A couple days have gone by and Matt and I have been in a more than uncomfortable situation. I learned that he had been staying with Jeff, we have been talking abut barely. We try the best to keep it normal for Danny. Lucky he hasn't really asked many questions. It has been a bit awkward between us to say the least but honestly, I just don't know how to go from that. I had never been in a long relationship breakup. The longest relationship I had was with Cole in high school and we never did break up. May he rest in peace. Matt was my big break up, I feel so silly saying this knowing that I am almost 26 and for it to end the way, it did was just…hard. Nevertheless, I have to admit that I am glad that we didn't result like him and Amy. I don't know what I would do if Matt wasn't in my life. Even if it is just like a friend. Which leads me to Mister Orton oh boy what can I say about Randy? He is…making everything so much harder than it has to be!! I was talking to Ken yesterday and he came up to me.
Flashback
Ken and I were sitting on the bench talking and watching as Matt and Danny were playing in the snow with Shawn and Dave. Suprisely Danny was on top of Shawn kicking his ass and shoving snowball down his throat. Suddenly a shadow appeared over us catching our attention.
"Ally, can I talk to you?" I looked to Ken and he nodded in understanding and when off to help the drowning Shawn. We walked for a bit stopping at Danny's play set that the NC gang (Shane, Shannon, Jeff and Matt) built last year. I wiped the snow off and sat on the level that led to the bright green slide. I guess who idea was to use that color: one hint he is loves to finger paint, do stupid things and loves skittles so much his hair matches them. I thought that might help. "I was thinking-"
"OH MY GOD!! ARE YOU OK??" I joked. He smiled.
"I missed that"
"What?" I said still smiling.
"Ally your unlike any other girl I've been with. You're not complimenting me all the time and saying that I'm the best when you know in your heart that I suck ass." I giggled. "You're different. You make me feel like a normal person. Not the third generation superstar, the best wrestler ever or the hottest guy on the planet" He said smirking causing me to burst out in laughter. "I like being with you" Oh boy. "Allyrien will you be willing to give me another shot" He said hopefully. I brought my hand to his face and then started to look at his head. He laughed, "What are you doing?" I brought my face close to his.
"ARE YOU INSANE?! YOU HAVE OBVIOUSLY LOST YOUR DAMN MIND!!" He looked at me confused. I sighed "Let me see if this rings that dusty bell of yours. YOUR FIANCE SAM!!" His face dropped. "Look I don't know the fuck your problem is but it is very obvious to me that Sam loves you. And I am not going to get in the way of her happiness. God knows I have already done enough"
"Allyrien don't worry about Samantha. I'll talk to her"
"Yes you will and you will tell her how much you love her. I am not going to let you ruin the best you have ever had because you're confused."
"Ally" He grabbed my hands "I am never confused when it comes to us. Babe I want you, need you" I sighed and shook my head taking my hands.
"Randy there a difference between wanting me and needing me. A big difference and until you figure that out nothing can ever happen between us." I said getting up and walking down the stairs.
"Allyrien you can't walk away from me again" I stopped and walked back standing over him
"AGAIN NOW IM SURE THAT YOU HAVE LOST THE LITTLE BIT A MIND THAT YOU HAVE LEFT! IF I REMEMBER CORRECTLY, WHICH I DO YOU LEFT ME AFTER WE HAVE SEX SO DON'T YOU DARE BLAME WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN US ON ME!! I WAS PERFECTLY FINE BEFORE YOU AND I WAS BEFORE YOU!! WHY CAN'T YOU LEAVE ME ALONE!!"
"I LOVE YOU DAMN IT WHEN THE HELL ARE YOU GONNA REALIZE THAT"
"NO YOU LOVE SAM. YOU LOVE YOURSELF. YOU LOVE WRESTLING HELL YOU EVEN LOVE DANIEL BUT YOU SURE HELL DON'T LOVE ME!! WHEN ARE YOU GONNA SEE THAT THERE IS NOTHING BETWEEN US AND WILL NEVER BE ANYTHING BETWEEEN US!"
"ALLYRIEN STOP BEING SO FUCKING STUPID!! YOU KNOW HOW MANY GIRLS I HAVE BEEN WITH TO GET OVER Y-"
"SHUT UP!! I AM NOT GOING TO STAND HERE AND LISTEN TO YOU RAVE ON AND ON ABOUT YOUR LITTLE SEX VENTURE BEHIND YOUR FUTURE WIFE'S BACK!" I said walking down. Unfortunately, the bastard got in my way. "Move!"
"No am not gonna let you go"
"Orton I swear-" He cut me off and planted a hard kiss on my lips. I instantly pulled away. "DON'T YOU DARE EVER DO THAT AGAIN!!"
"Hear me out" He said following me
"There is absolutely nothing to hear"
"Yes there is. Stop being so damn stubborn!" He said turning me around.
