I know I said this chapter was gonna be with the dirty talk but this chapter is going to be their first time. I know I haven't updated for over two weeks so I'm sorry for that. But I hope I'll be getting better at updating, I hope you like this chapter, next one is going to be the one with the dirty talk but since I started school again I'm gonna be so busy but I promise I will not stop writing on this. And I'm starting my new story, I'm not sure if I'll post it new week or next month or something like that, but yeah...
Spencer was sitting in her bed waiting for Toby to come to her place. Her parents and Melissa wouldn't be home for two more days. Spencer was going to go with them but then she remembered she had a big history test so she stayed to study. It was raining so when Toby finally came he was soaking wet
"Hello beautiful, sorry I'm late" Spencer stood up and hugged her boyfriend "It's okey, you're here now" Toby chuckled and kissed her temple
"Are you okey? I know how much you hate storms" Toby asked and pulled away to look Spencer in the eyes. She bit her lip and nodded "I'm fine, I just want this storm to end" Toby nodded and pulled away "Can I borrow some clothes you stole from me? I'm all wet from the rain" Spencer giggled and walked to her closet "Only if you promise to give them back" Toby laughed "They're my clothes" Spencer nodded and walked over to him with a shirt and a pair of sweatpants and handed them to Toby but didn't let go of them
"I know but I like to have them, then I have a piece of you with me at night even if you're not here" Spencer said and Toby's face softened "You already have my heart so you'll always have a piece of me with you" Spencer smiled and kissed his lips. Spencer let go of his clothes and sat down on her bed and picked up a book so Toby could change.
Toby changed and then took Spencer's book from her hands and took her hand so she'd lie down. He lied down next to her, fixing so the covers were over them. They were facing each other and Toby's hand was stroking her arm. They laid there for a while, just looking at each other, talking a little, sharing a few kisses.
Toby looked at what Spencer was wearing for the first time. A big white hoodie and black sweat pants, it was so simple but still she looked so stunning. A girl could stand next to her with a red skin tight dress, perfect hair, perfect makeup and tell him she'd let him do whatever he wanted to her for one night and Spencer was okey with it but he'd still choose to stay here with Spencer.
Of course he wanted sex, he was a guy, he had a girlfriend, a very hot girlfriend but he respected Spencer's choise to wait, and he wanted to wait too, he wanted to wait until she was ready, until he was ready. He wished that he was still a virgin, he wanted his first time to be with Spencer, for them to share their first time together but he couldn't have that, what he could do was to wait with her until they were ready to have sex for the first time with someone they loved.
Toby smiled and leaned in to kiss her forehead. "What are you thinking about?" Spencer asked. Toby shrugged and moved a little closer to Spencer "Just thinking about your beauty and how I feel about you" Spencer snorted "Yeah right" Toby nodded "Yes, You're sexy but you're especially beautiful. Even without makeup I still think you're the most beautiful girl alive" Spencer was about to tell him to stop, that he was wrong that she was ugly but with the way he was looking at her, she didn't have any doubt that he seriously thought she was beautiful, so instead of deny what he said, Spencer leaned in and kissed him, gently like always.
Even if they had been together for so long, they had only had very few heavy make out sessions, they usually only kissed each other gently and slowly. And they still kissed slow and gentle now but something was still different. Toby still stroke her arm, he moved his hand to her shoulder to lightly press his fingers on her neck. He didn't know why he did it but he slowly moved his hand he her breast and lightly squeezed. Toby didn't take his hand of her but he did kiss her slower and opened his eyes to see her reaction. At first Spencer froze but then let out a little moan and pushed her against his hand more.
This had never happened before but Spencer liked it. Toby squeezed lightly again, he was a teenage guy so of course he liked it, and the fact that Spencer seemed to like it too only made him like it more and then of course he wanted to hear her moan again.
He loved the small moans Spencer let out when he did something good, it felt good to know that what he was enjoying, she was too and it sounded sexy as hell.
When Spencer moaned again Toby lowered his hand even lower to her stomach, letting it rest there for a while.
He knew what he wanted to do, but he didn't know what Spencer would think, if she'd tell him to stop and think that he didn't respect her or if she'd love it, but he stopped kissing her and looked at her at the same time he slowly mover his hand lower until they were at her pants.
There Toby slowly rubbed Spencer were she'd never been touched before. He was rubbing through her sweats but still, it was as far as they'd ever gone before.
Spencer started to breath faster and looked at Toby, Toby was her a weak smile and continued, ever so slowly to rub her. He waited for her to tell him to stop but when she didn't he slowly put his hands inside of her sweat pants making Spencer freeze. He was still not touching her bare still, only her panties but still it felt amazing.
