Sorry I've taken so long and heres the chapter it's mostly in Envy's pov and the next one will be as well this is based more on the Manga then the Anime ok?
I'm looking for answers
To all the questions no one knows
Bleeded and begged
Asked you for nothing
But something showed
Your uneasy eyes, the sweat on your forehead
Everyone's pointing your nervousness out
It's obvious now that you're scared of yourself
Nothing to keep them from knowing this now
There's nothing to keep them from knowing this now
Promises, shattered pieces
Memories of nothing, cowardly
You'll face this all alone
You're find your truths
Are nothing but lies
Still no one knows
You see yourself run, but I see you crawling
To face the truth
You're hesitant now
Your heart must be burning
Ripping and tearing your insides are numb
Restless and weak
Time to start over
Nothing to keep them from emptiness now
There's nothing to keep them from emptiness now
Promises, shattered pieces
Memories of nothing, cowardly
You'll face this all alone
You know how this will end
'Cause the pain inside your head
Is cutting yourself thin
Nothing to do now
When you're buried underground
Your promise haunts you now
Promises, shattered pieces
Memories of nothing, cowardly
You'll face this all alone
Promises, shattered pieces
Memories of nothing, cowardly
You'll face this all alone
Song: Your Promise
By: Mest
I held Envidia closer and patted his head; I paused before I continued to speak for some reason I felt odd telling a random cat about my love interest.
" I…was on an assignment that Mustang, that stupid bastard, had put me on. I was attacked…by chimeras" I paused " Or so I thought"
My face filled with anger at the memory or at least the part when Envy wasn't there, "It was only one…chimera a human fused with a…cheetah I think. She came after, at first I thought there was a hand full of them but there wasn't. It was only her."
I paused and looked at the black kitten and stroke its head as it purred; " She almost killed me…if…if it hadn't been for Envy…I would have died."
I smiled fondly at that part of the memory, how Envy stopped right before she stabbed through my chest, how graceful he was. The way his hair swayed from side to side the shape of his body that way he spoke, everything that was the day I fell in love with him. My deadly sin…I would do anything for him.
I sighed and got out of the tube garbing a towel both for Envidia and me as I dried him I flinched, he meowed. I blinked and realized that I was drying my left arm roughly and a cut or two opened again, I sighed and looked at the cat wrapped him in a towel and placed him down.
I looked at my blood at it started to run freely mixing with the water, I smiled sadly and licked a few droplets away. Envidia pawed at me, I looked down and smiled; "You know…you remind me of him…especially your eyes…you see…I love him…I love Envy. I would do anything for him…because I love him…"
Envy's pov
I watched as that stupid chibi's cuts reopened, I had the urge to make them deeper, but as he licked them away, the way his blood laced his lips…was sending me chills up my spine. Scowling or at least I though I was and pawed at his feet trying to get his stupid attention so he could unwrap me from the towel. But what came next, what came out of his mouth…wasn't what I was expecting at all.
"You know…you remind me of him…especially your eyes…you see…I love him…I love Envy. I would do anything for him because I love him…"
Get one thing clear, Homunculi do NOT blush, and I would rather be caught then be seen blushing. I blinked looking up at Ed, at chibi-san my ears twitched surely I had miss heard. The chibi could be that stupid and naïve …right?
He smiled at me, he flashed that stupid chibish grin at me and picked me up holding me close to his chest I could hear his heart beat slowly. He opened the door; the younger must have been waiting downstairs of something around those lines. He scratched the side of my neck making me purr though I didn't want to but in this feline body it felt good.
He smiled, his once sun-kissed hair covered his face slightly, as he unwrapped the towel around me I was going to make a break for it but then O'chibi-san threw another surprise at me.
" Heh, you know…I did all this for him…" he muttered gesturing to his hair " everything I have done to myself…" he paused again hugging his left arm "…was for him…"
That was when I realized what exactly was on that arm, what was carved on it…my name…in big thin letters. E-N-V-Y.
