A/n: So here's part two ish of the story! Oooooh. So yeah I've decided to do the story this way so it stays interesting and doesn't have the lame filler chapters. Just the good stuff! So yeah here's chapter 7!
(CPOV)
Months after Macey's party and Zach and I's incredible...moment there have been many more. Whenever he wanted, whenever I wanted, whenever we could. As Macey would put it, there is definitely no more sexual tension between the two of us. Every time it was great, beautiful, fantastic, exciting, thrilling, lustful, and ever synonym for those words. I tried to tell myself that was enough, I tried to be happy with it. But I wasn't. How can you be happy with just having sex and nothing else with a guy that you've basically been in love with since freshman year? I tried to tell myself that these couple of months of Zach and I being whatever we are was great, that I really liked it, and that I really didn't want more. But of course I wanted more. I wanted so much more. I never said anything though. Because I'd rather have sex with Zach and us still be best friends than for me to pour my heart out to him and have nothing but some broken fragment of what we were before. So I of course kept my mouth shut and moved on with my life willing my heart not to break every time I saw him knowing he wouldn't be mine.
"Cammie let's go!" Macey yelled from the car as I was just finishing getting ready for school. It was after finals but we still had school to make up for by law because of the many snow days that we have, and come to think of it, I would have rather had school back then and gotten it over with than have to go now.
"I'm coming! Chill!" I shouted throwing on my grey converse and running out the door yelling a goodbye to my mom.
"Why up so late? You and Zach have another steamy night?" Macey asked pulling of while that grin was plastered on her face.
"No Macey I'm just tired."
"Well if you two weren't always doing the deed then you wouldn't be tired" she said and I just scoffed and rolled my eyes.
"Not everything has to do with the fact that I'm having sex with Zach."
"You two aren't just having sex. You're making love. There's a difference. Because just having sex means that there are no strings attached. There are definitely many string attached to the both of you" she said turning and pulling in front of Bex's house.
"There are no strings Macey" I said with a sigh. We've had this conversation every day at least once since they found out. Which was basically the same day because evidentially we weren't so secret about it. Plus Macey and Bex said that they could tell because Zach wasn't hinting that he wanted to do me and I wasn't as stiff around him. Or whatever.
"More strings than there are in a piano" she said while Bex got in the front of the car. At this point we always just leave it open for her since we'd have to move anyway.
"Zammie?"
"What else would we be talking about?" Macey said grinning while Bex nodded in understandment.
"Now we have a joint name?"
"We first thought of Cach but we realized that sounded stupid and quickly switched to Zammie. So yes you two have a joint name. A couple name, like Ceffy" Bex explained and I just rolled my eyes.
"You and your British shows..."
"I am bloody British what do you expect?"
"Cammie stop trying to change the subject" Macey said tapping the steering wheel causing me to mumble a damn and sigh.
"Why are you doing this to yourself Cammie? You clearly like him. He clearly likes you. Why are both of you just settling for what you have now?" Macey wondered.
"He doesn't like me. I only like him a little, and because this is how it is" I said.
"Cam do you really think we're that stupid? You can't even convince yourself how do you expect us to believe you?" Bex said turning around in her seat to raise her eyebrow at me.
"I don't think you guys understand. Zach and I are what we are because that's how it should be. We don't need to be together."
"Yet every time you get near a guy other than Grant Jonas or a teacher of some sort he nearly knocks him out" Macey said clearly not believing me.
"And every time he talks to a girl other than me Macey or Liz you basically throw a fit" Bex mumbled causing me to start to say how it wasn't true but Macey cut me off quickly.
"All I'm saying is that you should take a chance. It's almost summer then its senior year, then it's all over Cammie. We'll be going to college, we'll be away from each other. Things will never be the way they are now. It's your choice if you want to make the most of it or not" Macey said looking at me in the rear-view mirror as we pulled into the school before looking me straight in the eye and opening the door to get out.
"She's right Cam. You can't really expect him to wait forever either" Bex said giving me a small squeeze on my shoulder before I sighed and we got out of the car. I walked into school basically numb. I had no idea what I was going to do. Sure we'd talked about Zach and I for a while now. But nothing like that, we've never really talked about there being an us. A Zach and Cammie the couple. When I walked in I saw him standing at me locker and sent him a small smile while he just smirked in return. Maybe they're right. Maybe it's time for me to do something about it. About him. About...us?
A/n: Eh this chapter is a little lame but it's just to set up round two of the story. Hope you liked it! Thanks for reading :) and uhm...review? Pretty please! :o
-Ali
