*At thee park*
Takashi pov
Mitsuki and I are just walking in the park , no big deal. So what if the cherry trees out here are blooming and their flowers are falling just the right amount? So what if the small pink flowers fall in her hair , making her tough appearance seem more girly , So what if I felt like fainting because she was so close? SO WHAT?! " Hey mori sempi?" she asked. I glance over to her , my heart a mile minute ,
" yes ?" I asked her in response , luckily my voice was still normal.
" The weather today is wonderful huh? It makes me want to just fall into the pile of flowers and grass like I did when I was five." She said in her beautiful voice. My heart just stopped. She looked so pretty and so perfect , I couldn't help myself. With speed I didn't know I had , I kissed her , Mitsuki , not on the cheek , but the lips.
Mitsuki pov
" The weather today is wonderful , huh? It makes me want to just fall into the pile of flowers and grass like I did when I was five." I said , looking at one of the trees. Here , I felt a peace with mori. The rush of nervousness left when I was with him here. Was it the flowers ? I have no clue. I looked over at takashi with a simple smile planted on my face. For some reason he looked red and jumpy. ' I wonder wha- ' I was pulled out of my thoughts because , him , The guy I had a huge crush on was kissing me , Not on the cheek , But on the lips .THE LIPS! I was so shocked I forgot to kiss back. ' oops ' I thought. Once takashi pulled back he had a strange look on his face , then just like that * snaps fingers together * he turned around and looked at anything but me . A while passed , and Takashi just kept staring off into her space. I was a mixture of mad and happy. So with a few minutes of mental warfare , I settled for extreamly sad. ' why would he not look at me ?' I thought , silently sobbing. ' Man Have I turned into a crybaby .I haven't cried this much since I was five!' I think in between sobs.
Takashi pov
I kissed her. I KISSED HER! I KISSED MITSUKI TAMAU ! I actually did it ! ' Okay calm down...no need to be setting fireworks off in your head , she didn't even kiss back. ' ' maybe she was just surprised. ' ' no she doesn't like you ' 'IF SHE DIDN'T LIKE YOU WHY WOULD SHE HAVE BEEN CRYIG THAT YOU WERE A PILLOW THAT SHE WAS HUGGING AND NOT REALLY YOU?' the good side and bad side of me mentaly screamed at each other, arguing non stop. ' What the hell is going on with my brain...' I groaned on the inside . Finally the two of me disappeared and left me alone. ' Is love made to screw with your head ? ' I thought , letting out a silent sigh. Moments passed and Mitsuki nor me said anything. I glanced over at her , only I was not able to she her beautiful face , only her dark red hair.
" Why are you ignoring me ? You just kissed me and know you won't look at me? Is there a reason to that or am I just stupid?" She said , slightly above a shocked me . She turned to look at me . Her hair had finally left her face uncovered , showing me that she had been crying ,For the second time that day. I cannot believe I caused the love of my life to cry twice in one day. She doesn't even cry when someone kicks her in the face! What kind of person am I ?
" Mitsuki , I am so sorry . Please don't cry . I wasn't trying to ignore you. I just had to sort through a few thing , that's all." I said trying to calm her down a bit. ' she must think I am the worst person in the world right now...' I thought. I had kissed her , then I didn't even look at her for a half an hour. maybe I was.
" I don't want to hear it takashi. Please , I have to go to work. I will talk to you at school tomorrow. " She told me with a sad filled voice , before running in another direction. ' Mitsukuni is going to kill me.' I though.
* IN TOWN*
Mitsuki pov.
I cannot believe that I just had a argument with takashi. Maybe I was a little two hard on him. ' It could have been his first kiss. ' The angel me said. I nodded. Then the devil me piped in. ' HE WORKS AT A HOST CLUB YOU NIT WIT!' she screamed at the good me. ' Oh god , Is love ment to your head?' I thought ,walking into my workplace. Rushing to the employee locker room , I bumped into Genivie. " Oh hey mitsuki , whats with the rush?" She asked me , flashing a carefree smile my way.
" nothing much , I just had a odd argument with takashi." I told her , she knew about my feelings for takashi , I told her a while ago when I agreed to be her best friend.
" Are you okay? What happened? Tell me everything!" She said , plopping me down on one of the chairs in The locker room. I then spilled my heart out to her.
* half a hour later *
" Do y-you think I-I-I was T-t-o hard on him? I mean I-it could h-have been h-his first kiss." I stuttered In between sobs. Yeah I was crying again.
" Maybe , but I find that highly unlikely. He works at the host club at your school. Doesn't that mean He gets swooned over by girls all the time? If that is true , I think by now he would have gotten a date or two. Doncha think?" She said , hitting me with a ton of self pity and reality.
Takashi pov
I had really hurt her. The Most unbreakable girl , and I think I just broke her. Why am I such a jerk? I have turned girls down before , Its like a weekly basis. But I hate even doing that , seeing a perfectly good person run away crying because I don't have the same feelings. But this was a totally different situation. I DO have an overwhelming amount of feelings for her , But the one time she saw my feelings , I made a mistake . Now I hurt her. I wouldn't be surprised if she were to never talk to me again. I wouldn't blame her either. Walking into Mitsukuni and I's house I greet him with a slight nod. " Takashi are you okay? You look really sad?" He asked me , concern filling his voice.
" Eh" I say , going to my room. leaving him to wonder. I slam my door shut to warn anyone who comes in will get kicked out instantly.
