I'M FINALLY DONE THIS CHAPTER OH MY GOD!
Thank you to everyone for patiently waiting. If there is any mistakes, I am sorry. I had huge issues with the computer I was writting on!!!! It's been so long since i've updated, and now, i'm pleased to present the next chapter.
I'm sure you'll find it quite pleasing, ho ho! Please enjoy, and thank you so much to everyone for standing by this. This story really, means a lot to me.
He clanked down his drink.
"Another fucking day done."
Hours had turned into days, and days into weeks. The time Ikuto had spent in the hospital was all most to much to bare. There was something within him that was stirring in painful lurching, motions that would bring him to his knees if he let it. More and more he found himself thinking about her.
The way she had breezed in and out of his life so fast that sometimes he thought he had hallucinated the whole thing.
"I'm not that mentally unstable."
Not to mention there was still the idea floating in his mind that she was still under his command. Sadly, the only command she did was report to him, making it harder to deal with her each day.
Each day closer to that day.
It wasn't so much the pain of seeing her, but of knowing he couldn't touch her. Ikuto knew he was a man of wants, desires and needs but to have something so taboo walking amongst him on a daily basis made him angry. Irritated
not only at himself for letting her leave but, being unable to make her stay.
Although his heart had felt like it was tearing apart, it was replaced by a slow burning sensation that creped up through the front of his chest.
"It's just heart burn. I should see the doctor about that…"
So here he was in all his glory. Sitting around a table with some people he liked and some that he hated, drinking away the burning 'heart burn' in his chest and trying to forget the idea of her being an object of un-affection.
"We made a good team this week!" Nagihiko cried out as he sat beside Ikuto raising his glass as he loosened his black tie from his dress shirt. He wasn't drunk and Ikuto knew that but, He felt that there was nothing to congratulate in any case. It had been just another week at work.
One week closer...
His sister sat across the table from him, with her hair pulled back into a pony tail which showed off her face which unknowingly had far too much make up plastered upon it. He knew fare well that she was trying to impress him.
"That isn't really attractive, Utau, ' Ikuto thought as he watched her slow movements from lowered eyes. With a quick bat of her false eyelashes, Utau smiled as She, in turn raised her glass to clink it with Nagihiko.
With a plastered smile Utau began,"You did a great job." As she casted her glance directly on Ikuto.
He turned his head from her.
"You're so pitiful, Utau..."
With his hand still placed on the glass he had just drank from prior, Ikuto raised his glass to the little group of glasses that was forming in the air, hoping he wouldn't have to say a thing.
The only people that mattered here were Nagihiko and Utau. Not saying that there weren't more people around the table, for there was more then a few people from the hospital hanging about the table. Just none of them that he really cared to fancy with. Or even worth actually noticing.
The only person who was missing was that 'girl'. The one who was making wedding preparations for her upcoming wedding in a few short days.
Thinking about her suddenly, Ikuto rammed his glass into the others before he almost threw the drink down his throat. Taking a massive gulp of it in hopes of choking out the image of her in his mind.
The 'heartburn' was starting up again.
The celebration they were actually supposed to be celebrating was one of merry since, the hospital had just revived a fallen patient earlier that day; curing him of his illness in a few days. Ikuto was not a part of this team and was only invited to this celebration of sorts because he was a boss. He knew that and tried to not associate with the others for it would be would be the point to talk to people that you have no assimilation with.
He had done nothing yet was invited here. It was if you were attending a wedding and had no correlation to any of the people there except seeing their faebook page.
He could feel a pair of eyes watching him, and Ikuto looked up from his drink, staring directly at Utau. Of course, he met her eyes.
"Who else would be looking at me?"
Ever since the conversation that day when Amu destroyed him, he had avoided her. Utau knew something and although Ikuto had no idea hat it was, he knew that she couldn't be trusted for a second.
"I'm surprised you called me up," Utau said as she strolled into the bright office that was hazed in an orange glow as the sun set over the ocean.
With his back to her, he faced towards the haze with his hands in his pockets casually as if nothing was wrong.
But she knew something was wrong.
His stance was shaking and there was a light sensation of paleness to his skin that she rarely saw.
Yet it was probably just her imagination.
Her light foot steps didn't cease at the door, as she pushed the idea of his upset from her up behind him with open arms, ready to embrace him the room was quiet. A dull click was heard over her foot steps as the door shut peacefully.
Within seconds of her touch grazing his shoulders Utau flinched back.
"Don't touch me Utau." Ikuto said with a monotone voice that with held the emotion he felt inside. All the emotion she couldn't see.
With his sudden reaction, Utau had twitched from his voice, and a sadness washed over her face as her arms fell to her sides. Burning sensations ran up threw the tips of her fingers, scaling up her arms to her chest.
It stared to sear in her chest and Utau was unsure what to do. Even such a sentence from him led her body to turn to depression.
She could feel the onset of tears threatening to fall down her face but she held them, hoping they would be of some actual use.
Something was wrong.
Biting her lip in quivering emotion of sadness she tried to speak once more.
"What is up brother?" She spoke without a waver.
