Josh walked to his office looking over at papers and then spotted David and Casey in front of her office. He knew that David was just as crazy about women as he was that there was a chance he slept with Casey.

Casey looked up and noticed him. She smiled a little at David and went into her own office.

"David" Josh motioned with two fingers.

David walked over to his older brother. "What?"

He opened his office door and pointed inside "Now"

David looked weirdly at him but went in. Josh followed him inside and closed the door behind him.

"Did you sleep with Casey?" Josh threw the files in his hand on his table. David just looked at him "Did you?"

"No" David answered with a smile.

"David you better not lie to me," Josh said angrily.

David let out a chuckle "I wanted to but I didn't ok?"

"What were you talking about with her just now?"

"None of your business" David defended "She's not your girlfriend or your friend anymore so I don't know why this concerns you"

"Cause you're my little brother"

"That's fucking bullshit." David shook his head with a smirk "You still have feelings for her don't you?"

"No" Josh defended as he crossed his arms on his chest.

"Then why are you so upset with this? You made it clear to her that you and her wont date so what's your problem?"

"I don't want you seeing her anymore."

"You don't want me seeing her?" David asked in a louder voice.

"Yea. You're a punk David. You just want sex and she doesn't deserve that"

"Oh!" David nodded. "This is coming from the guy who banged every intern on this floor?"

"That's different."

"How?"

"It just is"

"Why cause you lost your fiancé and daughter so now you can sleep with anyone you want?" David yelled angrily and knew right away he crossed the line "I didn't mean it-"

Josh grabbed him by the neck and slammed him to the bookshelf. "Never. I mean never talk about them, you understand?" David weakly nodded as he struggled for air. Josh let go of him.

David let out a cough and kneeled down trying to calm down his breathing.

Josh turned around and went to his desk "Get out"

David nodded and left his office.

Josh sat down on his chair and placed his hands on the back of his neck and stared at his ceiling.

Casey walked in "What is the matter with you? I just saw you try to choke David"

He didn't bother to look at her. "That's none of your business"

"You are out of control Josh"

He finally looked at her "It's your fault"

"My fault?" She asked pointing to herself.

"You messed with my head Casey" He got off his chair and paced around "I want to protect you from everything but I…I feel like you don't want me to so I don't know what to do"

Casey looked weirdly at him "What are you talking about?"

He sat down on his desk and shook his head "Nothing"

She walked over to him and leaned on his desk "How are things with Olivia?"

"They are great…that scares me," he said in a low voice "For the first time since Amber I feel like I'm doing the right thing."

Casey put her arm around his shoulders and took him in a hug "You shouldn't be scared of that" She whispered.

He shook his head and pulled away "I don't want to lose Olivia and…" he got off the desk and again shook his head "Forget it"

"What is it?"

"I feel like I keep losing people. That's why I don't want to get close to anybody. I was in love with Amber and now…I lost you…I don't even talk to you daily and I hate that."

"I'm sorry" Casey whispered as she tried to keep her tears to herself seeing how broken he was.

He flopped down on his couch in his office and stared at the ground "I don't like this feeling Casey"

"What feeling?"

"I used to be happy. I…I was hyper all the time…I don't like being depressed. This isn't fair"

"You lost your fiancé Josh. Your child, its ok to feel sad"

"Ten years ago. You know this is your fault? You were the first woman I was intimate with after Amber and after that all I did was have sex" He bit down on his lip and looked up at the ceiling and closed his eyes. He let out a small chuckle "Irony"

"What?"

"You're my first rebound and now Olivia is my first actual girlfriend for ten years. Man I am fucked up in the head"

Casey smirked a little "You're not fucked up…you're just…confused"

"Same difference" He mumbled as he lay down on his couch.

"Josh are you ok?"

"Yea" He answered in a sad voice.

Casey looked at her watch "I have arraignment and I can't be late"

He put his hand up as in a wave "Bye"

Casey smiled a little and went out of his office before she said something she regretted since she was still in love with him. She wished she didn't feel this way because of Olivia but she couldn't help her feelings.

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Josh kept lying on his couch staring at the ground. Did he have feelings for Casey like David said? Why was he so worried about her all the time? He was in love with Olivia and that scared him but she made him happy…he couldn't be in love with her best friend. Could he?

His door opened and Olivia came in. He quickly sat up on the couch since he didn't want her to see him so upset. "Hey you."

"Hey" Olivia gave him a kiss and sat down by him.

"What's up?" he asked with a small smile.

"I came to talk to you."

"Well obviously" He smirked and gave her a kiss on the cheek. "Everything ok?"

Olivia bit down on her bottom lip and took a deep breath "Actually…" She turned to look at him "Josh you know I have a lot of fun with you right?"

