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Although it was summer, a rare day of rain came stopping by. It might be just one day, but it was pouring enough to make up for a week. Jade sat in her dark room, staring out the window while she slid her scissors through the hair of one of the dolls she'd stolen from Cat when they were younger. Actually, Cat had given her and she had never gave is back. She even convince her that Cat'd lost it herself. The wind was slamming against the windows and rain shattered among. When her name was called by the maid, Jade didn't answer. "Miss Jade!?" she called again, making Jade throw the doll on her bed and walking down the stairs with her scissors. "What?" she snarled, then looked over to the door when the maid nodded towards it. Her brown eyes focused on Jade, her make-up was everywhere but where it's suppose to be and her clothes were all wet, in her hand she held a broken umbrella. Lightening struck Jade, a thunder came from Tori, "You know, Jade. I've had enough of this. Why have you been acting so weird since we kissed and told our feelings to the other? And now you're suddenly with Beck again?!" she burst out, dropping the umbrella on the floor. I heard the maid duck for it and clear it from the ground before nearly running up the stairs. Tori's cheeks were red, Jade felt bad. She knew she only did this to get back at Cat, who had now been a junkie, but she was digging her own grave because being with Beck meant not being with Tori. "Do I get explanation, or are you going to stand there all day with your mouth open?" she beamed at Jade, fiercely "I-.." more Jade couldn't pronounce because her phone rang. She got it out of her pocket and saw Beck's face. Without saying another word to Tori, who stood waiting, she answered the phone.
The conversation was long, long enough for Tori to stroll through Jade's closet trying to find some less depressing and less dark clothes she could change into. She actually found a pink flower dress, tucked into the back of the closet, forgotten on purpose. Maybe it had been Cat's. It made Tori think about how she hadn't seen Cat for a while. Actually, she'd only saw Cat twice since summer break was over, and once was when she'd stepped out of Ryder's house, the other time was when she was with a big, scary and drunk group of people. After Tori stripped down to her underwear she took it on to find it fitting perfectly. After clearing the ground from the wet clothes of herself, which the maid took from her to dry, she went back down the stairs to see Jade sitting on the couch, swapping through channels. "Who was it?" Tori asked, Jade looked over to the girl who sat beside her, Jade's forgotten flower dress hugging her figure. It took Jade a while tear her eyes away from Tori and answer properly, "Beck." Tori frown. "What did he had to say?" she carefully asked, Jade shrugged.
His world came crashing down, her lips were trembling. He didn't knew what to answer to his girlfriend. Instead, he just wrapped his arms around her frame and let her cry into his arms. He was the only one she could and wanted to lean on, since Tori was gone and her parents in the hospital, talking to the doctors about possibilities, which Trina found too depressing to witness. It would make it all too real. She wanted to wake up and hope it would be over. Tears fell from his eyes, and he did nothing to remove them to show strength, because then he had to let go of the girl he loved so much. He wanted to hold her with every opportunity he got, because every one could be the last time. She had her arms around his waist, clinging to it tightly. She didn't want to go. Eventually they pulled back, he grabbed her hand to hold it tightly. André stared down into her watery eyes with his own and pushed a kiss onto her forehead. "I love you, till the end and beyond." he whispered against it before kissing each of her eyelids, the tip of her nose, both her cheeks and her chin, ending up on her lips. The lips he had to miss soon.
His unconsciousness of a couple of weeks ago had opened his eyes in a way he never thought they would open. He had to get rid of things that reminded him of the traumatizing experience he'd been through, all that made him to who he was now. First, he had thrown most of his clothes away, which he thought were quite dorky, the next step he took was calling Beck to go shopping with him. The shopping trip was weird, not only because Beck didn't understand why Robbie had changed so sudden, also because Robbie didn't understand why Beck had changed so sudden. Beck himself hadn't changed, but there seemed something on his mind, it was like he was there but not there at the same time. When he got home he changed his room, just moving the furniture satisfied him, made him feel new. Evening broke through and this time Rex slept on the chair most far from his bed, he had to distance anyway.
When the next morning broke through, Robbie couldn't open his eyes. It felt like his soul was twitching inside of him, his brains were fighting against the change. His body refused to move. He was changing on the inside, and it was a nasty feeling. The day after, it was finally over and he could do everything again, and the first thing he did after he'd showered that very moment, was putting Rex in a box and taking him outside. He unconsciously spoke to him, soothing him while digging a hole. He'd realised that Rex wasn't a separated person, hell, he wasn't even alive. It was just a part of Robbie within him, he had to expose. But now Robbie had changed and the personality Rex had been given, had finally entwined with the personality of the old Robbie. Except, Robbie knew when to hold his Tongue and not make inappropriate and rude comments about people. He had improved, and found himself satisfied by how free he felt when finally closing the hole again, burying Rex into the ground.
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