Ikuto's body barely moved as he tilted his head up, looking at the ceiling in a fascination that didn't exist. A true sign that something was tearing at him.
"What's wrong my love?"
The language of his body kept her on edge for it was unpredictable and shaken. It was if he was about to strike.
Even in her unhappy state, her heart fluttered as he moved. He was so much to her.
With slow words he formed out a small sentence to her that threatened her in more ways then he knew.
Or maybe he did know.
"What are you up to, Utau?"
Lighting tapping her foot in childish fiddling while she stared at the floor; she only paused for a moment in her stride. Reaching a hand to her chest as her gaze snapped up to him she pursed her lips as his sentence washed over her.
There was something she feared but knew he couldn't know
She hoped he didn't know. What she knew would tear him apart.
Hoping to coincide the subject, she retaliated, replying quickly. "What are you talking about brother?"
She replied too quickly amongst her tapping.
His body shuttered again as it had when he was younger as his anger was over flowing within him. Utau had only encountered that shutter a few times in her life. The majority of the time was because of their family issues since, their father disappeared so long ago and Ikuto had resented him for leaving. This shutter happened once when another boy had said something of ridicule about their mother. Although Ikuto had hurt the boy for what he had said, Ikuto cried after.
In any situation, this was dangerous ground that she was walking on .He was the earth and could destroy her if she let him but, she couldn't. She couldn't be weak.
"For Ikuto"
'Amu stopped by today,' Ikuto began with an anger in his voice. Utau's breath stiffened as he said her name and she prayed he didn't hear it.
"Her again?"
He was already in a state of threat. 'The girl you wanted me to fire appeared today with an idea that she and I were threw although, we were never together.'
Utau waited, unsure of what he was getting at but, had no idea how to contribute to the conversation.
As stillness set over the two of them, Utau mustered the courage to speak. Trying to derail what he was getting at.
"Yet, why are you telling me this?" She whispered, trying to hold her confusion back. Her emotions were flickering on concern, fear and confusion. A Mixture that almost closed her throat from speaking. He couldn't know, could he?
She had to refuse her body to panic.
'You Utau,' He said her name with a lingering dread that made her whince.'told me to fire her when you have had no inclination of feeling in any of the previous woman I have encountered yet, this one is different .Is she not?'
Utau was frozen.
"He can't know, he couldn't know. I and Tadase have held this secret for so long…"
Trying to find her voice, her eyes wandered around, as she stepped back from him, trying to not make a sound.
Although her couldn't she, Utau began to nod slowly, hoping he wouldn't see through her façade.
'She is no different Ikuto,' Utau began as she tried to calm her voice for him. She had to hide this.' I just can't handle you destroying your own life in the search for your own lustful in office whores.'
This was partly true, yet partly false. She didn't care who he slept with; in fact, him sleeping with other woman was what got her off at night. The idea that he knew what he was doing made her excited; hopeful. Maybe one day he would do the same with her.
But it was also was different and she wasn't a slut. Utau knew that from experience...
There were slight tinges of red that were creeping up Ikuto's neck as she talked. It was if the fire from his anger, burning inside was coming to the outside.
She stepped back a bit more.
'Utau,' Shuttered Ikuto which made Utau's body hot flash at the presence of her movements even if they were threatening. He was her utter fantacy.'You're lying.'
Feeling the fear of him knowing, Utau let out a gasp, only to try and cover it with words.
'I am not dear brother.'
'Yes you are' He confirmed as he began to turn his body to face her in the dimly lit room.
Not a word was ushered as Ikuto moved himself from his casual stance, walking up to her and leaning over her. The glimpse of his face in the shadows of the light caused Utau's pupils to dilate. She was scared but didn't want to leave.
Utau's body swooned over his presence and she could feel the sexual tension she felt heating a place she wish he'd touch.
"I want to touch him."
With the tension flowing over her body, Utau reached up to him, running her hands up his chest the moment he came close enough to her. Her hands began to unbutton the front of his white shirt before she stopped herself.
Again, she knew this was wrong.
'You knew Amu's name before I even told you about her.' He said without a hint of question as she started to remove her hands from his chest. It was a statement that she knew was seeking for the truth.
Her fingers lingered across his chest, feeling his flesh; causing her to burn more.
'Only because I've met her once before, and knew what she was like.'
Ikuto looked down at her with piercing eyes as her fingers trailed across him. He seemed to pay no attention to what she was doing, and for an instant they stayed like that. A dream comes true for Utau who was embellishing in the moment.
It was gone to soon for the moment Ikuto grabbed her hands with his own, the air became thick again. Thick with a tension that was their previous and only lost for the deep blue eyes turned from the light sparkle of understanding, to a harsh dull look that was the return of his anger.
The grasp on her hands became tighter and Utau could feel pain starting to shoot through her finger tips. Her bones pushing together as his fingers started to apply more pressure.
"Ikuto-" Utau said as her voice trailed off. But Ikuto didn't stop and the look in his eyes was menacing.
They stood in silence in her pain as she tried to fight her hands away from him. It didn't take long till Ikuto's voice started up again from the bowels of his throat.
