It's really cold today:( I'm going to drink some hot chocolate while typing this. You should grab some too, even if it's not cold:)
"Hot chocolate?"
I nodded as my dad poured some hot chocolate for me. I didn't tell him what happened about Mike but he thought that I was shivering from the cool water but I was shivering from Mike.
"Where's Nate?" He asked, handing me the cup.
I shrugged. "Isn't he here?"
"Nope." My dad said, checking his time.
Of course he wasn't here, otherwise he would have heard my screams... I think. Ugh, you think he would at least check up on me. I took a couple sips of my hot chocolate before I excused myself to my room. I peeked into Nate's room to see if maybe he wasn't sleeping but he wasn't there. I sighed as I went inside my room and closed the door. I slipped off my towel and went into the bathroom and turned on the hot water in the bath and let it run. I looked into the mirror and saw my eyes were blood shot red and my wet hair was a mess. I slipped out of my bikini and stepped into the warm water, laying in it and sighing. Should I tell my dad? Oh god no. He would make matters ten times worse. I had to tell Nate though, I tell him everything. If I couldn't tell Nate then I can't tell anyone. I was super curious as to where he went, and I'm sure he would have checked with me first as usual if he was going out. I winced as the warm water splashed on a bruise left by Mike. I felt dizzy and all of a sudden, pictures of Mike kept appearing in my head. I felt as if he was pulling me down and that I was drowning and dying painfully. I shook my head and quickly stepped out of the water, grabbing my towel. The cool air hit me quickly as I swung open the door. I slipped on my underwear and a pair of grey sweatpants, followed by a tank top and black hoodie. I was going to be wearing long sleeves for awhile, at least till these bruises disappeared.
I heard a car pull up and I looked out the window to see Nate... and Carley step out of the mini black limo. She was laughing and he pulled her into a soft kiss. She stopped giggling and kissed him back and they were in a full make-out session. My stomach churned and I noticed that the buttons on his shirt were unbuttoned almost half way. Yeah, he unbuttons the first one or two but half way? I turned away from the window and dug my face into the pillow and cried. I poured everything out right in my pillow and the tears were coming down like a huge water fall. I haven't cried like this in ages, not since my grandma died 4 years ago. I'm sure that anyone who walked by my room could hear me crying so I tried to hold it in. It just became large hiccups and I went into the bathroom, one more time and washed my face continuously. I took an eye dropper and squirted that in my eyes a couple times so it wasn't obvious that I was crying. I just needed to get out of this house now. I grabbed my keys and my purse, which contained my credit cards that were filled with money and a pair of shades. I threw in a couple clothes and my toothbrush in my large channel bag and slowly opened the door. Maybe I could sneak out behind my dad. I took a deep breath as I crept down the stairs. My dad was in the other living room, watching the local news and working on his papers. I quickly tip toed to the door and...
"Where are you going?"
I turned around to see Nate crossing his arms and looking at my bag.
"None of you're business." I said smoothly.
He seemed to be taken aback by my sassiness. "I think everyone in the house should know where one is going?"
I laughed harshly. "Oh really? Well, how come you didn't contact me into where you were going?"
Nate rose his eye brows. "Excuse me?"
"Oh you're more then excused. How was it? How far did you get with her?" I said, smirking.
His shock expression was quickly replaced by an angry one. "You shouldn't care. You were the one getting all touchy with Mike."
My eyes widened. "You saw me?"
He smirked. "Of course."
I dropped my bag. "Why didn't you do anything?"
"Why should I do anything? You seemed lie you were enjoying lip locking with him."
What the fuck? He saw the whole scene and he didn't do anything? I felt the tears come.
"So you watched me get hurt, and you left to go screw Carley." I said in a watery tone.
His face became confused. "Get hurt? You were kissing him Lindsay!"
I looked at him and shook my head. All he saw was the kissing part and then, left. What an ass. I picked up my bag and turned around, and walked out the door, running to my car and quickly speeding away with it.
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I'm waiting for the heart break... I'm waiting for the rest of my time to come...
I sang to one of my own songs that was playing on the radio. I was parked in front of the Marriot hotel and I wanted sometime before I went in.
That was Lindsay Turner with Waiting for the heartbreak. Now here we have the new hit single by her best friend, Nate Grey.
I groaned as I shut off the car and went into the hotel.
"Hey, can I get one room in the name of... Lindsay turner?"
The counter girl's eyes widened. "Oh my god. You're THE lindsay turner? Could I have you're autograph? I'm sorry, I'm just a huge fan."
I smiled as I took the pen and paper she handed to me.
"Who should I write this for?" I asked, smiling politely.
"Oh! Uhm, my name is September Corran. That's all you really need to write."
I nodded as I gave her my autograph and in exchange, she handed me the key. I stepped into the elevator with some other guy who looked insanely like Nick. I was staring at him in the elevator for awhile until he finally chuckled.
"Uhhh, hello there?"
I shook my head and blushed. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to stare, you just look like a friend of mine."
The guy laughed. "Is you're friend Shane?"
I shook my head. "No, is that you're brother."
He nodded. "Yeah. We kind of look alike. I'm Jason."
I took his hand and he shook it politely.
"I'm Lindsay."
He smiled. "Lindsay. Nice to meet you. So what brings you here?"
I sighed. "I just wanted to crash a hotel for a couple nights. Life at home can get crazy."
He nodded. "Oh, I see. I just live with my brother Shane but I'm engaged now so I don't really know what will happen now. I think he's moving in with his girlfriend."
I nodded. "What about you're parents. I mean, I know you're a bit too old to be living with them, but what about for Shane?"
He sighed. "My parents passes away when we were really little."
My eyes widened. Could he be... Nah. Jason can not be Nate's brother. I mean... oh god. This is just too much for my head right now.
"So what are you doing here?" I asked, waiting impatiently for the elevator to open.
"I'm here with my Fiancee." He said, smiling.
"Wow, that's cute. Congratulations."
He smiled. "Thanks."
Just then, the door swung open and we both walked out.
"So if you need anything... I'll be in room 317 just down the hall. Don't be afraid to knock. My brother Shane might drop b a couple times too and I believe his room is on this floor too."
I nodded. "Thank you. My room is right here, so just in-case you need anything, you can drop by too."
He smiled and thanked me and went our ways. I fondled with the door and closed it behind me.
"Holy Shit."
You know what's really funny? Last week, I was in a hotel and in the elevator they were playing music... Jonas Brothers music. Haha, it was funny because all of a sudden it was like... Hello Beautiful, How's it going? I had that stuck in my head the whole night and then I had a dream about this scene. It was weird. Anyways, review:)
PS. Sorry this was short.