-Chapter 7

I broke away from Chris reluctantly and stared him in the eyes. My heart was racing faster than ever and no one has ever done that to my heart before. I bet Chris heard it pounding really loud and I hoped it was music to his ears.

"You are so beautiful," Chris told me but I didn't know if I should believe it or not. I didn't understand how he could instantly think I am beautiful.

"Thanks and I hope you mean that," I replied smiling and I gave him a quick peck on the lips. "Don't worry about my mother, okay? This has nothing to do with her at all."

Chris nodded and told me, "Your mother has nothing on your when you are kissing me. You are ten times better and anyone who has kissed your mother would agree if they could kiss you know. Well, I wouldn't want your father kissing you because that would be plan creepy."

"That would be creepy and that would make me feel so uncomfortable because he is my father. I rather kiss a guy who is going to be my step father than my actual father. Just don't have kids with my mother if you two marry." I hugged Chris. "That would make me feel bad for kissing you down the road."

"I thought kissing me meant nothing to you," Chris said confused.

I laughed. "Kissing you actually meant a lot to me Chris. It meant I was a drunk girl when I kissed you and now that I'm trying to get with someone who is with my mother and older than me. Did I mention you are more talented than me?"

"I'm glad my kisses mean a lot to you," Chris whispered into my ear. "I think you are going to enjoy more things I can do with you later on down the road. I want to deal with your mother first."

I smiled and I pulled my face away from his mouth so he couldn't whisper in my ear anymore. I loved it when he did but it felt kind of weird with his breath on my neck. It was very ticklish to me and I didn't like the fact it was tickling me.

"Don't flee from me," he said softly and he lifted my face back to him. "You are going to be my lover all day and night and every day from now on."

I blinked several times and I told him, "Why would I kiss you and do whatever you want while you are with my mother? Am I the type to do that?"

"I think you don't like your mother enough to the point where you would actually want to kiss me and hang out with me all day on purpose," Chris said softly. "I don't understand how you snagged me over to you? I think it is the fact you are very interesting to me."

"I know I am." I smiled at him.

Chris smiled back. "You are so magical and I wish you were a witch or something so you could cast spells on me," he told me and I laughed.

I touched Chris's face and I kissed him on the lips gently which caused him to kiss me back with a lot of passion. I could tell he heard my heart beat and I wanted him to hear it. I wanted him to know that he was the cause of it.

After a heated make out sessions with Chris, I unlocked the bathroom door. Chris followed me out and we found Fozzy sitting in the living room area. I looked at Chris for an explanation and he told them, "I was educating her for her plays in the future. Did I ever mention Luna was an actress?"

The band just stared at me and I told them, "I have starred in two major plays in my life and they were for my school. They said my making out skills were lacking just like my kissing skill. Plus, my mother told Chris to help me with the art of seduction and I think it worked."

"That it did," Chris said agreeing with me.

The band left shortly after we said that because they needed to get some stuff before the rest of the tour and Chris convinced them to leave us alone for a few to continue my practice. I was glad that Chris said something about them needing to leave us alone for a bit since I needed some time with a handsome guy and not a bunch of weird losers. I also loved the fact Chris wanted to be alone with me and not the band and me.

"Now where were we?" Chris asked me and I shrugged. "I think we got done making out and I found it to be a fun thing to do."

I laughed and told him, "We were getting very heated and steamy inside the bathroom but luckily I opened the door to exit the room."

"Then I have to lock the tour bus door and tell our driver not to allow anyone in unless you want to go to a hotel for the rest of the night," Chris suggested.

I smiled and replied, "That is a very good suggestion. I think we should got to a hotel and I can pay for the room with the two hundred dollars my mother gave me to be good to you. I think she wasn't given the right impression."

We left for the hotel after grabbing our things we wanted to take and I sent a text message to my mother stating me and Chris are going to hang out at a hotel for the night due to traffic and it not being safe to walk around. I got a message back saying okay and I smiled. I told Chris the good news and that made him smile even bigger than I did.

"Thanks for doing that. You have more balls then I do sometimes," Chris told me and he kissed me on the lips softly.

We walked into the hotel and handed Chris the money to go and get himself a room. He walked over to the register and did as I wanted. Then, we got our room and I held onto him the entire walk to the room. I didn't want to let him go ever.

Chris slid the room key into the slot it wanted it scanned through and he walked into the room first after opening the door. He closed the door behind me after I walked in and I thanked him. I didn't think clearly at all because my thoughts were racing.

"What is it like? You know…when you have your first time," I asked Chris and I fiddled with my purse the entire time it took him to think of an answer.

He finally answered with, "It is a very special thing Luna. You have to make sure you love that person and no one else in order to make it better. If you think someone doesn't love you, then it means nothing at all."

I nodded my head and asked him, "Do you think it will be special between us? I don't want to do anything with you if it means nothing to you at all."

"It's going to mean a lot to me you know," Chris told me and he kissed my neck softly after pulling me into him. I felt instantly good and I felt his energy go inside me which made me smile softly.

After a few hours, I saw up on the bed trying to think of what happened. I didn't understand what exactly went down but I found Chris lying beside me reading a book. He had clothes on but I barely had any on which was weird to me.

"What happened?" I asked trying to remember everything that happened.

"Let's start with I didn't exactly go all the way with you. Well, then again I did go all the way with you," Chris told me. "We did oral."

"I don't remember," I said. "Why can't I remember?"

He laughed. "I'm just kidding! We just made out for several minutes and you passed out into a nice sleep like state. I didn't wake you up and so you just laid there on the bed."

I picked up a pillow and then I smacked him with it. "Did you undress me or something?" I asked him and he nodded. "You tried to make me think I slept with you didn't you? That is so rude and so hot at the same time!"