"If I find out you're hiding something from me,
Ikuto began, tensing her fingers harshly in his hand. Her finger tips were twitching as her hands tried to free from his grasp. There was no mercy in his voice." I will never talk to you again. You will be nothing to me."
He thrusted her hands from his and walked to the door.
Utau snapped her fingers to her chest, instantly rubbing them in a reaction to calm down the burning she felt in her hands as the blood returned to her fingers.
There was a shuffle and a creak as the office door opened for Utau ushering her out.
"I am no longer in need of your services." Ikuto whispered as Utau looked at the open door.
Ikuto still stared at Utau and her lustful eyes.
Although he had no need for her to be here at this 'party' she of course had volunteered herself to be a part of the festivities. Even though she was only there to see him. Observe him.
Again Ikuto turned from her piercing gaze trying to get away from her.
'I wish you'd get out of my life.'
Ikuto stood up from the table and no one noticed. Not that he thought they would anyway. He could feel a burning feeling, much like his heart burn for Amu only this time; it was his gut telling him to leave. What else was there to do?
With a muted gaze, he grabbed his coat from the chair he once sat preparing himself to leave.
'No one would notice anyway.'
Just as he squeaked his chair back under the table (which only blended into the surrounding noise) he felt someone grab him from behind.
Someone big.
Someone strong.
"Where are you going Ikuto? I just got here!"
With one vowel sound from the voice behind him, a large grin replaced Ikuto's longing expression.
'You sly devil!'
Amongst watching eyes, Ikuto felt the arms retreat allowing him to turn to face the man who stood before him. Someone he had known and trusted.
Before him was another blue haired man like himself only, this man had short, spiky hair, unlike his own. With glimmering golden eyes, a thin, black t-shirt and gloves and a glittering choker necklace which a large cross hung down from.
Although the man looked a bit treacherous the typical person, Ikuto wasn't frightened. The mans look was something he knew quite well.
"Yoru!" Ikuto proclaimed, as he opened his arms to the man in a solitary hug. Yoru in turn returned the sentimental hug.
"Ikuto, it's been too long."
Their reunion inside, didn't last long as Ikuto convince Yoru to go outside.
Mostly to get away from Utau.
The moment they were outside, Yoru turned to Ikuto as he leaned against a wall. A sigh on relief coming from Ikuto's lips as they finally departed the hellish playground of people.
"How have you been Ikuto?" Yoru said, crossing his arms.
Ikuto ran a hand up through his hair as Yorus question washed over him. For an instant, Ikuto didn't know how to reply to that question. He was filled with so many questions about what was going on in his life that he hadn't taken the time to observe his own feelings.
Yoru took Ikuto's silence as an indication of further trouble. Yoru stepped closer to him, watching Ikuto's eyes glaze over as he thought.
"There's something the matter, isn't there Ikuto?"
It was more of a statement then a question.
Trying not to think to heavily on his own life, Ikuto nodded; closing his eyes in frustration that was building.
"Yeah," Ikuto said, leaning his head on the deep red wall." Shit's been going down."
"Talk to me man," Yoru stated not too long after Ikuto spoke." It's been so long since I've been in the dark."
Reaching into his pants, Yoru pulled out some black framed glasses, putting them on in the silence before Yoru placed a hand on his chin rubbing it for humor.
"Yes, tell the doctor your worries."
Ikuto opened his eyes to Yoru stroking his chin and he had to laugh. It just was such a relief to have some humor in his serious life. Considering, lately things had been getting almost too serious.
Yoru joined in on the laughter, lightening the mood. Only stopping when Ikuto did.
Although Ikuto was smiling, there was still trouble inside. He took a breath as he looked at Yoru then, looked away when his breath was done.
"Utau's hiding something." Ikuto began in a happy tone not fit for the couldn't help it though. Yoru had made him happy.
Cocking an eye brow, Yoru looked at Ikuto over his glasses.
"Hiding something?"
Ikuto nodded.
"She wants me to fire this new girl."
Yoru waited in Ikuto's silence.
"Utau's never met her, I never told her about her, and yet she keeps insisting I remove her from the work force."
Yoru scratched the back of his head as he tried to piece that idea together in his head. Even to him that seemed a bit confusing.
Coming to the only conclusion he could, Yoru looked at Ikuto with perked eyebrows.
"Have you-"
Ikuto laughed and shook his head.
"I haven't exactly de-flowered the flower but, I haven't exactly kept it a flower either."
They both laughed, is the humor of that sentence.
With a sly grin, Yoru smacked Ikuto on the back with congratulation.
"Should have known." Yoru stated shaking his head in dismay but happiness. "Ikuto always breaks in the new girls."
Ikuto looked at Yoru's hidden gaze and smiled for before Ikuto's face fell.
"That's the thing. This girl won't let me break her in."
Yoru gasped at Ikuto's absurd confession. Grabbing his chest in dramatic humor.
"You don't say Ikuto! A Girl who won't let you sleep with her in under a month! What type of morals does she have!?"
