Sorry for the long Hiatus... But it is HunterxHunter right? :)

Gon backed out of the hug, and placed his hands on both sides of his crying friend's face. He used his thumbs to wipe away the tears streaming from the other's eyes.

"It's okay, it's okay. Just please stop crying" Gon was pleading, he wanted Killua to be happy, he wanted to see him smile and laugh. He wanted to hold his hand and go for walks, and do all the things they used to. He wanted to be with him.

"Can I?" Killua was still sobbing. "Is it really... okay?"

Gon pulled Killua back into a hug, and guided his crying eyes back into his shoulder.

"Of course it is," Gon placed his hand on Killua's head, and held him a little tighter.

The brown-eyed boy eventually released the other hunter from his embrace, and slipped his hand down to hold the others. Tears were still streaming from the young assassin's eyes, but he had calmed down quite a bit. Gon felt him squeeze his hand a little tighter than was comfortable, but ignored it.

The two started walking back to the house in silence, and Killua was deep in his own thoughts at this point. Was it really okay? Did Gon know what he was doing, or was he just doing it to keep him happy. Is this really okay? Can I really be with him? Killiua looked over to Gon, who was currently bearing the cutest, happiest smile he had ever seen. At some point, he realized he was close to crushing his best-friend's hand, and let up on his grip. He hadn't even noticed that Gon had grabbed his hand orginally, but he wasn't about to protest, in fact he was quite enjoying it.

"Hey Killua?" Gon, having felt his friend's loosing grip, sensed he had calmed down a bit.

"Ye...yea?" Killua was hit off guard by Gon's sudden prompting, he had been quite for about twenty minutes.

"So... are we like in a relationship..." Gon paused for a second "like boyfriend and girlfriend?"

"Is... that what you want?" Killua was panicked, did Gon really not know what it meant when he said it was okay? What if this wasn't what he wanted? Just, please... say yes. The white-haired boy was on the verge of tears again.

"Mhmm" Gon's answer was immediate, but he seemed oddly confused. "Wait, so which one of us is the girlfriend?"

Gon's level of innocence never ceased to amaze Killua. You've got to be kidding. He looked over to his companion to find him looking utterly befuddled, you're not... are you?"

"We'd both be... each other's" Killua was choking on the next word, he couldn't actually believe he was about to say it. "... boyfriend"

"Oh...okay" Gon still seemed deep in thought "So... when we get married, we'll both be husbands?" Gon looked back at his boyfriend with another puzzling look.

Killua's head was spinning, did he just say when!? He was now imagining them both in tuxes, standing on an altar with Gon reading off some adorable, yet completely embarrassing vows. Kurapika and Leorio were groomsmen and Alluka was the flower girl, Killua was about to picture their first child when Gon pulled him back into a still amazing reality.

"Or will one of us be the wife?" Gon was still pondering, and who exactly did he think was going to be the wife?

"No...we'd both be.." the white-haired boy was again choking on the next word "...each other's husband"

"Okay!" Gon seemed content with that answer.

The two again walked in silence until they were at the door to Gon's house.

"Hey Gon?"

"Yea Killua!?" Gon turned to his partner, with the brightest, happiest eyes the white-haired boy had ever seen.

"Maybe we should... hold off on telling Mito-san and Alluka for a little..." Killua wasn't sure how Gon would react to this, he didn't like to keep secrets.

"But... we're happy and she won't mind... I don't think anyways" Gon had developed a little frown, he wasn't much of a fan of hiding things.

"I know... but I'd like to tell Alluka on my own, and you should tell Mito-san on your own too" Killua felt like he was walking on egg shells, he really didn't want to upset Gon, but he wasn't sure he was ready for everyone to know yet either.

"Mmm...okay" Gon paused on this for a second, before smelling the cookies baking inside "Lets go inside!" the brown-haried boy dragged his new boyfriend through the door

"Wait! you have to let go of-" It was too late, they were now standing in the middle of the kitchen, holding hands, with Killua's face beet red and Gon's smile lighting the room. The assassin immediately shocked his partner, forcing him to let go, albeit a little too late. Killua was sure Mito-san has noticed. Luckily, Alluka was too busy decorating cookies to have noticed.

"Wel... welcome back boys" Mito was a bit stunned at the sudden entry and the hand-holding.

"Mito-san! Look what I made!" Alluka was holding up a sugar cookie with generous amounts of frosting and sprinkles on it. If Killua was currently freaking out over whether their secret had been blown... he probably would've been all over it.

"Good job sweetie" Mito seemed to be enjoying the time Alluka was spending with her, Killua figured this was probably because Gon was never home.

"Let's go upstairs Killua!" Gon was already making his way up the stairs

"Ye...yea sure" What did he mean by that? Killua could feel himself blushing.

Once they were in Gon's room, Gon shut the door and proceed to bear hug his new boyfriend.

"What's this for?" the white-haired boy wasn't about to argue, but the sudden show of affection caught him off guard.

"I like being able to do this whenever I want to" Gon backed out of the hug, and looked right into Killua's eyes

Killua was blushing intensely, and he caught himself staring down at Gon's lips. I wish you would just... kiss me already... what if I, NO! I have to take this slow. The young assassin was scared of moving too fast and scaring Gon off.

"Well uhh, I guess it's time for bed" Killua was attempting to change the subject, he wasn't sure if he was ready to talk about their new relationship yet.

"Okay!" Gon excitedly climbed into his bed, holding the covers up, inviting his new boyfriend to join him.

Killua however, began to make his way over to his sleeping bag, much to Gon's dissapointment.

"NO! We gotta sleep in the same bed now!" Gon seemed adamant about this, and he most likely wasn't going to take "no" for an answer.

"we... we do?" Killua was fighting the urge to not jump right in with Gon, he wanted to know why he thought that.

"Yes! Because you're my boyfriend and that means we should sleep in the same bed!" Killua was turning all new shades of red, sure Gon had asked if they were in a relationship, but he hadn't said that Killua was his boyfriend... that was the first time Gon had called him that. Also, the brown-haired boy shouted it so loud half the island probably knew now.

"uhh...okay" The white-haired boy wasn't about to argue, this was everything he had ever wanted! He climbed into the bed next to Gon, who immediately wrapped his arms around his new boyfriend.

Killua tucked his head into Gon's shoulder, and Gon pulled the covers over them both. Killua's heart was racing, he took one deep breath and his senses were flooded with Gon's smell. Within minutes he was fast asleep.