood on his clothes from the bed. He sees a very worried, scared person, someone who is afraid of what is going on around them. She shakes her head in response to him to signal that she isn't ok.
"I…I..." she tries to talk but has this lump in her throat.
"Ana can I ask you some questions?" Carrick asks her and she lies there thinking before answering him weakly with an "ok"
"Ana darling I need to know and this may sound cold. But did you leave Christian the intentions of not returning?" She feels Christian tense up behind her and she shakes her head at him to tell him no.
"No." She mangers to get out knowing Christian needs to hear it more than anyone else.
A nurse arrives with some meds for Christian as well as Ana and as soon as Ana sees them she starts to move away and hides her arm, her face goes white as white can be, and she looks so scared. She backs into Christian even more than she already has and it even makes him move from laying down beside her to sitting up and as he does this she keeps going back and ends up sitting on the far top edge of his bed, the only thing stopping her from going off the bed is the set of draws beside his bed. She starts to say no over and over again as she then huddles up in a tight ball trying to make herself invisible, she even places her arm ins such a way that they can't get access to her IV line. Christian watches on at his wife as Grace inserts his meds into his IV line as they know his stomach can't handle his meds as present.
"Ana." Grace says gentle to her and gets no response at all from her
"Dr Trevelyan-Grey, we need to take Christian down for his ultra sound now." A nurse says as she walks in with a wheel chair for Christian.
"Carrick can you go with him please, he's been given a slight sedative so should handle the ultra sound." She says as they prepare to take him away. She walks over to him just before they leave.
"Christian please don't freak out on Pete, he is going to have a wand like what they use to do the ultra sounds when Ana was pregnant and it will be on your stomach ok. Pete understands your issues and will take it nice and slow for you ok?" She says and she watches as he nods his head before he and Carrick leave the room.
Grace watches Ana as stays sitting there not moving as she eyes up the container that is holding meds for her.
After five minutes Grace takes it out of the room having noticed no change in Ana or any movement from her even though she has tried several times to get her to respond and when she moved closer Ana tried to move further away she takes it out of the room and heads back to the nurses' station with it explaining what happened but as the nurses already know they aren't to surprise by its return.
As Grace re-enters the room she sees the bathroom door closing. So she sits and waits for Ana to come out. Deciding not to push her.
What has that poor girl been put through?
She is totally shit scared of anything being given to her?
If her reaction in her dream state this morning is anything to be taken real she must be, be given some sort of drugs for something and they are making her feel unwell and she doesn't want them in her system anymore. All I was going to give her was an anti-medic and something to help her relax and calm down some more after the way she woke up. So strange she allowed me to work on her arm and insert a new IV line but want let the drugs near her. Grace thinks to herself.
Grace is so away with her thoughts that she doesn't notice that time has passed by a lot of time, the only think bringing her out of her thoughts is the sound of crashing from the bathroom, she quickly gets up and enters the bathroom to find Ana convulsing on the floor. Having some form of seizure.
Just as Pete has finished doing his ultra sound Christian starts reacting, his arms lash out he grabs at whatever he can reach with his hands, and nothing can bring him out of this trance that he is in, and as quickly as it starts it stops. Both Pete and Carrick and extremely concerned by what they have just witness.
"I think Grace needs to order a head CT."
"I think so too." Carrick replies as they put Christian back in the wheel chair. He is not even with it as they talk about him and even too him he doesn't even respond. Though when Carrick touches his shoulder he does turn to look at him and he sees a semi vacant look in Christian's eyes.
Not long later they arrive at the room again and notice a hive of activity coming from within.
"Grace what is going on?" Carrick asks as he catches his wife leaving the room.
"Ana had some sort of seizure."
"When?" He asks her.
"About ten minutes ago. I need to get her off for a CT scan and run a new lot of blood work and tox panel." She looks at Carrick and can tell he wants to say something but isn't sure if he should.
"Spill it Carrick." She says to him.
"Around the same time Christian had this weird type of episode. He spaced out started trashing around and nothing work and as quick as it started he stopped, but he has had this vacant look in his eyes since. Pete said he may need a CT scan of his brain." Grace stands there thinking.
"Ana is still out of it in a way. Take him in and let him curl up with her and see what happens. She will be going for her scans in five minutes anyway. HE might help bring her around some more." Grace says as she walks away. Carrick pushes Christian into the room and places the wheel chair beside the bed. Christian gets himself into bed and quickly curls up behind Ana and pulls her as close as he can get her towards him. Her back touches his chest. Nothing is said between any of them, but after a minute or so Ana rolls over and snuggles into Christians chest with her head as he places a gentle kiss on the top of her head.