Chapter six

"I guess I'm just down. I guess I'll be honest, I can use you around." (Melrose Diner; The Wonder Years)

That night, Jon came inside my hotel room. Once we enter the room, I pushed Jon roughly against the wall. He smirk, knowing what was coming next. I put my lips against his, making out. After a 10 minute session, I started to take off his black top.

I felt Jon led me to the bed. I lay right on top of him, keeping our lips lock. I felt him finding the zipper to my dress. Once he grasps it, he quickly took it off, revealing my bra and underwear. By the end of the night, I was on top of him completely unclothed.

Afterwards, I put on a big t-shirt and lay next to him. He pushes my hair back, smiling. "I've never seen someone more beautiful then you. I'm falling for you, Violet."

"And you're allowed to, Jon."

I woke up. How did I fall asleep? I felt Jon's arm around me. I must have fallen asleep in a crying panic attack. I somehow managed my way out of Jon's arm. I noticed I never got to change. I went to my bags to find my anti anxiety medication. I took one pill, hoping for a better day.

I went outside to grab a smoke. Once I was finished, I received a text message from Colby to meet him for the gym. I smiled, getting ready. Apparently Colby wanted to try me out for CrossFit. I hoped for the best. I know it was going to be intense workout, but I wanted to work hard to get back in WWE.

I threw on my tank top and basketball shorts. I put Jon's hoodie on and met the guys downstairs. "Is Jon going," Colby said as soon as I came. I shrugged. "He can train on his own. Let's go." Joe followed along with us.

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After doing an intense workout, I was passed out on the ground. Joe walked by me, snickering. "Out of it, Violet?"

"I mean," I smiled. "After a couple breathes, I'll be back up." We finished up. Colby took me out for breakfast, just me and him. He even treated.

I changed into my A Day to Remember tank top and skinny jeans. I keep Jon's hoodie in my hands. I walked out to meet up with Colby. He chuckle, "I gave you that top, didn't I?" I nodded. "It looks great on you."

I smiled as we order food. Once we were waiting, Colby started talking. "What happened last night?" I shrugged. I really didn't want to bring up how I'm worried about being in the business and Jon. "Just one of those panic attacks?"

When I went to the hospital for my suicide attempt, I had to be evaluated. They came up with that I have GAD or Generalized Anxiety Disorder. It simply means I worry about the little things and could have panic attacks for no reason. I had to be put on pills that were taken as needed. It was just something I struggled with. Colby knew mostly everything about me like the GAD, so it wasn't a shock he was asking.

"I hate anxiety," I said. "It ruins me."

Colby takes a sip of his coffee. "You'll just have to deal with it, right? Did you take a pill this morning?" I nod. "That's good. Hopefully last night won't linger into today. Be happy! You're going to be signing with us at Wrestlemania's Axxess."

"I'm just not happy about how everyone on the creative team wants me to be with Dean Ambrose…" I look at Colby. Should I admit what happened the other night?

Colby nods. "I think a lot of people are disagreeing how Jon is acting around you."

"He kissed me last night, Colby."

"I'm going to slap that motherfucker when we get back to the hotel room." I stared at my black coffee. "That's crossing the line, Violet! Why didn't you do anything?"

Because I fucking enjoyed it!

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Colby fought with Jane to get my room switched. He ended up winning. I just stood in the middle of it all. When Jon left his room, we moved all my stuff from that room to Colby's. Joe even helped us out, knowing he would be Jon's new roommate. Once everything was moved, I laid out on the bed.

Colby chuckled. "Are you just going to wear that to Axxess?" I nodded. "Alrighty then, Violet." He left to go get changed in the bathroom. I played with my phone, updating my twitter. Finally, I felt the bed shift, and Colby was lying next to me.

I chuckled. He played with my hair. "Whose sweatshirt is that, by the way? I know it's not yours."

I bit my lip. "I should return it. It's Jon's…" The thing I felt comfort in it. It did make me feel at peace. I know though with Colby knowing it's Jon no one would be happy with it.

Colby helped me take it off. Colby touched my shoulder softly. "Hey, A Day to Remember sent me an extra hoodie to actually give to you. They gave me a care package before we left for Wrestlemania. Hearing you were coming back I brought it with me."

"You're awesome, Colby." He pulled it out for me, and I put it on. "Oh man, we need to go to a concert together again."

He smiles. "I'll return to this to Jon later. I won't like you around him."

"You're worst then my brother," I said. "I'm perfectly fine with returning it to him." Colby told me he still would do it. I rolled my eyes.

"Hey, do you have any red carpet events tonight?" I shook my head to Colby's comment.

"Not tonight, more later on in the week."

Colby smiles. "I must be the like millionth WWE wrestler to ask you out on a date then."

"You'll be surprised." I smirked. "A lot of guys are scared of me because of Randy."

He shakes his head. "I'm not. Tonight then, at six? I'll give you time to get ready."

I nodded. Before we met with Jon and Joe, we went outside. I took out a cigarette and smoked my nerves away. Colby shook his head. "I can't quit now. I'm too addicted to nicotine."

"Now I see why wrestlers won't date you. You smoke way too much." I leaned over and blew my smoke in his face. He started gagging. "You little brat."

After that, I did a quick double check. I got my hair and make up done in less than 10 minutes. We met Joe and Jon downstairs. Jon gave me a weird look. "Um, Jane told me we switched rooms." I nodded. "Alrighty then, Violet… I guess you're that scared of being with me. Good luck with this storyline."

When he turns his back, I rolled my eyes to Colby. He chuckled, lightly pushing me. Joe chuckled at the both of us. "Everyone is going to question you guys with those matching sweatshirts." I shrug it off. "It's cute."

Once we arrived to MetLife, we had a half hour to kill before our signing. I went to see if I could find Randy. I keep searching around until I was pulled to the side. I was quickly pushed into another room. "What the hell, Violet?!" The figure turned out to be Jon Good.

"Why are you practically stalking me?" I shrieked out.

A/N: Wrote this whole chapter just in school one day. Lol, people must think I'm crazy carrying around my notebook.

Still really tired from House Party Tour, which was amazing. If you didn't know, it's practically with all the bands that Seth Rollins love so…

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