Hello.
Its been awhile hasn't it?
A lot has happened since we last talked.
My cuts have healed over now
At first they were just scabs
But I think I cut to deep into my arm
And now they've become scars
Three nice even scars
They're quite beautiful actually
To think that they will be there forever
The only downside is that even though they scarred weeks ago
They still seem vivid and red
Now I don't have large scabs on my arms
So I don't have to be so careful
And my friends dont even notice them
Not that they would have
I don't really think its normal to look deliberately at a persons elbow.
And one of them is half blind anyway.
The other one doesn't notice my appearence.
How sad
That my life has come down to this
To talking to the air
About the self inflicted scars on my arm
But I seem to be getting better now
I dont cut myself anymore
I think that seeing the scars made it real somehow
Knowing that they wouldnt go away
And now I dont have to make new cuts
I can just run my finger over my beautiful scars
They really are beautiful
Im more relaxed now
The exams havejust finished
So my mind has been distracted these past few weeks
My friends think I'm insane
I started studying at least three weeks before anyone else
But you do have to study to get good grades you know
And now that the exams are over
I feel a sense of fufilment
As though I am whole again
We'll be going home in a few weeks
I'll be going home to my mother and father
It'll be nice
Contrary to belief I do get stressed about my homework
Being a smart witch doesnt get your homework done for you
So I can distract myself during the holidays
Until I come back
And that blunt little blade starts to beckon me once again.
You might not see me until next year you know
Perhaps you could hold onto my blade for me?
It would only be for a while
And besides
I might see you again before I leave
Good
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A/N: Well, another chapter finished. Sadly for the last chapter I have only recieved two reviews thus far, please rectify this fact. Thank you very much. Now, to the story. This can be the end if you want, or the next chapter, however it could go on for eternity, discussing how she slowly succumbs to the pull of the blade, and looses her hold on reality. So what do you think? End soonHappy person or end later onvery depressed, possible suicidal person.
Thank you again and please review Also tell which end you would prefer.