Ikuto hit Yoru over the head playfully as he started laughing. Although the humor was so inappropriate, so were Ikuto's issues to some degree.
"Har-Har" Ikuto said as he watched Yoru stick out his tongue playfully." Amu is just not like that."
Ikuto watched as Yoru's face froze at the mention of the name.
'I've seen that look before.' Ikuto thought, waiting for moment before he interrogated Yoru.
But Yoru piped up.
"Wait, Wait," Your stated, raising his hands in defense. "Did you just say Amu?"
Ikuto looked at Yoru with a demeaning look.
"Yes," He said with a bit of anger. What the hell was going on here?" Why?"
Yoru looked at Ikuto and glared back at Ikuto's disgusting look. Yoru wasn't about to put up with any type of 'drama' from Ikuto, and Ikuto was known to start lots of it.
One look from Yoru, and Ikuto backed down his gaze trying to soften it. It's not like Ikuto had any right in the first place to do such an accusation.
Taking in a large breath, only to sigh it back out, Yoru joined Ikuto on the wall, leaning his back against the wall.
"Well, I guess things are already taking their place."
"What are you talking about, Yoru?" Ikuto quickly questioned. Still watching his friend from confused eyes. Although Ikuto's assault from his eyes had stopped, that hadn't meant that his questions were resolved.
Without giving Ikuto a glance, Yoru stated,"The truth will reveal its self sooner or later Ikuto" in an attempt to end the conversation.
"Actually," Yoru began while his gaze looked at Ikuto side ways." I just got back in town and I kind of need a place to stay."
Yoru grinned awkwardly as he reached his hand up to his the back of his head in embarrassment. It wasn't his place to ask for such a thing no matter how long he and Ikuto had been friends.
Although he didn't want to drop the subject, Ikuto knew that he couldn't leave Yoru out in the cold.
'Not to mention that if Yoru's staying over, Maybe I can get to the bottom of this.'
Ikuto looked at Yoru's upset expression, only returning it with a smile.
"That's a dumb question Yoru," Ikuto began, watching as Yoru's face began to lit up. He wore his emotions on his sleeve.' You're welcome to stay at my place any time!'
"You're also welcome to tell me more about what you know."
"AHH!!"
Amu screamed as she threw one of her many books into the wall of her house. I soft mutt led bang as it hit the window, leaving a small dent in the wall.
"I can't take this anymore!"
Ever since a week ago, Amu had been having large arguments with Tadase revolving about their marriage. Their plans for the future. Never before had she ever had a problem with Tadase's biased opinion but, when it came to the idea of their actual arrangements, they could never come to a decision on anything. Now the wedding was only a couple days away and here she was. Still without a cake. Without a proper DJ and the exact decorations for the venue were still in utter confusion.
Tadase just seemed to smile every time she had asked him what he thought about something. He would just smile; saying "whatever you decide is best.'
Amu couldn't take much more of it. The pressure of pulling a last minute wedding together with her raw finger tips, the idea of no help and the concept of still having to go to work was going to make her insane.
She yanked on her hair, as she screamed again, starting to pace around the room. Tadase wasn't home from his 'bachelor party' and Amu wasn't going to wait around for knew that wasn't for her to judge his time.
Finally falling into a slump on her bed with her head in her hands, there were tears threatening to fall.
'I can't do this alone.'
But what was she to do?
The one thing she could do.
Runway.
Although one couldn't really call it running away because, in order to run away from something, you had to have somewhere to go and Amu, didn't want to go anywhere. She just wanted to go.
She needed to escape the prison of this madness, this hell of concepts that she had deal with all alone while her fiancé was out, gallivanting with the town hookers.
Escape from the real world.
She wiped away her tears, if there even was any. Before the emotions over flowed, she needed to counter them. Set them free into the night.
Amu paid no attention to the time as she swiped up her keys that lay on the bed beside her. Rushing down stairs to put on a coat and some shoes, a smile crossed her face.
She was finally going to be free.
At least for a couple hours.
The air was crisp and cold, as she stepped outside into the dark moonlit night. Although the forecast had called for rain, there was not a cloud in the sky.
'The perfect night.'
As soon as she heard the clicking of the door locking in place, an overwhelming happiness shot through her body.
'I'm finally free.' She thought.
Escaping into the bright night that loomed excitement upon it.
There was a light thumping in her chest, leading her down a cobble stone ally. The dim light of the midnight sun lingered over her in the darkness as her shadow bounced among the stones.
She didn't know where she was going but she knew she had to go somewhere. Staying in that house would surely drive her mad (considering it hadn't already) and for the time being, she didn't know what she was going to do.
Not that it mattered at this moment.
"I'm trying to forget my problems, not repeat them.'
It was a while before she got anywhere. Jumping off the sidewalks like a playful child, she kicked any stones she could find laying around. Except for the casual cars that would pass by, there was nothing but comfort from to moon as she that was all she needed. She had never needed much in her life yet lately; she found she needed something more.
Sex wasn't want she wanted although, that idea had crossed into her mind more then a few times. Although she still thought of Tadase in that light, she found she couldn't commit anymore.
