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Chapter 7: Be Very Still

BPOV

I love the way Edward's clothes smell like him. I love wearing them because it's like being wrapped up in him. I guess he doesn't mind me wearing them either.

Out of all the stuff I brought with me, and the new things Alice bought, he chose his clothes.

I was so relaxed and felt all warm and fuzzy. I was home, here, in his arms. We cuddled together, he didn't have the ac on so I wouldn't get cold. That way I wouldn't get too cold in his embrace. I lay with my back to his chest as he let his hands run smoothly over my skin.

" Bella?" Edward asked behind me

"hmmm?" I answered.

"I have been fantasizing, about what we just did, since the first time I saw you in your bed. I've always wondered if you ever....pleased yourself, and it was, excuse my language, but the only way to describe it was, fucking hot! Thank you."

I let out a giggle "Edward you have no idea how much it turns me on when you talk like that, it lets me know you're excited and uninhibited. But really? You think about me like that?" I asked shyly.

"You have no idea how much I think about you like that, I mean I've seen you touch yourself in your sleep, but nothing like what you just did."

What!?! I buried my head in my hands no,no,no I did what in my sleep, oh how much has he seen. My face was positively burning with embarrassment.

"Love, its ok" he pulled us both into a sitting position and then pulled me into his lap and tried to pry my hands away from my face, but I didn't want him to, so he gave up. He pulled me closer in to him and spoke into my hair "it's nothing to be embarrassed about, everyone dose it, you just did it, in front of me and it was the hottest thing I have ever seen."

I managed to say "I know but, but that was the first time, I guess consciously, that I did that, and to find out you've seen me before, doing that, its just...its aughhh, I don't know." I spoke to him shaking my head.

" Bella, love look at me...please." I could feel the full force of his dazzling charm trying to take over me, so I let it. I felt his cool hands on my face, I could smell his breath wash over me, and the tone of his voice was one that could not be fought. I slowly looked up into his eyes and saw they were hooded, and heavy with...lust. I had to smile at his crooked grin he flashed me.

"Yes I have seen you touch yourself, never to that extent. That was just mind blowing, and to know that you did that, for me, is even fucking hotter. I'm sorry if I intruded your privacy when you were sleeping, I never mean to. But, you know you can't sleep good without me there, if I even move off the bed you wiggle and squirm and reach for me until you find me. So, I didn't want to wake you or leave you, and I couldn't look away, it was beyond exciting. But you see, everyone does it, it's a natural part of life. So please, please, don't give it another thought."

This made me think "so if everyone does that, then that means...you...do… that?" I had to know, I guess I never thought about it, but damn, I know the sight of him doing that was the "hottest fucking thing ever" too.

"Yes, I do, I've been roaming the earth for over 100 years. I had never had the need, to do that. Until the first time I saw you, and since then, I have been pleasuring myself to your image." it was his turn to look bashful.

"So, how often do you…"

He chuckled "Often, can we just leave it at that?" he asked, "sure" I replied.

"So, what made you decide to do that. Not that I'm complaining, just curious?" he asked.

"Well, I've been thinking… I want you… I need you, and I know we will wait, to go all the way. I just didn't see the harm in building up to it. Alice saw how frustrated I was and she suggested some things, I guess she saw you could handle me touching myself and thought that was a good jumping off point." I hurried through my explanation.

"Alice… of course, does that have anything to do with the chest in the closet?" he asked so cheerfully.

"Yup, I have a whole arsenal of supplies. I was going to break you, one way or the other." I said feeling that surge of powerfulness.

"So can I see what you got?" he asked very bashfully.

"I don't know, I haven't decided yet. Do I want to slowly show you, so each time you're surprised, or just open Pandora's Box and let you run wild?" I looked at him and quirked a brow.

He looked up at me through his long lashes and gave me my favorite cooked grin and I almost melted, "I think I would enjoy it if you keep it a surprise."

He wrapped me in his arms tightly and rolled with me, so I was now lying under him. I giggled as he lavished my face with kisses, as he held my arms above my head.

