Sorry it has taken so long to update as I said not sure how to get things to happen the way I want.
Bella POV
I can't believe I have been here for a week, Dad and I went shopping for food the day after I got here and started catching up with what had happened in our lives since we moved away. Sam wanted to come with us and when I said no he looked like a wounded puppy. He picked up a little when I said that we could go to the beach when we got back but I wanted the shopping trip to be me and dad so we could catch up. Going shopping with Dad is something I am never doing again, he has no idea what he is doing and was just grabbing anything and everything.
Dad had decided that we were going to have a bonfire tonight. He told me that if I was going to be staying here that they had some things to tell me. I had started to panic when he first told me, thinking that he didn't want me to stay. All sorts of things were going through my head, where was I going to go, how was I going to pay for things, was I going to be able to get a job etc.
As Dad said all the guys were going to be there I thought that a lot of food would be required. Jacob, Paul and Jared have been really nice to me this week so I suppose I should feed them tonight. I started making food when I heard Jacob come in the door.
"Hey Bella" Jacob said.
"Hey Jake" I replied "Don't you guys ever knock?
"Why" he replied "It's not like your doing anything you shouldn't be were you"
He was right I know but it was a bit annoying.
"Ok, but I am cooking right now so leave me alone" I said.
"Oh Bella are you going to be making your amazing chocolate cake?" he asked.
"I am but you have to do me a favour" I said.
"I would do anything for that cake" he replied
"Anything Jake, really" I heard Sam say from the front door. Once again not knocking. I am really going to have to talk to dad about that especially after what happened.
"Yes Sam anything, you would too if you had tried her amazing chocolate cake." Jacob said.
"Sam leave him alone, Jake could you go to the shops and get me a bottle of lemonade please" I said
"Sure Bella, but why lemonade" he asked.
"Because you guys finished the last of it last night and I need it for my cake so move." I said
"Bella why didn't you tell me I would have stoped them if I had known" Sam said.
"Because I didn't know that they had until this morning, I went to bed early last night and they must have done it after that" I replied.
"Ok Bella I am off to the shops then" Jake said
"Grab the other boys and take them with you since they helped you last night they can you help you now, and tell them no complaints or else." Sam said.
After Jake had left I kept on cooking the other food for the bonfire, after a while I noticed that Sam was staring at me.
"What?" I asked
"Nothing" he replied. "I just like looking at you ok"
"Fine just don't interrupt" I said. The funny thing was that if anyone else had said that it would have been creepy, but with Sam I felt safe. Normally I can't have anyone else in the kitchen with me cooking, but with Sam he almost relaxes me. I really don't understand it.
"Hey what are you thinking about?" Sam asked as he came to stand beside me.
"If you must know, I was thinking about you?" I replied.
"And what exactly were you thinking about me" he asked as he stood behind me, he pulled me back against him with his arms around my waist.
"I was just thinking how safe I felt with you and that having you here with me helps me relax" I said softly.
He turned me around but kept his arms around my waist. "You know that I feel the same way right, I would never do anything to hurt you Bella, You can trust me." He said.
As I looked into his eyes I knew that everything was going to be fine.
"I know I can trust you, I mean I don't know why I have only known you for a week, but I just know that I can trust you and that you would never do anything to hurt me" I said. With that said he lowered his head and softly kissed me on the lips. He pulled away and looked at me. I was so happy that I put my arms around his neck and dragged his head down for another kiss. It started of slowly but then I licked his lower lip and sure enough his mouth opened and our tongues starting battling for control. I let him win. We slowly pulled away and I hugged him, it felt so good just to be in his arms. I didn't even realise that Dad had come into the kitchen.
"Bella, Sam what are you doing?" Dad asked. Sam was looking a little scared.
"Well you see Dad when a boy and girl like each other they…" I started.
"Bella" Dad almost growled, it sounded funny almost wolf like.
"Dad, I think its time that we have a little chat" I said. Sam looked at me and was shocked. "Not about that" I laughed "About Mum, can you stay please Sam" I knew having Sam here would help me tell Dad what had happened.
"We can do this in the lounge room while I am waiting for Jake to come back" I said as I grabbed Sam's hand and literally dragged him through to the lounge.
"Ok before I start this neither one of you must but in or I am not going to get through this ok" I said. Sam and Dad looked at each other and then at me and nodded.
"Ok we were all home that night, which was different for us, I was up in my room listening to music so I didn't hear the gun shots to start with, it was getting late and I was thirsty so I went downstairs to get a drink, when I got there I had a funny feeling that something was wrong. I yelled out to Mum to find out where she was and the next thing I know I heard her yelling. I didn't know what was happening, I went looking for her and found her and some guy with a gun pointing at her. He told me that if I tried to run and yell that he would shoot mum, I asked mum where Phil was and she pointed to the ground not far from where she was standing, and there was Phil with blood pouring out of him. I didn't know how but I knew he was dead and the guy with the gun had shot him. I don't know how long we stood there for but the next thing I remember is the gun shoots that killed mum." I was crying at this point and Sam was sitting beside me, rubbing his hand up and down my back saying that everything was going to be alright. I looked up at Dad and he just looked shocked. It was at that point that Jake got back.
"Bella were back, and we bought you extra lemonade" Jake yelled from the kitchen. I saw him, Jared and Paul all walking into the lounge room.
"What happened, Bella why are you crying" Jake came over to me and sat in front of me.
"Everything will be fine Jake, Bella and Charlie were just discussing a few things" Sam said.
"You mean you guys told her about us, that's not fair I wanted to be here when she found out" Jake said
"No Jake we didn't tell her anything like that, in fact Bella was just sharing a story with us." Sam said "And no don't even ask about it, if Bella wanted you to know she would have asked you to be here."
I was still in his arms and it was calming me down a bit, but I also knew that Dad hadn't heard the whole story yet. I stood up and made my way to the kitchen and went back to cooking for the bonfire.
"Sam can you come in here please" I asked
"Sure Bella I will be right there" I heard Sam reply.
I went back to cooking and within five minutes I knew that Sam was in the room because I felt safe again.