'I'm sure it's because he took my virginity.'
But that was a lie and she knew covered the truth more then she wanted it to. What had troubled her more was the fact that when he was supposed to have torn her, there was nothing.
She was already de-flowered.
This was upsetting since she couldn't remember it actually happening. What girl doesn't remember their first time?
Shaking her head as she strolled down the side walk, she shook that thought from her wasn't time to dwell on things like that especially when she was trying to relax. Not sure it was working out though.
The Midnight sun had moved and she was sure it was early morning. Although there was no way of knowing where she was, Amy took comfort in being lost. For once, she didn't have to be going somewhere important.
Stopping for a moment, Amu took in a shallow breath. There was no light besides the street lights and moon. It was silent, eerie yet, without the noise of the life furring the day, a great calmness washed over her. Her body slowly started swaying. In the shrill cold of the night, the moons breeze Amu welcomed as her body softly swayed into a soft dance. In pure relaxation, she closed her eyes and let her mind wander.
No one had to know.
No one had to see her dance.
She just had to.
It was overly calming and she could feel a happiness that she had forgotten long ago flow up through her body and threw her arms. Even as she spun, Amu could feel a smile spread across her face.
'It's been so long since I found happiness.'
Although she thought no one was around, she felt an arm slither around her stomach as she swayed.
A horrified gasp flew out of her mouth as someone leaned their body up against her, swaying with her. Although she tried to stop dancing, the person behind her kept moving.
With terrified fingers she tried to rip the arm from her waist with as much failure that she was afraid of. Looking down, there was something she noticed about the hand around her that made her feel at ease once again.
Even as she felt someone resting on her shoulder, she started to relax feeling no threat from whoever it was.
It was ridiculous to think that this should calm her, but it did. There was an understanding and knowing that awakened in her and didn't have the nerve to fight it.
Soft words were spoken into her ear, and she instantly knew who it was. Although it frightened her, she was glad she was' in her relaxed state.
"May I join you?' Ikuto whispered, as he ran his fingers down her left coat sleeve, trying to comfort her.
He meant no harm, and although clouds were starting to fade over the moon and the clouds turned to rain, hey still slowly danced.
Sometimes he would twirl her and other times her would just hold her close to him and they swayed. For what seemed like eternity, they danced in the darkness of moon and the water of the rain.
They only stopped when Amu began to sneeze,
With one last twirl, Amu saw a smile of genuine happiness spread over Ikuto's face. In turn, she felt her happiness swoon, and soon she was smiling too.
Twirling into his chest, Amu placed her hands against Ikuto's chest as one hand held her firmly against his chest, while the other cradled her head in his hand.
Something pulled in Amu, and that unexplainable feeling of being pulled towards him kicked in for the first time in almost a month.
'For some reason, I just don't want to fight it.'
Ikuto gazed down at her, in the rain. Taking in the fact that besides the need of desire that slowly was burning him from seeing her, wet, there was a kindness of sincerity that was replacing it. Happiness in just being with her.
Even though his heart burn had been keeping him up at night, he still felt an undeniable pull towards he couldn't find and wish he could free himself from.
Before he could really comprehend more then her smile, he found himself bending his head low to kiss her. It was only when their lips faintly touched that he found he couldn't pull wanted to so bad but he couldn't help himself. His fingers laced themselves through her tangled hair pulling her closer as the rain ran down their faces. The drops ran in-between their faces and around their lips as they both indulged in the other.
"Just for tonight.' Amu thought, feeling herself pressing up too Ikuto in want and in happiness.
One night of happiness couldn't be so wrong, could it?
When they parted, Ikuto ran a hand down the side of her face before he pulled away. A smile still on his face.
His figure then leaned on the steal white gates that had been in front of them, and with a firm hand, Ikuto knocked on them.
"Did you want to come in?"
Amu looks burrowed into a frown at that statement.
"What do you mean?" Amu said, still completely confused and excited.
Only then did she start to notice the coldness of the rain. It caused her to shiver.
"Well," Ikuto began, offering a hand to her." You did come to my house, did you not?'
Funny how of all places to venture to, she had seeked out Ikuto's house.
"Uh." Stated Amu like a zombie, as her vision narrowed as she looked at him. It was odd to believe but in faint letters by the mail box, read Ikuto's last name.
'Should have figured.'
"I guess so."
Looking at his outstretched hand, Amu knew, he wasn't just offering that to her. He was offering her much more then he stated and what they had done was an indication of what was to come. Although she felt free and happy, Amu felt that pull nipping at her feet as well.
For the first time, she didn't want to try and sway that feeling. She always had before and it had never turned out for the best.
'I guess it couldn't hurt.'
Watching as his mouth turned up into a smile that radiated happiness, Amu grabbed on to his hand.
'Take me with you.'
Opening the door to his home, he waited till she took off her shoes, and he his, before he took them both; running off with them. The house was dark, and room was cold. Amu could barely see any of her surroundings to let alone describe them.
Squinting in the darkness she tried to look around. The only light came from the window in the door and with the night being so dark, it was next to impossible.