I loved see Edward like this, so happy and at ease.

He leaned up he asked "so, what are you thinking about right now?"

"I was wondering, what you thought would be suitable if we were to do something... sexual...

What would you like the next step to be? What would be the next thing you would like me to do?" I asked.

He released my arms but stayed where he was, I liked how he didn't feel the need to move away. Usually by now, he would have been on the other side of the bed.

"I'm not sure, maybe just take it slowly and what ever comes naturally we do, if it gets to be too much, on either of us, we can stop and talk about it. I don't have anything planed; you're the evil villain sitting around trying to see how you can seduce me."

I blushed slightly but it made me feel good that he was willing to try more "well if you can think of anything, I'm sure I can work it out." I said in a low "seductive" voice.

I didn't really have anything planed I was just winging it. Sure I had some ideas, and some inspiration, with the help of Alice and Scarlet, but no other kind of inspiration, just what was in my dreams.

What have I always wanted to do with Edward, what haven't I wanted to do. Ok got to narrow it down to separate acts, for now. I can put on a show, of sorts. I don't know if I can do that though. I've got to work my nerves out, this is the man that I live for, my world, I'm giving my self to him, all of myself.

If I look at it like that, like I am going to do something to, or with, this person that I love and he loves me, I can do this; I can and will do anything for him.

I looked up at him; he was my personal Greek god, one that is so perfect it took my breath away, literally. "Bella, breath" Edward reminded me.

He just looked down at me and seeing the look on his face that I'm sure I just had on mine, how can he love me, Bella Swan, plain old Bella?

He interrupted my thought by caressing my face and taking my lips in his, it should me illegal how he kisses, and I could lose myself in him for days.

He pulled back when he felt my need for air, but he didn't stop, he keep his lips on my body. They trailed along my jaw and he planted a wonderfully wet, open mouth kiss behind my ear. My whole body was electrified from the inside out from his touch. I let out and embarrassingly loud groan, which only fueled him to go further.

He moved to my chest, my breath was so ragged I hoped I didn't hyperventilate. He moved his mouth over my nipple, that hardened instantly. I could feel the coolness of his lips through the fabric of the shirt.

He looked up at me and let his tongue slip out and flick over it.

"Ungh...Edward that feels so....so damn good" I fisted his hair to keep him close to me and he let out a low growl.

He moved his head up to the collar of the shirt, kissed my neck then took the shirt with his teeth and ripped it right down the middle, giving him instant access to my bare chest. I kind of really liked that shirt.

My breasts were heaving from my quickened breath. He ran his tongue down to my chest and placed a wet kiss right between my breast and I felt wetness puddle right between my legs as I moaned. I tugged on his hair harder to pull him up to my lips.

He pushed my legs open with his knee and I instantly spread my legs then wrapped my legs around him to pull him to me closer and harder "augh…" he groaned.

He pulled back slightly "easy love" he said but didn't pull back any further. This was good, he's dealing, and adjusting. I stopped my motion for now and held still letting him calm himself.

"Can you just be still for me, for just a bit, I need to see if I can do this, it's all a little overwhelming. Seeing you like this, hearing you, smelling you, and now you pull my hair like that"

I cut in "I'm sorry, did… Did that hurt? I'm sorry I didn't mean" He held one finger to my lips. Damn, why can I not think about sucking on his finger.

"No, you didn't hurt me, it's just too stimulating, it felt unbelievably good to feel that sensation, but it, coupled with everything else… I can't have too much right now. I want to do this. I've just got to ease into it. I don't want to lose my control. It's so easy for me to get lost in you." he said with a crooked grin.

I bit my bottom lip "and this" he said placing a finger on my bottom lip pulling it out of my bit "this is very distracting, you have no idea what that does to me" he said as he shook his head, seeming to try to clear his head.

"So, as I was saying, just give me a minute love?"

I just nodded up at him. He reached for my arms and pulled them up over my head "can you keep them here, for now?" he asked very politely.

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