AN: Hiya there Titan fans, it's been a long while and I appreciate you waiting for me, I will finish this story no matter what. However, if you think my story is too risqué for this site then don't read it. I do have an adultfanfiction account but I don't like it, that site is all about PWP and my story actually has a plot. Other than that you know I own nothing if not Teen Titans would still be on the air lol
"Raven I have a question," Beastboy said glancing up at the gothic beauty. The black disk they were flying on flew on without much concentration from her. She was able to glance down at him as he sat on the disk since his arms grew tired from flapping his bird wings.
"What?" Raven said looking straight ahead.
"It's about the parallel planes we've been going to as part of the meditation," Beastboy said.
"The Havens?" Raven said with interest. She had been expecting a stupid Beastboy question. "What about it?"
"Is it possible to share that Haven with someone?"
Raven cocked an eyebrow at him. "Havens are supposed to be completely solitary unless the company of some person relaxes you more than the solitude."
"So if there was a person in my Haven, it means that I feel the most at ease when I'm with her?" Beastboy asked.
Raven cocked an eyebrow. "Her? Who exactly was in your Haven?"
Beastboy flushed and stood up. "N-no one." With that Beastboy jumped off the disk and morphed into a bird.
Raven's brow furrowed. For a person to enter someone's Haven, he/she had to be of the upmost importance. Raven would daresay it had to be someone who owns the person's heart. So if Beastboy had someone in his Haven, it couldn't be a friend like Cyborg or Robin, it had to be someone whom he loves with all his heart. 'It has to be Terra,' Raven thought. 'That's the only person I've ever seen Beastboy love.'
Though Raven would never admit it, that really bothered her. She had problems with Terra, Raven wouldn't deny, but at the end when she sacrificed herself to save the world, Raven felt nothing but respect for the former-Titan/Villain. There was not a single reason why it should bother her that Terra was in Beastboy's Haven, but it did. It bothered her like nothing else ever bothered her before.
She shook her head and focused on her task. They were flying over the Bermuda Triangle, which had a reputation for taking souls. Supposedly anyone who went in the Triangle never came out again. All forms of electricity malfunctioned and no one ever got out. Except for Raven. The Bermuda Triangle was actually a portal to Azarath, her former home town that was destroyed when Trigon came to power.
Azarath was a treacherous place, so it was no surprise that no one ever got out of there. She had warned Beastboy about it so she knew he was feeling apprehensive about it, but she knew Azarath like the palm of her hand. They would be safe not only from the dangers of Azarath but also of Chaos who was searching after them.
"Beastboy, get on the disk, we're almost here and we need to stick together," Raven called out.
A giant green hawk landed on the disk and morphed into Beastboy. "Alright, how does this work."
"The Portal itself is protected by tons of dark magic," Raven said. "That's what knocks out all the electricity that passes over here: boats, planes, anything. It has a gravitational pull which lures anybody who gets lost in here, and to be honest most people die at the portal when the energy touches them. It's very strong if you go in unprotected."
"And how do we protect ourselves?" Beastboy asked.
"It's a spell," Raven said. "You're not at the level to do it yet, so you'll have to hang on to me."
"The spell will protect us both right?" Beastboy asked nervously.
"Yes, don't worry Beastboy," Raven said, "you just use the techniques of meditation I taught you and stay relaxed."
"Okay," Beastboy said, "what do I do?"
"Stand behind me and grab my waist. Whatever you do, don't let go."
"No pressure," Beastboy muttered.
"Just relax," Raven said.
Beastboy took a deep breath then stood up behind Raven. He was more nervous about standing so close to Raven than going into that portal. Nervously he stepped up close behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist. Raven bit her lip, she wasn't expecting his warmth. He had to be more than 100 degrees, but it didn't bother Raven in the least, in fact it actually felt good to have him there.
Raven focused her mind. In spells emotions were always released and received, she knew that with Beastboy so close their emotions would sync up together. He would know her deepest emotions more so than when he and Cyborg went into her mirror, and she would know his deepest darkest emotions. Though Raven was uncertain just how deep Beastboy's emotions ran, he was full of surprises she knew, but he always seemed very dense.
But she'd been wrong before.
"Alecko mani glepath," Raven chanted dropping the barrier of her emotions. "Alecko mani glepath."
She heard a gasp from Beastboy knowing he had started to feel her emotions. She knew he was feeling her confusing emotions towards him, as well as all the bottled up anger, happiness, and sadness. She didn't think his emotions would be as strong as hers, until she actually felt them.
It hit her like a ton of bricks. She felt intense love and animalistic passion that took her breath away. She also felt dejection and despair because of unrequited love. All those emotions were directed at her. Raven's eyes widened. She made Beastboy feel all those things? She made him the happiest he's ever been but also the most miserable? Her heart was thudding fast and she started to panic.
"Don't panic," Beastboy said softly feeling what she was feeling.
"I, make you feel that way?" Raven said meekly.
"You do," Beastboy said, "but I think the negative side of it will change. What you feel is, intense. I always thought you felt nothing for me, but now I see that you feel a lot for me. You may not know what it is, and I'm not gonna pretend to understand it, but I do know that you feel something really strong for me."
"My feelings are dangerous Beastboy," Raven said softly. "They can hurt you and the world. That's why I keep them bottled up."
"Bottling them up is what makes them dangerous Raven," Beastboy said, "I felt them now, so I understand it."
"You know what they are but you don't understand them Beastboy," Raven said, "and when I understand them myself, I'll let you know."
"Especially if it has to do with me?" Beastboy said.
"Let's not talk about that now, let's just get into the portal," Raven said. "Besides I want to talk to you about your emotions. I had no idea you felt that way. Am I the one in your Haven?"
Beastboy gulped. "You're right, let's talk about this later."