Spencer's Pov
So while I was trying to sleep I heard someone in my room.
Author-sorry to wake you up baby girl
Spencer-its ok
Author-I forgot to tell you guys last night hat your mother and I are going out of town for a week for a business trip
Spencer-oh
Author-yea. You guys can skip school today but please go the rest of the week
Spencer-yes daddy
Author-your in charge. Look after your girls and have a good week
Spencer-I will daddy
Author-we left some money for food down stairs. See you need a week
Spencer-bye daddy
I made sure that Ashley is still asleep. She is. She curled closer to me and I kissed her on the forehead and then I fell asleep. A couple of hours later I woke up and I saw that Kyla was lying in my bed as well. Ashley is still sound a sleep.
Kyla-moring
Spencer-moring. How long have you been in here?
Kyla-maybe 30 minutes
Spencer-oh ok. hungry?
Kyla-yea. I didn't know where things were so I was just waiting for you
Spencer-ok. lets get pancakes
Kyla-yummy
Ashley-no… my Spencer…she's not yours. I love her
Spencer-ha Shes dreaming
Kyla-she has that dream a lot
We went downstairs and I made her some pancakes. She is a Davies, so she can eat a lot.
Kyla-thank you again for letting us come stay here
Spencer-you guys are like my little own family, I would do anything for you guys
Kyla-I just don't get how a mother can leave her family that that. And a sick kid
Spencer-I don't get it either Kyla. I could never leave you and Ash
Kyla-I know. But Spence you have a really big heart and you're an amazing person
Spencer-I don't think I'm amazing
Kyla-Ashley thinks so
Spencer-she does?
Kyla-she thinks the world of you Spence. You came into our lives when we both need someone. I know right before you guys got together, she messed up. She didn't know how to act. Things were at a breaking point with her. She had to grow up fast because of what mom did. What she did, she really shouldn't have done
Spencer-she really shouldn't have done that. She said she likes me a lot. Then she gets drunk, fucks another girl and she did that a couple of girls. That broke my heart
Kyla-I know. But when you bitched her out. It was a wake up for her. I know you weren't her first but you were the first girl she made love to. The first girl that showed her what love is. Your love changed her. Your love showed her how to be there for me and for you. I just want to say thank you for coming into our lives
Spencer-your welcome. And thank you for coming into my life. Ashley love changed me too.
Ring ring
Kyla-Aiden is calling. Thank you for this talk
Spencer-your welcome
I got up and put the food away and I got a couple of glasses of apple juice. Ashley doesn't like to eat when she wakes up. I go upstairs and I see running to me but I don't think she sees me and she knocks me on the floor and all the juice falls on me.
Ashley-OMG baby, I'm so sorry. I didn't see you
Spencer-I'm sticky
Ashley-ha that's what she said
Kyla-ew. What happen?
Ashley-I kinda ran into her
They helped me up and Kyla took the glasses downstairs.
Ashley-are you mad at me baby?
Spencer-no. its ok. I'm going to take a shower tho
Ashley-ok. ill see you when your done
Spencer-how about you join me?
Ashley-but where at your house?
Spencer-baby, My parents will be gone for a week (Ashley is already down the hall way)
Ashley-what are you waiting for baby?
When we were taking a shower, Ashley did try to have sex but yea I didn't let that happen. I just wanted to be near her. And I new it wasn't a right time. After her mom and everything. I really hope she opens up to me. It's always hard to talk to her about it, in the past. We got dried off and got dress and we are laying in my bed now.
Spencer-baby?
Ashley-yea?
Spencer-are you ready to talk about it
Ashley-uhh
Spencer-you don't have to if you don't want to (and with that I got up and left the room)
Ashley's Pov
What did I do? I'm pushing the only thing away from me that I need in life. uhh I'm so stupid. I know I need to talk about this. It's just hard because I hate talking about her. My mom. I just don't want to break down. And I know I'm going to. I'm scared. But what I'm scared about the most is losing Spencer. I need her. I run down stairs and I see Spencer crying and Kyla hugging her and once when Spencer saw he she left the house. Where is she going?
Kyla-you need to fix this. I know its hard to let her in about this. But you need to. You can't lose the best thing in your life
Ashley-where did she go?
Kyla-the same place when you guys always get in a fight
Ashley-the park
Kyla-where are you going?
Ashley-the park?
Kyla-how about you get dress? You don't even have a bra on. ew
Ashley-uh fine
I get dress. I just put some of Spencer's clothes on. I'm too l lazy to find my clothes. I need to fix this. I run all the way to the park and I see Spencer sitting on the jungle gym playing with the ring. Shit.
Ashley-baby?
Spencer-what are you doing here? (sob)
Ashley-I'm here to work it out. I'm so sorry. I do want to talk to you about this
Spencer-well it didn't seam like you do (sob) you never wanted to talk about her
Ashley-because it's hard to. I didn't want to break down and say how much I'm hurting since she left (sob) how can a mom leave her two little girls?
Spencer-I don't know baby (Spencer pulled me into her and I just cried) some people are just are not meant to be mothers. And I wish you had better.
Ashley-me too (sob) but baby your love got me threw so much. You saved me I'm really sorry I haven't talked about this
Spencer-it's ok. do you want to talk more about this?
Ashley-yea I do.
I just started telling her everything. Everything little feeling I've had since she left us. How hard it was to be strong for Kyla but I had to. I told her everything and she told me something I didn't know. Her mother cheated on her father when she was younger. And their family was broken up for awhile. And all Spencer really hard who really understood what she was feeling with her older brother. He's never around that much because he just had a baby with his long time girlfriend. And she misses him a lot. Now I really understand why she doesn't like me talking to that Ashley girl. Uh she's the girl I slept with right before I got with Spencer. I don't talk to much that much. But lately she has been trying to talk to me more. I don't like it. and Spencer really doesn't like it. but Spencer knows I wont cheat on her. She's the love of my life.
Ashley-thank you for listening to me
Spencer-it's what I'm here for babe. I love you. and I want you to come to me about anything
Ashley-I want the same for you. (kiss) I love you
Spencer-I love you too (kiss) (kiss)
Ashley-baby, please don't ever take that ring off
Spencer-I wont. I'm sorry.
Ashley-why did you?
Spencer-we got in a fight. And I don't know. I thought maybe since you couldn't tell me things that means that you didn't want me
Ashley- baby I do want you. but sometimes I can be stupid and hid things for you. and I wont anymore. I don't ever want you to think that. I love you so much. And I can't let you go (kiss)
Spencer-good (kiss) I wont ever take it off
Ashley-good (I curled more onto Spencer, and she is just holding me and kissing my forehead. Little things like this, makes me fall more and more in love with her)
Spencer-how about we go home. Have amazing make up sex. Cuddle and then go out to by some food so we can have a date night?
Ashley-that sounds amazing. What about Kyla?
Spencer-she went over to Aiden's and she will be back around 9
Ashley-ok. date night sounds good. But the make up sex sounds a lot better (kiss) I love you Spence
Spencer-I love you too (kiss)