Sorry for the delay, you guys. I know it has been a long time since I updated but hopefully you will like this chapter. It might not be the best one but I have been stuck on writer's block which I don't want to put the blame on school and all their writing assignments they have given me these last two quarters. Here is chapter 7 hope you guys like it.

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"Hey Bo. What you doing?" Kenzi asked as she walked inside the clubhouse. Bo had been staying with her since the fight with Dyson.

"Nothing." Bo sighed. Her eyes fixed on the wall.

"It's not nothing Bo-Bo, especially when you are sitting there looking like your heart has been ripped out. Is this about the fight you had with Dyson?" Kenzi asked as she sat by Bo on the couch. Bo, on the other hand, felt it as if she was in an interrogation.

"Yes and no but it mostly has nothing to do with Dyson. I-I just want to be alone." Bo said as she felt the tears wanting to fall.

"No Bo, we are going to talk about it now. It has been three days since your fight with Dyson and you have just been here moping around like a sad puppy that lost her favorite toy. What happened?" The goth girl asked clearly not leaving Bo alone this time.

Bo knew that Kenzi was right. She was going to tell her eventually so she just told her. "It started with my dream." The succubus started hoping that Kenzi would understand and not judge her. "I dreamt that it was the day of Lauren's wedding. When I got there, Lauren told me that she was already married to Parker and I lost control."

"What do you mean you lost control?" Kenzi asked questioningly.

"I killed Parker." Bo stated as she saw her best friend give her a horrified look. "I sucked the entire life out of her and all I know was that Lauren told me that she hated me."

"Oh okay. Go on." Kenzi said shocked. Clearly having a hard time digesting what she was being told. Bo never told her once that she dreamt of killing Ciara. She did say how much she didn't like Dyson's girlfriend at the time but eventually they became friends.

"Dyson woke me up and he confronted me. Apparently, I was talking in my sleep, and asked Lauren to not get married because I love her."

"Do you?" Kenzi asked finally giving in to her desire to interrupt. She felt that Bo started to have feelings for Lauren again.

"Yes I do, Kenz." Bo replied with no hesitation to the answer leaving an amused Kenzi. The human thought that Lauren was just the rebound until Dyson got his love back.

"A couple of months after Lauren left." Bo said simply.

"What?!" Kenzi exclaimed. "That was a long time ago and you seemed happy with Dyson. You guys even moved in together."

"I know, Kenz." Bo hissed. "I know it's a lame answer, but I really was confused. When Dyson told me he got his love back, part of me was happy because I thought that we could pick up where we left off, but I never realized that the person I really did love was Lauren."

"Bo-" Kenzi interjected but failed as Bo kept on talking.

"When I realized that I loved Lauren, it was too late because she was gone. It wasn't Dyson's fault that I was confused but mine only. Therefore, I decided to make the best of what I had with Dyson and try to make him happy even when I wasn't. I was paying the price of my ignorance and I still am." Bo said as she finally let the tears flow. She was having a hard time accepting the fact that Lauren was getting married.

As Kenzi saw Bo cry her heart out, she couldn't help but feel guilty. If she weren't so hell bent on getting Dyson's love back, none of this would have happened. Bo would have chosen Lauren and they would probably be together. "Bo, I can't believe I'm saying this but fight for Lauren. Something tells me that she still loves you even when she says the opposite."

"I can't." Bo said crying even harder.

"Why? If you love her, fight for her before it's too late." Kenzi said encouraging Bo to fight for the woman she clearly loved.

"She hates me Kenz. I see it in her eyes, and her aura does not shine bright when she is around me. It shines really bright for Parker." Bo said

"How do you know that?" The goth girl asked curiously.

"While I was fighting with Dyson, he told me that he could smell the hate that Lauren has for me. Although, I cannot blame her Kenz. I hurt her so much and I know this because I saw the pain in her eyes as she left the clubhouse three years ago." Bo replied remembering when Lauren caught Dyson and her together.