Yelping as something touched her arm, Ikuto's voice appeared in the night, pulling her to another room.
"This way."
She followed the movement of his hand in hers, pulling her into a room then letting go of her.
Alone in the room, Amu heard doors close and for a sudden moment a white light over took her. She was blinded by the actual light.
He turned on the light of the room, and Amu stood looking around the humble place. It was a deep red colored room, with a large queen size bed on her left that matched the same shade of red that the walls were. A fire place was in the middle, and a fuzzy carpet lined the floors. There was not much in this room, but it was still a good size that it felt humble.
Ikuto moved behind her.
She knew it was time.
'Ikuto, I'm not sure about this.' Amu whispered as she felt him undressing her from behind with his wet hands. For the first time since she had ever met him, she felt no guilt in being with him. That she didn't have to do anything she was uncomfortable with. Although this was wrong, and this was still an infidelity, she didn't care. There was something she couldn't describe that compelled her to not care. She wanted to be with him.
Quickly removing her shirt and un-pinning her bra to leave her upper half exposed to him; he kissed the nap of her neck. His hands snaking around her body up to her breasts, as he lighting ran his finger tips over her nipples; ushering moans from Amu's mouth and her body to open up to him.
"I promise," He whispered as he kissed her neck once again." You don't even have to think of me. You can stop me whenever you want."
But she didn't ever want him stop. The fondling he gave her drove her mad. Bending her head back, she continued to moan as his hands moved down from her chest to her damp pants .Sliding in, under her pants and into her underwear.
Amu felt him bend down as he took both pairs of clothing off in a fluid motion leaving her body naked in the light of the fireplace, casting shadows on her body.
Once she stepped out of her pants, she turned to face him. Still cold and wet from being in the rain. Her eyes lowered to him as he was bent down before her, and the look in his eyes was a combination of pleasure and happiness. She could feel a faint smile appear on her face as his mouth upturned into the biggest smile she had ever seen.
"You're so gorgeous, Amu." Ikuto felt himself say before he could stop it. He didn't want to be sentimental but, he had never felt this way before. As if he was doing something right. Something that made him happy.
Turning his face from her blushing cheeks, he began to kiss her legs, moving up her legs, to her inner thighs. Kissing her forbidden fruit that made her cry out, before he kept continuing upwards. He reached her chest, sucked a nipple earning another moan from her till he was face level with her.
Ikuto looked at her eyes, gazing back and forth waiting to see the hesitation and resentment flood into her eyes.
'She could never want me.'
There was none.
After a few minutes of looking at her, he realized that there was nothing coming and an overwhelming happiness washed over him.
Wrapping his hands around her face, he kissed her with a force he was sure he would break her. She never broke.
Amu gave into him wrapping her arms around his head as he pulled her into his wet clothes. The combination of his wet clothes and heat from the fire made her moan.
Gently, Ikuto picked her up, bending down to lay her on the carpeted floor in front of the fireplace feeling the heat warming up her body.
Draining the cold from his clothes.
When he finally moved from her to breath, he didn't want to stop. His kisses ran down her chest as he hovered over. Realizing that her nipples were hard from the cold and the excitement, Ikuto started to finally take off his clothes.
He was quick, almost frantic, as if he was going to loose the moment. He waiting again for her face to change to resentment and again, nothing came.
"Amu," He started to say as his hands started to run up her legs, across her tummy to reach her breasts. "You can stop me when you want, okay?"
With a slight giggle from Amu's mouth he saw her smile. "I know Ikuto."
It was then her blissful moans started to echo the room.
He squeezed her breasts in his hands, pinching her nipples in-between his fingers, feeling her body heat up under neath him.
"Ikuto."
He hear her utter his hand as he softly pinched the skin around her nipple with his two fingers, before he lowered his head to it .Sucking the tip gentle before slowly licking it, rolling it over his tongue.
Amu's fingers tangled in his messy wet hair, and he felt her body moved up as another moan emitted from her body.
'God, you have no idea what you do to me.' He thought as he finally placed his mouth on her nipple, sucking it and flicking it with his tongue. He couldn't take teasing her as well as he thought. His other hand swiveled around her body, into the small of her back. Ushering her body to tilt up to him more, as his fingers started to fondle her breast as his mouth engaged her nipple.
When her cries started to die down and her hands grew tired of playing with his hair; Ikuto removed his mouth, looking to her other nipple in excitement. He didn't look up at her. Knowing one gaze on him and he would stop him.
Her nipple was so inviting, and although he was sure she could feel his manhood against her thigh, he tried not to think about it. Only wanting her moans to never stop.
His tongue darted out of his mouth and flicked over her other nipple, causing a pleasurable scream to flood the room.
"Ahh-ha!" Amu shrieked as he flicked her nipple gingerly, as his hand twisted her other nipple in its
fingers.
"I-Ikuto." Amu stuttered as her body arched upwards into his mouth.
He gave in and sucked her nipple for an instant allowing Amu's body to hot flash for the moment.
When he stopped she looked at him threw heavily lidded eyes .He met her gaze with sparkling eyes.
