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Before I can even ask what is wrong, he speaks. 'If I could kill that bastard again I would. And I will never, ever let my feelings for you doubt my judgment again.' With that he stands up and stalks out of the room.
That when well, I think..
It has been two days since I woke up. Grant didn't visit me anymore. I don't understand him, one minute he is sweet and caring and the next he yells at me.. It's like he plays a hot and cold game.
The nice nurse, who I learned is named Emily, did visit me. She is very nice. She is a bit of a nerd. She reminds me a bit of Benny.
Benny… I wonder if he has noticed that I am gone. Probably, I went for a milkshake every day since I lived there. I hope he is not too worried.
And what of Coulson? Does he even know where I am? I don't think so. I don't even know where I am..
My ribs are healing nicely, although it still hurts to move. And my concussion is almost gone. Thank god for that! Emily has said that I may be released from the 'hospital' if Ward approves.
Not going to happen. I know for a fact that he likes to keep me here. Where I got nothing to do. Nowhere to go, through the 3 guards that are standing outside of my room. And don't forget about the nurses who also keep an eye on me.
Emily told me that. She is the only nice nurse.
Claudia and Britt are bitches. I don't know what I did wrong to deserve such a treatment but I have a feeling that they want Grant. I know so because the only thing they want to talk about with me is Ward. What does he sleeps in? What does he like while having sex? And so on.. It is disgusting.
When I didn't answer any questions. They eventually left. But not without nagging about what a bitch I was for keeping him all to myself.
And then you have Denise, a nurse who actually follows Ward's orders to not talk to me at all! She not bad, but she just does her work and goes.
Emily told me that Aaron, the guard who saved my live, is her fiancé. They have been together for 3 years now. She also told me that Aaron told her what happened the day of my attack.
No one knows how Logan escaped but he had to have help that for sure. When Aaron saw Logan drag my body out of the room, he knew something was off. Through his comm he contacted Ward and then he attacked Logan. It didn't take long for Aaron to overpower him. He also told Emily that Ward killed Logan as soon as he arrived. But not before Ward tortured him.
I also learned that Aaron is one of Grant's most trusted people. And Emily too.
Emily has giving me -against Ward's rules- some books, to spend the time. She said that the Twilight saga was really good.
What a bullshit! Sparkling, vegetarian vampires really? Who came up with this shit?
I did read the whole saga because I don't have anything else to do!
And as if life couldn't get any worse I also got my period yesterday. I always crave for Ben & Jerry's when I am on my period. I even asked Emily if she could get me some, but she said that there wasn't any B&J on the ship.
Not much later, Britt comes in, looking like she owns the place. What is she doing here? Denise already did my check up this moring.
'Can I help you?' I ask irritated.
'Look I know we had a bit of a rough start but, I thought, we could be friends.' She says with a fake smile.
'No thank you.' I say and fake a smile. Looking right through her.
'Can't you just answer some questions about Ward?' She asks desperately.
'No, but I think Grant would love to hear about how you are bothering me with all your questions.'
'Who do you think you are? I would do anything to sleep with him! He wants you, I know because I have tried! How can you let that opportunity go?'
'I bet you would do anything for him, but he doesn't want that right?' I smile. 'And unlike you I am not a whore.'
'You think you are special? No one is. He desired Claudia before you, and before her it was Emily. The list goes on and on..' She smiles triumphantly, like she has just won the lottery.
How stupid does she think I am? Grant was in prison! And as soon as he escaped he took me as a prisoner. He didn't even have time to desire someone else. And Emily? Come on! She is engaged, and too sweet to even think about cheating.
'You are just disappointed that you're not on that list.' I answer. She huffs in response and leaves. What a dump bitch…
I am exhausted. I can't sleep at night, since Grant doesn't sleep next to me anymore. I huff. Ass.
When I wake up the next day, I notice that the chair in the corner is moved slightly to the left. When you are stuck in a small room for days, you memorize things.
That's when I see a small bucket of Cookie Dough B&J sitting on my bedside table!Omg! B&J! There is a spoon next to it. Bless you Emily!
Wait, what? Emily said there weren't any on the ship.. So we had to make a stop to buy some. And there is only one person -who knows of my addiction when I am on my period- that has the power to decide if we make a stop.
Grant Douglas Ward, what the hell are you playing at?
Let me make myself clear: I don't dislike Twilight at all! I just thought it would be something Skye would say!
I am sorry it took a while to update!