"Okay Bo. You know how much I love the D-man right? Well now, I think that he is lying. He is going to try to influence you to not break up with him and that is why he is telling you that Lauren hates you babe." Kenzi answered seeing the little hope that Bo had in her eyes. "Bo, trust me on this. Fight for Lauren before she gets married to Parker because then you will regret it."

Bo seemed as she was contemplating it but decided against it. "No Kenz. I'm not going to fight for her even when I want to."

"Why?!" Kenzi asked dumbfounded. "Are you willing to let her go again knowing that this time you can lose her forever?" She asked irritated. Sometimes her best friend could be stubborn as a mule.

"Kenzi, my stupid ignorance and confusion pushed her into the arms of another woman. A woman that she is going to get married to in less than a month. I-I-I cannot get between them now." Bo sobbed hard. Her eyes giving a hint of blue. She would want to fight for Lauren but how can she if the reason why Lauren is getting married to another woman was because of her. "Lauren deserves to be happy and I won't be the reason why she breaks up with Parker."

"Bo-" Kenzi said seeing how Bo wants Lauren to be happy but broke her heart to see her succubuddy heartbroken.

"For Lauren, I'm just a memory. A memory that will just fade with time." Bo quietly said as she got up and headed to her old room.

While Kenzi watched her best friend go upstairs, she couldn't help but want to cry for Bo. She never realized the impact Lauren's departure had on Bo. As she was thinking, she knew the perfect person who could help her.

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"Trick!" Kenzi yelled out looking for the barkeeper. "Trick!"

"What is it Kenzi?" Trick asked coming as fast as he could when he heard the human call out for him.

"I need your help. It's about Bo." She said as she sat down on the stool.

Trick hearing Bo's name got worried. "What's wrong?"

"Physically, she's fine but emotionally she's a train wreck." Kenzi said as she saw Trick give her a questioningly look. "Bo doesn't love Dyson like we thought. She loves Lauren and is suffering knowing that the love of her life is about to get married."

"Oh." He said simply. Kenzi on the other hand knew that Trick was holding back on something.

"What do you mean, oh?"

"When she was with Dyson, I felt that there was something off, but since last year, I saw her flirting and taking back home women who happened to have blonde hair and brown eyes." Trick said finally realizing why Bo was cheating on Dyson. "What didn't occur to me at the moment was that all these women had similar attributes to Lauren." The doctor that once worked for the light Fae three years ago.

"Well, apparently, she has been able to play the girlfriend role for a good while but when she was crying today, her eyes flashed blue and that kinda scared me y'know. Whenever she cried before, her eyes would not flash blue like it did today." Kenzi said.

"That is not a good sign." Trick answered making Kenzi worry only more. He clarified quickly. "Bo is suffering and in pain, but the succubus part of her is also in pain. She is mourning the loss of her lover because even when Bo consciously chose Dyson, the succubus already chose Lauren to be her mate. It's a miracle that Bo has been able to control that part of her for so long." He said but his voice dripping with concern.

"What do you think might happen?" Kenzi asked hoping nothing bad can come out of this.

"Well so far, nothing has happened, but now that Lauren is back in town, Bo is going to have a hard time controlling her other self. The succubus in her is going to look for Lauren and is going to try to mate with her at all cost."

"When you say at all costs does it mean she might force Lauren to have sex with her?" Kenzi asked as she felt a headache coming.

"No, she is not going to force Lauren to have sex with her, but she will or might want to kill the people who are next to Lauren or whoever gets in her way of trying to be with Lauren." Trick replied making Kenzi panic.

"Is that why she dreamt that she killed Parker?" Kenzi said realizing that she said way too much when she saw Tricks horrified look.

"Definitely not good." Trick said pacing back and forth. "This means that the succubus is starting to surface and we have to do something about it before it's too late." Trick said as he grabbed Kenzi and headed out to see Bo.

So what do you guys think? I know this is not my best chapter. I don't know how many times I have rewritten this chapter and I still feel as wanting to delete it and rewrite it again. Thank you so much for the reviews and after this chapter I think I am going to start writing since Lauren left to the present. I am so glad you guys love this story. :)