After about a minute Spencer placed her hand over his to make him stop
"Do you want me to stop?" Toby asked, worried that he'd gone to far. Spencer shook her head and took a deep breath, this was it, they were no turning back now but she liked it, she liked the fact that she wasn't scared at all for what she was going to tell Toby.
"I-I want to go all the way tonight, I'm ready" Toby stared at her for a few seconds "Are you sure? We don't have to do anything you don't want to, if you still want to wait I'm fine with that" Spencer nodded and smiled "I'm sure, I've been thinking about this for a few weeks and I'm ready" Toby stared at her to see if she was lying or if she really was ready.
He took away his hand from her pants and placed it on her cheek, cuping it before leaning in and kissed her, Spencer kissed him back, her lips shaking a little from how nervous she was but Toby knew her well enough to understand that it wasn't a sign of regret but that she was just nervous.
Toby moved so he was on top of her, careful not to hurt her with his weight. He continued to kiss her before kissing down to her neck. He could feel Spencer breathe faster then usual.
Spencer held on to his strong arm, she wanted this, so much. She was ready but she was nervous, Spencer knew that this was something she wouldn't be so good at this, she'd never done this before, she knew it would hurt and she knew that Toby done this before, more then once so he had done it with someone who knew what to do, but she loved Toby and she knew that Toby loved her too, even if she had a hard time knowing why.
She trusted him enough to know that he woldn't leave her becouse she was bad in bed.
"Wait, Spence" Toby said, bringing her back from her thoughts "I didn't think this would happend when I came here, I thought we were still waiting so I didn't bring any protection" Toby continued and sat up. Spencer didn't have any condoms in her room "I'm sure I can find some in Melissas old room" Spencer said and sat up too.
Toby nodded and Spencer stood up and walked out to see if she could find anything.
Toby sat on the end of the bed and tried to calm down. He was already hard and all they've done was kiss a little. He wanted this to be perfect for Spencer, she'd remember this night for so long, she was ready to lose her virginity to him, the last thing he wanted was to cum to early. Even if he hadn't had sex in a very long time, and he'd been a gentlemen to agree to not have sex for so long, he didn't want this to be about him, he wanted this to be about Spencer, for her to feel loved, for her to feel his love.
Spencer came back with a condom in her hand "Found one" She said and smiled, trying not to look so nervous.
Toby stood up and walked over to her, and cupped her cheeks and he kissed her. When Spencer kissed him back, Toby lifted her up, and walked over to her bed again. He placed her down on the bed with him between her legs.
Spencer let go of the condom she was holding and put it next to her to reach for Toby's shirt. His hair was still wet from the rain outside so when she pulled the shirt over his head, a few drops of water came in her face. Spencer giggled and Toby couldn't help but chuckle a little. Spencer seemed more relaxed now and Toby couldn't help but smile at that. He kissed her cheek once before whispering in her ear "I'm glad that you seem more relaxed now" Spencer nodded and wrapped her arms around his neck
"I'm just a little nervous" She replied with a sign and Toby smiled and nodded "It's okey, I'm nervous too" "You are? You seem so calm" Toby chuckled and nodded "I promise you, I'm nervous, but it's going to be fine, we'll take this slow and if we feel uncomfortable we'll tell each other, deal?" Spencer nodded and leaned up to kiss him gently.
When Toby started to lift Spencer's big sweatshirt over her head, he saw how she started to tense up a little again "Spencer, it's okey. I promise you, you have nothing to feel bad about with your body, I'll look at you excactly like I always have, you're still going to be the most beautiful person I've seen" Spencer nodded and helped Toby to take the big shirt over her head, leaving her with a normal black bra. She now started to regret that she didn'r choose to wear a sexier bra and panties but when she saw the way Toby looked at her, she didn't care at all.
Toby slowly started to stroke the bare skin she now showed, he slightly runned his fingers on her stomach and his face softend. He leaned down to kiss her skin, right under her bra and then with light small kisses he kissed down to the middle of her stomach were he stopped and just lied still for a few seconds.
He then kissed his way back up, between her breats and lightly kissed her left breast that wasn't covered with her bra, exactly were her heart was. Spencer smiled at the gesture and relaxed even more.
Spencer pressed her hands on his chest to push him up and then slowly pushed his sweatpants down his legs. Toby removed his pants and then took a breath, he moved his hands to Spencer's yoga pants and slid them down her legs, were she pushed them of her. At this point both of them were so nervous, Toby only had his boxers left and Spencer her bra and panties.