"Yes, Amu?" Ikuto said, hovering over her body looking like a lost puppy.
The moment of pure bliss hung over Amu's eyes and she could only smile.
'This is what I want.'
"More... Please Ikuto." She never thought it would come to her asking for him to take over her body but, he could do what Tadase couldn't. Make her feel amazing.
She closed her eyes as she felt one of his hands trail around her nipple, down her waist to, her most private area.
Fingertips brushed over her inner thigh, trailing back up to her clit; slowly starting to rub it in circles.
Another hot flash ran threw Amu's body causing her body to arch up and for her to feel her nipples harden in pleasure.
He didn't stop.
He couldn't stop.
Hearing her edging him to do more things to her, was all he wanted to hear.
Slowly he wanted to excite her, and watching her face smile in enjoyment of his hand, he began to lower it, running his tips in-between her folds, finding her core, and rubbing it in slow circles.
"Ah-Ah Ah!" Amu's voice washed over him and he couldn't take it. He wanted to see her in pure bliss.
Sinking in a finger, into her core, he felt her wetness washing over him.
'I've wanted to be with you for so long.' Ikuto said to her, finding himself hard to control from just plain fucking her from the start.
His fingers thrusted in and out of her slowly as her moans grew more and more.
Ikuto helped himself to her, finding a steady rhythm inside her with his fingers, that kept her moaning for more, and her body twitching in excitement.
The moment his tongue found her clit, her moans turned to screams, and her wetness started to drip from inside her.
"Ohgod ..."Amu moaned as her fingers reached down to his head, holding him to her regions as his tongue battled with her clit for pleasure.
The combination of his finger and his tongue was bringing a heat to pool above her clit. A pleasure she wanted to release.
Moaning a whine as Ikuto removed his hand and his mouth from her, she watched as he left her body.
Before she could muster a look of confusion, Ikuto ran his hands down her legs, before lifting them up to her chest. Exposing all of her lower parts to him. Amu couldn't hide her blush as he told her to hold her legs back. Gingerly, she did. Her legs, pressed back against her chest, Amu could feel her body heat up again as his hands rubbed around her.
Ikuto took his time rubbing around her, finding the areas around it that made her squeal in excitement. He couldn't believe he was finally with her.
No interruptions.
No commitment.
Nothing to stop them.
Find a pleasure in that and a pain growing in his groin, he lowered his head to her and began to lick her, slowly. Up and down, feeling her heat on his tongue.
Flicking his tounge up, Ikuto took her clit in his mouth, sucking it before he trailed down his kisses to her core. Without a sudden thought, Ikuto began to eat her and felt her walls closing around his tongue.
"Oh, OH." Amu felt her moans turn into screams as he drove his tongue into her again and again, while his hands rubbed around her core building up the pleasure.
Panting as her body sweated from the heat of the fire, there was something that clicked inside Amu and she felt something reaching a peak.
"I-Ikuto...I," She didn't know how to describe it, but the more he drove his tongue into her, the more she felt it get hotter. Never had she had this experience with anyone, especially her boss before but, she didn't want him to stop.
Regretfully though, Ikuto did, Raising his head to look at her before he used one of his hands to wipe off his face. His body slowly sat up.
"Amu, please... let me help." He asked her, almost knowing exactly how she felt.
She didn't know what he meant, and yet she didn't care. Still holding her legs back for him, she watched him, looking at him and his shadows flicking in the firelight Amu bit her lips as she felt her body lift up to him.
'Please don't stop.'
Nothing was spoken, as he leaned a hand on one of her legs as he reached down, holding his own manhood as he positioned it against her entrance.
Biting back any feeling of guilt in what may happen she closed her eyes as Ikuto slightly moved into her before he stopped.
Although her eyes were closed for the first few minutes, and the pressure above her clit started to lower, she felt eyes on her. With carefully closed eyes, she opened them slightly to look at him with a look of concern and upset across his face.
"We can stop Amu." He whispered to her, almost as if she had already told him to.
She waited a moment as that sunk in to her and his expression turned from upset to resentment she had never seen before. Resentment for himself.
'But I don't want to stop. This is making me happy...' Amu thought as if she were saying it back to him.
Without fully thinking that whole thought out, she nodded in understanding at Ikuto. This was making her happy and happiness deserves some attention every now and then.
"I know." Amu said not telling him to go or didn't have to knowing, that in those words was what he was looking for.
In the dying fire light, his resentful expression turned to a wide eyed confinement. A happy confinement that allowed him to smile.
Watching as he looked down at what he was doing, then back at her; he smiled even brighter.
Amu knew there was no turning back now.
With a slow thrust, Ikuto pushed his man hood into her core. Her legs still on her chest, Amu shuttered as he hit the back of her wall.
He slowly pulled out, before he thrusted himself back in gently. That pressure that had disappeared suddenly returned and with a vengeance.
Ikuto placed his hands on either side of her head, leaning foreword as he thrusted into her faster and faster until he was pounding into her and the sound was echoing between their bodies.
In that moment, they were making love, not just having sex.
As the heat got closer and her moans became louder, she raised her hands above her head, letting her legs lean against his shoulder.
