This group of drabbles was written for a meme on LiveJournal. The rules are to turn on your iPod/MP3, pick the first 9 songs and write a drabble for each of them inside the time frame for the song. You're not allowed to go on writing after the song has finished, which is why there's some very short pieces and some VERY shoddy writing in here.
Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off – Panic! At The Disco [for me, this is the ultimate Ritsu/Soubi song, and I didn't do it justice at ALL in any way. It needs at the least a well-written oneshot…]
Soubi lay on his side, alone in his apartment, his fingers clutching the sheets and his eyelids screwed up. Seimei's knife wounds were painful, but he was thinking about Ritsu. Did sensei treat me better than Seimei? Did sensei… care about me more than Seimei?
A rush of images hit him – the crack of Ritsu's leather whip, the glint of a computer screen off Ritsu's glasses, a butterfly pinned in a box, Ritsu's hands everywhere-
He felt sick. That memory hadn't surfaced for months, hadn't even touched his mind, but… Soubi's gaze strayed to the cell phone on his desk, and in his mind he was already dialling.
I could call him.
But I won't.