Toby didn't know if she wanted to leave her bra on or not. Spencer had never gone this far, she'd never let anyone see her this exposed, except on the beach but this was different. They stared at each other, both of them to scared to do anything. After a few seconds of looking at each other without doing anything they both started laughing "I can't believe we're actually doing this" Spencer wispered and put her hand on Toby's shoulder
"I didn't think I'd be so nervous for this, I didn't know you could make me this nervous" Toby replied. Spencer giggled and leaned up to kiss his lips, she pulled back and moved so she could whisper in his ear "Undress me" and then let her lips slightly touch his earlobe. Toby gulped and tried to think straight. Spencer pulled away and lied down, waiting for him to do something. Toby still didn't know if she wanted her bra on or not "Ehm, do-do you want to keep your bra on or?" He asked and Spencer smiled. She loved that he still thought about her and for her to be comfortable when any other guy wouldn't.
She shook her head "No it's okey" Toby bit his lip and pushed the straps of her bra down her shoulders before unclapsing it and took it of her.
Spencer took a deep breath, and tried to look confident. Toby took a look at her then leaned down to kiss both of her breasts "You're so beautiful, Spencer. So,so beautiful" Spencer smiled and bit her lip.
Toby moved his hands down to her hips and then slowly pulled her panties down. He was suprised she was perfectly shaved, he didn't think she shaved since she hadn't done this before but was happy with how she looked. Toby reached for his boxes before slowly pushing them down his legs.
Spencer smiled and bit her lip "You're beautiful too. Inside and out" Toby reached for the condom next to Spencer "Wait! Ehm, can I do it? I-eh I want to"
Toby looked at her before nodding his head "Yeah, here" He handed the condom to Spencer and she opened it before fixing it so she could put it on right "Uhm I'm not sure exactly how to do this" She admidded and Toby placed his hands over her "I'll help you" They slowly put the condom on Toby's member, Toby moaned and the feeling of her hands on him and Spencer couldn't help but blush. Spencer laid back again and spread her legs a little.
"You ready?" Toby asked with his cock at her center
"yeah" Spencer tried not to look so nervous but she could feel how she was shaking a little, Toby reached out and stroke her cheek "Relax, okey, it's going to be fine." Spencer nodded and held his hand onto her cheek "I'm ready" Spencer whispered. Toby kissed her forehead and looked deep in her eyes "I love you" he whispered. Those words made her relax more and then Toby went in for the very first time.
He only pushed in a little bit of him into her but it was enough for her to feel a kind of pain she never felt before. Toby leaned in to kiss her so he could distract her from the pain. He went in deeper, feeling how tight she was. Spencer let out a quiet moan of pain and when Toby pulled his face from hers he saw that she was crying.
Toby leaned in and kissed away her tears. He didn't move, he waited for her tell him it was okey to move. Spencer looked at him with teary eyes "It's fine, you can move" She whispered and Toby slowly pulled out halfway before thrusting in again. It hurt alot, but less then she thought it would. Toby continued to slowly thrust in and out of Spencer, pushing in a little more with every thrust.
"Are you alright?" Toby asked, Spencer had stopped crying but Toby saw on her face that it wasn't exactly the pleasure he'd hoped he could give her, at least not yet. Spencer nodded reached out to cup his cheek. Toby kissed her palm and smiled and her.
Spencer started to feel the pain fade away a little, it still hurt but it felt better then when he first went in.
Spencer reached up to lightly touch his face, Toby leaned his head to the side so he could kiss her palm.
Toby took her hands in his and placed them over her head. Spencer had to adjust to this, Toby had to lean over her more, he sunk a little deeper inside of her and this time he couldn't help but moan a little.
Toby was about to tell her he was sorry but Spencer leaned up a little to kiss him. They kissed and with every thrust, Toby squeezed Spencer's hands. Spencer had to smile at the gesture, she felt loved. Toby pulled away from the kiss and pressed his forehead against hers. Toby lowered his hips a little more, Spencer bit her lip, it felt so much better, feeling him inside her.
"Try put your legs around me" Toby whispered softy. Sencer did what he wanted and felt him sink in even deeper. Toby let go of her Spencer's hands and grabbed the backside of her knees, holding them in place. "Is this okey?" Toby asked, still with the soft voice. Spencer nodded, it actually felt amazing "Yes" Spencer whispered "Oh god yes" Spencer continued and threw her head back, still whispering. Spencer felt how Toby relaxed "Good" It felt good to know that Spencer wasn't feeling the pain she did before. Now that most of the pain was gone Spencer wanted to do something to instead of just of just letting Toby do all the work.
Spencer lifted her hips up, trying to press up when he pressed down. She didn't know it she did it right, she had only heard that this what was you were suppossed to do.
Toby understood that Spencer was hesitant if she was doing this right or not, she was Spencer Hastings after all, she wanted to be the best at everything. Toby didn't know what to say to tell her that she was doing right, how good it felt without sounding like a perv, this was their first time, it should be romantic, not alot of dirty talk.