"Uh-ha-ha-Ah-AH." Amu started to scream as Ikuto sat up, grabbing her legs to use them as leverage to push himself deeper in his body.
Her walls slowly tightened around his manhood, and although he had had so many other girls before, he had never been this satisfied, this close to the edge before. He wanted her to be one with him, and felt it was actually happening. Amu was getting closer; she was tightening. He knew she was close to it.
"I-Ikuto." Amu started to stutter in confusement tangled with sadness before Ikuto moved himself harder inside her drowning out her feelings.
"You're going to cum Amu, its okay."
He was great at over coming her fears and for some reason, it took her so long to figure it out.
As her screaming got louder, dominating, everything and being fueled with the fire, there was an edge she was crossing and in one more thrust, Amu felt something burst. Her eyes closed, her body shivered and her screams turned raspy as Ikuto continued to pound into her, allowing her to feel the full power of her orgasm.
Her first orgasm with her boss.
'What a bizarre combination.' Amu thought hazy as the pleasure washed over her in a giant wave.
She heard a grunting coming from Ikuto as he kept moving inside her.
"Amu- I'm-Oh God." Ikuto said as he removed himself from inside her, clutching his manhood in what looked like pain.
But it wasn't in pain.
For some reason, Amu knew what she needed to do and finally sitting up as best as she could, she took Ikuto's manhood into her mouth and suckled it.
There were hands engorging themselves in her hair and he light thrusted himself into her mouth.
It didn't take long till she felt Ikuto in turn shiver and twitch as a fluid shot into her mouth.
It was salty.
It was sticky.
It was his.
Pulling away, Amu swallowed the liquid realizing that Ikuto had climaxed for the first time since she'd had these escapades with him.
They laid there in the silence as the fire crackled behind them. Not a word was spoken and nothing seemed like it would change. Ikuto was too afraid to say a word, scared that Amu would realize what she had done and leave him that he felt was inevitable. Amu, in turn said nothing, knowing full right that in doing so she would admit what she had done.
Raping is one thing. Cheating was another.
And Amu was slowly realizing that cheating was all Ikuto had ever made her do. She had raped herself of emotions, trying to confused herself into thinking she never wanted to be with him and yet, she had always given into him. Always wanting to be with him, and cheat on Tadase. Perhaps Ikuto knew that all along and that was the under lying reason why she always kept coming back for more, and he, had always let her.
Even at the moment she knew that she had cheated on Tadase, she felt no guilt. There was nothing she felt she had done wrong. The idea that Tadase was probably making out with some Stripper for his bachelor party meant nothing to her. She wasn't ashamed. Amu just didn't care.
In any way, she was still to be married. Cheating had done nothing, changed nothing and in the end, she would still be Tadase's wife.
'Maybe that's the reason I never cared.' She thought. Knowing no matter what she did, she would still end up with someone else.
"Besides' Amu began to think again." This will have to end."
He didn't want her anyways, right?Ikuto rolled his fingers over her body as he cuddled up behind it. His arm was wrapped around her waist and his body was against her back. They hadn't really moved since they had both climaxed and were just laying, together in the after glow.
Ikuto lovingly brushed Amu's hair from her face, watching as she turned her gaze to him. 'I can't let you go.'
Her face was rosy, happy, and held such a genuine feeling that he bent his head down to her. Offering her another kiss that was sweeter then what he had given her before.
"Ready for round two?"
He knew he was getting ready again. Not that he wanted to but, seeing her so exposed to him gave his friend a reason to get excited again.
Amu frowned at his smirk but, lightly moaned when his hand found her small bud, slowly rubbing it again.
"Damn she's still wet.'He thought quickly as he watched her react.
With a slight of hand, Ikuto rolled her onto her chest, lifting her rear in the air getting ready to position him inside her again.
Her moaning made him continue and the fact she was still wet was an indication that she didn't want to stop.
At least, not tonight.
Feeling her walls around his length again, as he inserted into her, He started to pound into her heavily, run is hands up the sides of her rears as her moans became louder.
But something stopped him and before Amu could scream, Ikuto pulled out. 'This isn't right.'
"What's wrong?" Amu said a bit upset he had stopped. She still wanted him and that underlying feeling of needing to be close to him was the worst she had felt in a while.
Ikuto sat down behind her, resting his head on her bottom.
"There is something going on here Amu," Ikuto began. Closing his eyes in dismay." Utau is planning something. She wants' you out of the work place."
Pushing on her hands, Amu sat up, looking at Ikuto over her shoulder.
"What do you-"
Before she could finish, Amu yelped as she heard another voice enter the room. Quickly Ikuto pounced on Amu's body, holding it close to his own as if something bad were to happen.
"Pardon the intrusion," Yoru said standing in the entrance of the room with his arms crossed. An angry look plastered on his face. "It's nice to finally meet you Miss. Hinamori."
Knowing there was something dead wrong, Ikuto glared at Yoru slightly baring his teeth.
Her heart beat quickened and Amu lay under neither Ikuto.
'Something is wrong.'