Thanks to my Beta.
He starts to look away, and I can't believe I thought he would give in.
Maybe all these months of wanting him, catching him playfully looking back, and the party tonight, him stealing me away, I thought he wanted me, that he was the one that chose to wait for whatever was happening...
oh hell, this is because I want him, that is the only reason I need to grab his face and pull down.
I kiss him, Hard.
Harder than I ever did for Kelvin, and I was glad I did.
His mouth tasted even better.
I was getting high off of just this.
He still did not respond,
when I release him, instead of reacting to my passion for him, his embarrassed face is off me, racing for the door.
"Bellamy," he was not the white knight and I am not his princess.
This was all a mistake,
I curl on the mattress, pull my dark tight curls out of my face, feeling heartless for doing this to Kelvin, ashamed for being rejected so easily.
I felt stupid. What had I been thinking?
And then Bellamy locks the door,
from the inside.