Toby took a deep breath before groaning softy "Mmm, Spence" Toby took a breath to try not to go in to hard "I love you" Toby mumblered and kissed her cheek before letting his head rest between her neck and shoulder laying a few lazy kisses there "I love you too Toby, so much" Spencer whispered back. It was the best thing he could hear. To hear her say his name, to hear her tell him she loved him, to hear that the person he loved, loved him back. Toby had to moan again and Spencer moaned only a few seconds later. It was one of the sexiest sounds he could ever hear and he loved every part of it.
Toby hadn't felt this good for what felt like forever, he knew that it wouldn't take long before he'd reach his high, but Spencer seemed like she just started to enjoy herself and he didn't want to ruin this for her.
Toby knew that it's unusual for girls to reach their high on their first time, but still he wanted her to cum in some way, he didn't know if she'd ever made herself cum or not but he wanted to be able to make her feel that good.
Spencer could feel Toby's breath becoming more shallow and understood he was close, they had been doing this for a while now and Toby hadn't had sex in a long time so it didn't suprise her at all. She kissed his bare warm shoulder and Toby kissed her lips lightly. Spencer placed her hands on the back of his neck and pulled him closer so she could kiss his neck. She sucked on his pulse point making him moan and thrust a little harder in to her. Spencer continued to suck on his puls point, wanting to leave a hickey. She loved it when she leaved hickeys because then everybody knew he was hers just like he loved to leave marks on her for the same reason.
"I'm yours, and yours only" Spencer whispered to him making Toby groan in pleasure "You're mine" He whispered back kissing every part of her he could
"Yes, yours" Spencer said with a smile. It suprised her how gentle Toby was, of course she didn't think that he would do anything else but still, she never thought it be this perfect.
"Am I hurting you?" Toby asked, Spencer could hear how hard it was for him to stay calm and controlled, something that only made her love him more. "No, Toby I'm fine" Spencer said and looked deep in his eyes "Let go Toby, it's okey" Spencer panted and Toby kissed her forehead "I love you" He moaned and with one last thrust, he came undone.
Toby tried not to collapse on her but failed but Spencer didn't seem to mind at all. She pulled him closer on her and held on to him, both of then panting. Even if Spencer didn't reach her high it was perfect, she didn't think she would either so it wasn't a disappointment to her at all.
When Toby calmed down a little he kissed her neck, trailing down kisses all over her. From her neck to shoulder, to her chest, he kissed her breasts, lightly letting his tounge touch her nipples making Spencer gasp, he continued down to her stomach, and stopped when he came to her center. He looked up at Spencer and when she saw what he was going to do her opened her mouth to say something but didn't know what to say. Toby kissed the inside of her thigh.
He spread her legs a little wider and then slowly leaned in. He kissed her center once making Spencer gasp. Toby then licked her folds, parting them with his tounge. Spencer was so wet. Toby licked her clit in small circles making Spencer throw her head back against the pillows. Toby then pushed his tounge inside her, gently thrusting in and out. He knew she must be sore so he didn't want to use his hands, afraid that he would hurt her. Toby held one hand on her thigh, he moved the other one to her waist and gently stroke her waist with his thumb.
He felt Spencer relax and moan, it felt embarressing to her when she moaned but the way Toby was treating her, she couldn't feel embarressed at all.
Toby had never done this before, so he didn't know exactly what to do but when he thought about how good Spencer had been doing only minutes before when she didn't know what to do at all, he didn't feel so insecure. He twirled his tounge, earning another moan from Spencer.
Toby had heard about the abc method and since he didn't know what else to do he tried. Slowly spelling the alphabet he felt Spencer getting closer and closer to realise. When he came to T Spencer couldn't hold it anymore "Toby, oh god" She moaned and felt Toby grin. Toby didn't continue with the alphabet but instead he spellt I love you and with that, he felt Spencer finally reach her high.
She came with a moan, and Toby licked his lips before resting his head on her stomach.
Toby took of the condom from his member, standing up and threw it in her trash can. He then came back and layed down under the covers with Spencer, feeling her naked body against his.
"Are you okey? I didn't go to rough, right?" He asked when Spencer placed her head on his shoulder, her hand resting over his heart "Not at all, you made it perfect" Spencer whispered and Toby stroke her arm
"I'm sorry I couldn't hold it longer so you didn't have a chance to...you know" Toby said, slightly embarressed "It's okey, girls don't usually reach their high on their first time, and it's not like you didn't make up for it." Spencer had been so suprised that Toby had gone down on her after but she didn't cmplain at all. Toby kissed the top of her head, letting his lips stay there a few seconds before replacing his lips with his cheek
"I never made love before" Toby whispered, not sure how Spencer would take it. Of course Spencer didn't like the fact that her boyfriend had lost his virginity to someone he didn't want to. But hearing that she was the first time he made love made her feel warm inside.
"Me niether" Spencer joked making Toby chuckle
"I love you so much" He said and held on to her a little tighter
"I know, I love you too, my perfect carpenter"