He turned to look at her "Oh boy" He got off the couch and paced around "Did I do something wrong?"

"No" Olivia quickly shook her head "I just…I know that I am the reason you and Casey are not friends anymore and I don't think I can handle that."

"You did nothing wrong Olivia" He threw his hands up in the air "C'mon don't do this"

Olivia got up and walked to him "I need to. I'm sorry it's just not fair to you or Casey." She took his hands in hers "You two have known each other for a long time, before I even knew either one of you. I don't want to ruin your friendship"

"C'mon" He said in a low voice "I really like you."

Olivia placed a small kiss on his cheek "Thanks"

"For what?"

"Everything"

"Don't do this"

"I have to" She whispered "Bye" she walked past him and went out the door.

Josh let out a deep breath and closed his eyes. He lost someone else again. He flopped down on his couch and buried his face in his hands. What did he keep doing wrong?

He got off his couch and quickly went out of his office. He practically ran down the hall and dodged people that were in his way. He heard a few 'slow down's and a couple of 'don't run's but he kept going.

He finally got to the courthouse where he knew Casey was at. He caught his breath and waited for her to come out.

Couple of minutes later she came out looking over papers. She looked up and noticed Josh walking over to her "What are y-"

She didn't get to finish as his lips crashed into hers. She felt his arm wrap around her waist and pull her against his body. She involuntarily let out a moan into his mouth as he kissed her passionately.

He broke the kiss and opened his eyes and felt most of the people in the courthouse watching them.

Casey let out a deep breath and just looked up at his green eyes. She was speechless at what just happened and couldn't find the right words, not the right words but words at all.

He slowly let go of her and just walked away.

Now Casey was more confused then ever. She looked down at her papers and they were somewhat wrinkled from being in between two bodies. She shook her head and quickly walked back to her office sensing the murmurs that were now echoing through the courthouse were about the juicy kiss they all witnessed.

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Olivia put her gun in her locker and let out a deep breath knowing she hurt Josh by breaking up with him.

She noticed Josh walk into the squad room and walk over to her. He placed his hands on her waist and pushed her against the lockers. She tried to object but it was too late. He was already kissing her.

Olivia closed her eyes and quickly got lost in his kissing. He was kissing her like never before. Her heel was against the lockers and her arms stretched over her head as he kissed her.

Fin and Munch were now both looking at the lawyer and cop in their make out session. Elliot wasn't there since he left a couple of minutes earlier.

Fin looked over at his partner and smirked with a nod. Munch shrugged and pulled out ten dollars and handed it to him.

Cragen came out of his office and tilted his head to the side a little seeing one of his best detectives against the lockers kissing ADA Bridges. He put his hands in his pocket and cleared his throat loudly.

Josh broke the kiss and smirked at her.

Olivia started to blush extremely seeing her captain, who was like her father, watching her. She couldn't find any words to say to her ex-boyfriend.

Josh pulled away from her and wiped his lip. He said nothing and walked out of the squad room. He knew he confused each girl by his actions but he needed to know which woman he felt a spark with. Now he knew.

Olivia looked at Fin, Munch and then Cragen. The two detectives were trying not to let out big grins and her captain had a small smirk playing on his lips "I…um…he…I broke up with him today" She tried to find an excuse to what they just witnessed.

Cragen smiled and shook his head then went back to his office. At that John and Fin burst out laughing. Olivia blushed extremely.

"Shut up" She mumbled and closed her locker.

"High school all over again Benson," John teased.

Olivia threw a paper at him "Be quiet."

Fin smiled a little "I'm so proud of him"

"Me?" John asked.

"Hell no" Fin answered, "You're a lost cause. Bridges."

Olivia rolled her eyes and put her jacket on. "I'll see you tomorrow" She went out of the squad room.

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Later that night Olivia was lying on her couch reading a magazine when she heard a knock on her door. She got up and went to answer it. "Who is it?"

"Josh"

She opened the door and didn't get to say anything as Josh started to kiss her. He pushed her against the wall and kept kissing her.

"Wow, hey, wow." She pulled away from him smelling beer "Are you drunk?"

He moved down to her neck and kept her against the wall.

"No Josh, c'mon you're drunk" Olivia whined as she pushed him away from her. "That's enough."

He rested his head on the wall behind her "I miss you"

"We have been broken up for less then twelve hours" She whispered "You should go"

"But I don't want to" He whined and made his way to her couch. He flopped down and quickly passed out.

Olivia let out a deep breath and figured she might as well let him sleep it off. She put a blanket over him and went to her own bedroom and guessed she could talk to him in the morning when he was sober.

A/N: I know this wasn't that long but you guys wanted an update! Please review!