My eyes widen; there was something seriously wrong with this human, something twisted…Heh…how…convenient. He smiled one last time at me as he dressed quickly, he slipped his body into a tight fitted black shirt, leather pants that were laced with chains black gloves, boots and black cloak that had replaced his red one. And…let's not forget…his braid…and…eyeliner…
He looked over at me with those gold eyes and kissed the top of my head, I had to restrain myself from scratching him again. He waved and left closing the door and locking it with a click leaving my 'food' by the bedside for me to eat. Though I had no intention in eating it what so ever, no…I have a plan to carry out and it had just gotten easier…a lot easier thanks to me lovey-dovey chibi.
I smirked showing my sharp feline teeth as I shifted form, from cat to my cute preferred form. Sitting on the bed, crossing my leg over my knee a devious smirk had found it's way to my lips.
"So…Hagaren no O'chibi-san is in love with little old me," I said amused by the very thought that I started to laugh darkly; " This is too perfect!"
I stood up gracefully, resting my hands on my hips as I made my way to the phone, I had a …phone call to make easily with this lovely information. No…why should I tell Wrath? After all he's so busy with all his military people that he would care less for my info. No I'll use this to my advantage…after all…father did give me a task and I intend in finishing it to the very last note.
I smirked and opened the window allowing the wind to brush my face, making my dark green hair dance around my face. With the grace and skill I have gathered through my hundred of years I easily reached the buildings rooftop. My amethyst eyes glanced downwards as they followed the chibified blonde, a smikish smile dance on my lips as I followed after him. I couldn't help but be confused as to how Ed would or even could…fall in love with me…
Not that I really care, Homunculi don't need love or at least I don't! I don't require loving , or anything of that sort, but that fact that my chibi-san loves me…just made my job so much easier far more easier. For getting him to open the portal…the Gate for us and Father.
But as I followed him and his brother going eastward, my thoughts couldn't help but drift to that day, and what had happened. I was only there on order, I hadn't meant to come to his saving that…was an accident.
--------Flash Back-----------
I sat on the branch of a tree watching the fight play out, the Elrics were separated for once if you think about it. The younger was in Central still or so Lust had told me, and O'chibi-san was here in a deserted part of the city near the outskirts in a warehouse investigating the murders of State Alchemists.
I rested up against the tree as one of my legs hanged lazily in the air, as my eyes watched the blonde fight off whatever was attacking him. It didn't take long for me to know who and what was attacking him after all, the girl was from the lab where me and Lust were in charge off not too long ago.
"Shit!" he cried voice laced with frustration and worry was plainly seen on his crimson paint face.
He leaped to his left as the girl chimera reached forward and cut deeply into his side, he cried bloody murder and the red liquid flowed out of his body like a river drenching the dirty ground.
"You fucking bastard!" he roared charging forward, and landing a hit with his bladed arm returning the favor and cutting deeply into her side.
I laughed lightly watching this as if it was a show put on for my amusement, "O' chibi-san has such a filthy mouth…." I mused.
He did a sidekick as his now loose hair swayed around him, strands sticking to his face due to the blood that colored his sun-kissed hair. His eyes were afire, and were glowing with a burning desire that I had never seen inside them and it caused me to smile fondly.
He wanted to kill her…his eyes said it all, the joy they displayed every time that his blade cut into her flesh whenever she gave a painful cry or frustration.
But out of the corner of my eye I noticed something causing them to widen, if the blonde died it would be me who would get punished.
"ED!" I cried, doing something I never thought I would ever do…
I protected him....
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Shaking on the outside
Because of what I'm feeling inside
My chest is fucking hurting
And my stomach's fucking burning
I laughed when you were crying
And say inside you're dying
Because you gave up way too early
Your fucking pain is so deserving
Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking up for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
I fucking hate the way I'm feeling
Because my fucking life's not changing
You broke me down when you stopped caring
Your fucking misery's my healing
Don't wanna take it
Because I fucking hate it
Why do we talk when
All we do is argue
Nothing to be said
Except you make me wish I was dead
This time I'm breaking up for good
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
(Until I met you)
I never felt this way before
Open chest, heart on the floor
I never wished that I was dead
Until I met you
I never felt this way before
Until I met you
I never felt this way before
Until I met you
Song: Until I met You
By: Mest
Yeah it's short sorry school work and all...I'll update soon promise please review
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-Chibi-chibi-kun