Okay I know I kinda left it at a cliffy and all but here's a short chapter in Edward point of view starting from when they were walking up the house steps…. Enjoy!
EPOV-
I put my arm around her waist and walked her up the stairs. She looked so broken and all I wanted to do was comfort her. I took her to my room and led her to the bed so she could sit down. I walked to my closet grabbed some clothes and went to go change in my bathroom.
I looked at myself in my mirror. I wasn't too bad. My cheeks were red of course but not that much. My eyes were just a light shade of pink.
I could hear Bella sobbing from in here. No doubt she probably looked worse than me.
I changed than washed my face to get the tears away.
I can't believe I let myself cry like that, and in front of someone I don't really even know. I should even hate her after what she said at school. I guess that was just a reaction to the way I acted though so I shouldn't hold it against her. When I walked out of the bathroom I saw her standing up looking my way. I knew she probably wanted to wash up to so I gestured for her to go ahead and went to my stereo while she got cleaned up.
I put it on Bleed It Out by Linkin Park and went to my bed and closed my eyes. I heard Bella in the bathroom washing her face than I heard her start going through her bag. Girls.
I started letting the music get to me listening to the words. Than it changed to By Myself by Linkin Park.
I started to think about my parent's death. Although it was a while ago I still remember it very clearly. I was only about 12 when I lost them.
Alice lost hers when she was like 6 or something. So she does not remember it as much but it still gets to her every now and then. I heard my father's car arrive but I didn't think much of it. I just sat there still listening to my music. Myself, I can't rely on myself… I can't hold on… I've lost so much and I'm so afraid I'm out of touch… How do you expect… I will know what to do… The music sang and I remembered how alone I felt when my parent died. I sucked back another sob.
I knew Alice was just trying to help. She did a good job but Bella still needs her alone time every now and then. Alice was just trying to keep her mind off of it. Trying to distract Bella and probably herself too. You couldn't really blame her though. Kryptonite came on then. This way always one of my favorite songs. That's when I realized that the water had stopped and I looked over to the bathroom and I saw Bella standing. She looked stunning even after crying her eyes out. I let out a smile than closed my eyes again.
I felt the bed shake a little and opened my eyes to see Bella sitting at the edge of the bed staring in the direction of the bathroom. I felt the need to comfort her because I had been through this before. I remembered how alone I felt and I didn't want her to feel that way to if she didn't have to. So I grabbed
her around her waist and pulled her down towards me. At first she seemed startled but she soon recovered and moved closer to me. I just held her tighter and being like that just felt right. The song was coming to an end and all of a sudden my eye lids felt heavy.
I drifted in a light peaceful sleep and I woke to someone banging at my door saying something about dinner.
I realized Bella was still in my arms and than she was gone and I sat up startled.
She was across the bed where she had been sitting before. She looked at me with a bit of a puzzled expression before turning around and looking at the bathroom door again.
I got up and walked around the bed to where she was sitting and picked her up and hugged her.
She hugged me back and for some reason I just wanted to stay like that.
That is until someone banged at the door. "Edwaaarrrrrrdddddd! Hurry up I'm hungry and we can't eat until you're down there!" I heard Alice's voice. I walked to my door, glad that I got a lock on it a year ago, and opened it. Alice looked at me than behind me and gasped. "Um, hi Bella I didn't know you were still here. I thought Edward would have taken you home." She said looking up and down at Bella. Probably thinking we were doing something that we didn't want her to know about.
"Um, yeah I fell asleep I guess" Alice had a doubtful look in her eye and I turned to see Bella rubbing the back of her head innocently. She still had her bag around her neck.
Bella started walking towards the door but was stopped by Alice.
"Oh! Okay well you can stay for dinner if you want Bella!" She said with a smile and a look that said 'what were you two doing in here with the door locked'.
"No thanks I'm not hungry. I think I need to be heading home though."Bella replied.
"I'll take you" I said grabbing my keys from my nightstand. I would rather not be bombarded with questions from Alice right now.
"Oh... Okaaay" Alice said looking back and forth between the two of us.
"What?" Bella asked sounding innocent. Alice sighed and walked away. I put my hand lightly on her back and led her down the stairs and to the car.
I opened the door and she got in and I walked over to the driver's side to start the car.
The ride to her house was silent and I didn't mind. I did want to hear her voice again. She sounded so sweet, innocent, I liked it. When we got there I got out of the car to open the door and led her to the front of her house. She took out her key and opened it. She started to walk in but she stopped and turned around.
I don't know what came over me but I couldn't help what happened next.
I had her pushed up against her house and I was kissing her. To my surprise she was kissing me back and her hands were going around my neck. When she finally pulled away we were both breathing heavily. We looked into each other's eyes for a moment before I turned to leave and she went into her house.
I was on my way back to my house and all these thoughts kept going into my mind.
What just happened?
Why did I just kiss her? And she kissed me back!
Did that mean she liked me or was she just doing it not to be rude?
More importantly what's going to happen now?
I was going to have to take her to school and if not I sat next to her!
And now Alice was going to be asking what happened and what was I suppose to say? What would Bella want me to say?
Would she want people to know or would she not?
Oh God, what had I gotten myself into?
Wow Edward is confused… I know you guys are wondering about what is going to happen with his family but I was going to skip all that… Unless you want me to add it. Than I have no problem with it :
Don't worry I would make it interesting. But just tell me if you want me to add it or not.
Bye , Kit-Kat