Chris smiled at me and he asked, "Do you want to have sex with me Luna? I just want to know if you do or don't."

"I don't think I am ready to have sex yet," I confessed. "We hardly know enough about each other and tomorrow is when we go out to eat with the band to talk over things so we might be about to get to know each other more than. Unless my mother shows up from nowhere."

"That is good because I am afraid of hurting you," Chris told me and he kissed my hand softly. "I don't want to see you cry any longer."

I blushed because he sounded so sweet. "Thanks for not wanting to see me cry anymore. I don't like crying at all," I told him. "Crying is said to show a sign of weakness but I don't think that is true at all. I think crying shows us that we are human."

"I think of it as the same way," Chris replied and he held onto my hands. "Your hands are very cold and soft."

I nodded my head. "Your hands are so warm. Did you put them under a light and allow the heat of light to heat your hands up?"

"Maybe I did and maybe I didn't." Chris smiled.

I climbed on top of him and kissed him on the lips. He returned the kiss with joy and his phone went off which caused him to curse under his breath. He then sat up and I climbed off of him. He answered his phone and he talked to someone for several minutes before hanging up.

"What was that about?" I asked him with curiosity.

"Just your mother checking up on us," he told me. "She has also asked me something and I'm not liking where it is going."

"What do you mean Chris?"

He looked down and he told me, "She has asked me to marry her. I told her I would have an answer soon Luna and I don't know what to say."

I got away from him and looked at him with cold eyes. I knew they were cold and probably icy looking now. I told him, "You are going to pick her, right? I know you will! I know how these things work out Chris!"

"I wouldn't leave you." He stood up and started to walk over to me but I backed away.

"You liar!" I shouted and I picked up a vase that sat on a dresser. I then threw it towards Chris and I began to cry but that didn't stop him from dodging it and walking over to me. "You are lying to me like everyone else."

"Don't say that," he told me. "You are always saying that…"

I felt him wrap his arms around me and he pulled me into him. He then kissed me on the lips and I kissed him back because I didn't know what else I could do. Nothing seemed to be a better option to me so I was left to kiss him.

He broke away and told me, "See? I'm not going to leave you anytime soon. You are so magical to me and maybe it's because your name means moon in Spanish or the fact you have cute eyes. Whatever the case is, I don't care because I fucking like having you in my life."

"Shut up…" I muttered out. "Just shut up and kiss me."

Chris kissed me gain and I swore I was in heaven. I didn't understand the feelings at all but some could consider it to be the sparks you are supposed to feel when you kiss the one. I believe Chris isn't the one at all because we're so different. Maybe we are supposed to feel this way or something.

Chris broke away once his phone rang and I muttered out, "Damn! Who in the fucking world is it this time Chris? They are ruining a perfectly good moment!"

He looked at the number and said, "It's your mother. She probably is going to demand an answer about her proposal."

He answered the phone much to my dismay and he talked to my mother about something again. He told her, "I'm going to have to think about it for a week at least. I have to let it sink in with your daughter first and hear her opinion on it. She told me that her therapist said that was good for her and her health. She needs to have her options weighed. What? You want her to go and see a doctor?"

"What?" I asked almost silently.

"Okay but I think she is fine at the current weight she has. I'm sure you are overreacting over something so stupid. She is a human being and has rights and if she wants to lose weight she shall lose weight, okay?" Chris said into the phone almost yelling.

He hung up after saying goodbye and told me, "She wanted me to have an answer now but I told her at least another week to think on it. She also wants to send you home if you aren't right weight to her. She has called a doctor to come to our tour bus in the morning when we get back. I hope this doesn't bother you at all."

I knew something was up with my mother. She has always wanted to get rid of me and I bet she knew something was up between me and Chris. I knew that was why she called to tell him that and to make me freak out.

"I have an idea Chris," I muttered out. "But it'll come at a price."

I woke up the next morning feeling like heaven was inside me and I knew it was because I was right beside Chris. I sat up in the bed and pulled the covers over my bare skin which was thanks to Chris. He wanted to do something I wouldn't normally do.

I then felt something cold pull me back down onto the bed and I knew it was Chris and his cold hands. "I wonder who told you to get up out of bed. Do you know who told you that lie?"

"I told myself to get out of bed," I said lying. "Actually, I just sat up and wondered about what we did. I wonder if it was totally worth it."

"It was," he told me referring to last night. "You mother won't find out because I made sure I used a condom and it didn't break. I hope I didn't harm you at all."

"You didn't but this could be a total waste. We could have made love for no reason," I told him. "We aren't physically and mentally connected to each other Chris. We just made love because I might get killed out by my mother thanks to my weight."

Chris touched my face with his hands and whispered, "It wasn't worthless to me sweetheart. Now go and get yourself into the shower and maybe I'll join you." He smiled widely.

I shivered and told him, "Hell to the no! You ain't getting into a shower with me ever. That is invasion of privacy and so was last night. You are the one who convinced me to make love to you in the first place thanks to my plan not being good enough for you."

"I love invading your privacy sweetie," he whispered. "It makes me so happy to do that type of stuff to you Luna."

I laughed and told him, "Don't allow me to make love to you ever again! Okay? You are a bad boy Chris and I am going to make sure we don't make love ever again! EVER!"

He laughed. "Fine."

I got up and took a shower so I could get ready and Chris was already to go. "Ready?" I asked him nervously and he nodded. "This is going to be so hard."

He nodded knowing that I was referring to being in the same room with him and my mother when we get there. I knew that it'll be hard to say anything knowing I slept with my mother's boyfriend. I can't believe I'm such a bad girl.

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