"Why? Because im not falling to your feet like every other whore. Now is my chance to show you how 'different' I am" I yelled slapping him. "I want you gone…Sam needs you. Not me"
END OF FLASHBACK
Not me, Funny, I'm still trying to convince myself of that one. I'm here on the couch watching Spiderman with Danny and Shawn. I don't know where Ken and Dave are but John is thrashing around in kitchen looking for breakfast. I wonder how long it's going to take him to find the pancakes in the microwave. Randy left earlier this morning I don't know where he went nor I care. Hopefully his with Sam in Missouri FAR AWAY FROM ME AND MY FAMILY. I lost Matt because of that bastard. The farther he is the better or me, the better for Danny. There is no way that I am going to let him turn out like his father. No way in hell. I was hard watching the two o them this morning but I promised Danny that he would be able to see Randy whenever it is possible. Unfortunately but I just couldn't keep Danny away from his father even if he is an asshole. No one has any idea what is going on between us although Shawn and Dave are a bit suspious.
"I AM ALL POWERFUL!! I SO BEAT YOU'RE A-"
"CHILD!"
"I am not a whild" Danny pouted. "I am Spiderman" He jumped pretending to shoot web at me. I laughed.
"I know you're not a child. I was talking about Uncle Shawn" Shawn turned around, stuck his tongue at me and returned to the show.
"If your Spiderman than im Superman." Dave said posing and then picking up Danny.
"Yea you try to make yourself important it the less you can do since I whipped your-"I gave Ken and stern look. He hung his head and whispered the word behind.
"You were playing PS3 weren't you?"
"Yes that thing is SICK!!"
"Mommy it can have my drink I don't need it" Danny said referring to his cough medicine. I smiled.
"It not sick sweetie. He just means its cool" He looked at Ken confused than at Dave then back at me before turning his attention to Ken and shaking his head.
"Daddy was right you are odd" We all started laughing when suddenly a loud crash came from the kitchen. I walked to the kitchen along with Shawn who decided he needed a snack.
"WHAT THE-" Shawn covered my mouth.
"Allow me. SUGAR PLUMS?!" I looked at him but shook it off and scanned the disaster area formerly known as my kitchen. Eggshells were everywhere along with pots and pans set up drum style and John was in the middle covered in flour on his cell phone. I stormed up to him.
"What the heck have you done?" He waved his hand signaling me to be quiet. "Are you kidding me?! It's my fucking house!" He covered my mouth and then mouthed 'Vince.' "OOOO" I tapped my fingers impatiently and waited.
"Yea…I don't know…We are talking about the same person right?...She's not gonna take it…Fine whatever you say. Al Vince want to talk to you"
"Me?" I asked in confusion. I met the man one or twice, why would he want to talk to me?
"No Shawn" He said sarcastically. I snatched the phone and held it to my ear.
"Hello?"
"Hello Miss Morgan How are you?"
"Pretty freezing my butt off but good," I said chuckling. "You wanted to speak with me?"
"Why yes Miss. Morgan-"
"Allyrien please"
"Very well Allyrien it has come to my attention that you run your own magazine am I correct?"
"Yes well sort of. I just look over now so I can be able to spend more time with Daniel."
"Ah I see. How is he?"
"Hyper and happy as always now more than ever that the guys are here" I heard him laugh but return to his business matter in three seconds flat.
"I can imagine. Allyrien the reason to my call is that one of my PRs' quit due to personal reasons and with your knowledge of the media, I was hoping that you would be interested in joining the WWE team"
"Excuse me?"
"I know you don't necessarily need a job but I'm sure that it can get boring. I mean day in and day out with no adult company a person needs something to keep them busy."
"You sound like you have experience in the matter"
"More like a hell of a lot of whining from Linda" He chuckled. I smiled. "I am just saying it an offer"
"Thank you it means a lot Mr. McMahon. But im not sure. I stepped away form Toxicity so I could spend more time with my son-"
"He could come along with you when you are traveling. It's a pretty light traveling schedule"
"Thank you Mr. McMahon but could I think about it for a while?"
"Absolutely. I'll be expecting your call"
"Thank you."
"Goodbye" I hung the phone and walked back into living room.
"So are you part of the team?" Dave asked throwing the giggling Danny into the air.
"I'm not sure" I said tossing John, who had finally found the pancakes, the phone.
"What do you say squirt? Should mommy join the WWE?" Shawn asked. Danny stopped laughing and looked at me before his face broke it a huge smile, making me smile.
"Yup then I can be with Daddy" I sighed and took him from Ken.
"Let's give you a bath" I said carrying the tot up the stairs.
"Mommy did I do something wong?" He said looking at me
"Of course not sweetheart" I said looking into his blue orbs. "I did" I whispered once again looking into Danny eyes, those eyes that reminded so much of him.