I am walking alone. In the back of Sasuke's block. The area is nice even if outside it's a bit cold...it's october. Isn't it?
In the back of the block is a garden that right now looks very beautifull, it has the beauty of october, of course. The leaves falling on the ground at the wind's blow. The flowers are dead...but the bushes still have some leaves on it and all of those colours, green, yellow, brown... it's all like a painting and I am here to watch it.
I am outside from some time and I am getting tired of walking. The back of this block doesn't have just a little garden in the back, you could name it as a park if you look at it better.
I sit on a banch and it's getting colder or am I just imagine it?
The wind blows and I heard something...like a whimper coming from a brown box settled in some bushes at my left. I go over there to see what it is...
And when I looked inside, something barked and I felled on my back. I didn't moved and I just stand there for a second looking at the sky...after some minutes, something was liking my face and when I looked better, I just discovered that I found a dog.
The seventh dream: Crying of happyness
„Oh...come on...Just look at him...he is so cute..."
„I said no!"
„But he is..."
„I don't care who is he, he was abandonated for sure and you should have left him where you found him, go and put him from where you found it!"
„But...Sasuke..."
„But what? Who knows what diseaze he has? And not to mention that he may have fleas. And he may be someone elses. What if you just steal a dog?"
„He was in the park, on a box, in the cold, is october, the winter is coming, nobody would left a dog there and then abandonate such a small dog. He may have two or three weeks since he was born, we could adopte him..."
„Why in the world would we do that? It's a great responsabily, and you can't even take care of yourself, not to mention a dog! Put him back from where you took him and that's my final word. „
He slammed the door of his –home office- and let me here with the dog in my hands. His words hurt and not to mention that the dog is very small and fragile and not to mention very skinny and calm, he didn't moved an inch, and I hold him in the same position for some minutes, and we yelled and all...and he seems that he knows that this is about him...he is smart too?
His fur colour is light brown and he is clean even if I picked him up from outside, I don't know what race he can be but I don't care...I want him to stay... I can't abandon him. If Sasuke doesn't agrees the dog to stay doesn't means I will give him up to the cold weather and let him starving until he dies.
After 3 hours
„I know that I will regret it but Naruto...In the name of God...what are you doing?"
I am outside, again. In the block's park, again. And I am buiding a house for the dog. It will protect him for the cold weather. But the bad part is that I really don't know how should I build it. I buyed some things and the dog seemed to like it...but I really don't know verry much about building this things.
„What do you think I am doing?"
„I know but...why?"
„He will freeze in here without some warm place to stay in."
„I don't care. Just come upstairs to dinner. „
„Right..."
Just when I was about to pick up the dog...he yelled...
„Just you, without the dog!"
After 10 minutes
„Why are you eating so fast?"
„Because I am hungry."
„You sure used a lot of energy..."
„...Can you give me more?"
„It's not healty to eat this much..."
„Yeah...yeah..."
I know Sasuke is starting felling bad for letting the dog outside with me trying so hard to make him a home and to feed him and things... but how could I let him there without knowning that I can help him?
„I am done."
...
„Where are you going?"
„Out."
„Naru..."
I know that he was going to say something and that I slapped the door in his face but it wasn't intentionaly but I was can he be such heartless?
When I finally arrived in the park, the dog was in his box, it was more colder than before but when he seen me , he run as best as he could to come in front of me and starting to move his tail to left and right and to make a little friendly bark.
So…I started again. The house I wanted to make for him wasn't very big but I was having trouble with cutting the boards, I had to admit that doing this wasn't easy at all.
I know that it passed some hours from when I got here because it's already dark and the dog is in his box, trembling. I fell cold too but I can still handle it because I consume my energy in cutting the boards, knocking the nails, putting them to place, giving all of me and still haven't finished it yet.
"Hey…"
Sasuke is holding me, from my back. I haven't seen him at all. I didn't notice him…I was too attentive on all that I was doing.
"Is already 11… let's go inside."
He put on me a jacket, bigger than mine, I think it was his and then I looked at him going to the dog with a blanket in his hands and picking up the dog with it. The dog was pleased by the warmness from the soft blanket Sasuke brought him.
We just arrived in the apartment and the dog felled asleep very quick in Sasuke's arms. He put him on the couch and let him there wrapping him more in the blanket.
After that he walked in his bedroom but I walked in his bedroom too, just to get the chance to talk with him.
"That means that…"
"He can stay, but just for tonight."
"Come on Sasuke, haw can you be so…"
"I don't want to have a dog, what is so wrong about it?"
"And now what? You saved me, you could have left me to die on the street because you didn't want to have to take care of a total stranger and a few days ago you said you loved me and you can't let a homeless dog to stay here because of what? Why you are so selfish, outside is freezing and he is too small to know how to find food and you care just about yourself."
I said it. I said it all and I run outside his room and headed to mine, slapping the door behind me. I stayed there outside, for hours, thinking and annoying myself, and giving all of my anger on those boards and nails. I couldn't stand it. I see this dog as being me. Outside, alone, in the cold, starving, and freezing to death and Sasuke letting me there… just because he doesn't wants' to have nothing to do with me or to even help me.
It hurts me and I fell like if Sasuke abandons this dog…he can abandon me anytime and not to mention that he could have abandoned me then, letting me there, letting me at a hospital, or giving up on me right now.
Just when I was about to pass the couch, I looked at the dog sleeping peaceful and he looked happy or warm…I sit myself on the ground beside the couch, with the head resting on the couch face to face with his little innocent head. That's how I wish to look right now but I feel sad, abandoned and tired…
…
"Hey…You will catch a cold…"
Am I dreaming? Why am I hearing Sasuke's voice?"
…
I wake up and I am not on the floor anymore. I am in my bed and the blanket is all over me. I overreact and I stand up immediately remembering that I don't know where the dog is… But when I was just about to get off the bed, I seen the dog sleeping peacefully beside me. He was still sleeping, still here…but where is Sasuke? What time it is? How did I…
"Good morning."
Sasuke just walked in with some small wood table in my room, walking strait to me and putting it in front of me.
"What is this?"
"Breakfast."
It all looked so delicious but wait…he isn't mad at me?
He sits beside me and looks at me and opening his mouth to say something but then stops and I started to talk…
"But why did you…"
"I am sorry…I shouldn't act like that, I didn't want to accept that this is so important for you… I guess you were right…"
"Than the dog can stay?"
"Yeah…"
"Oh…that's great. Thank you."
I hugged him somehow… and when I smiled he smiled back. Happy at my happiness. But before I could break the embrace, something barked at my right.
"What? Are you jealous?"
"Sasuke…he is a dog, he doesn't gets…"
The dog was just biting my t-shirt to his side to don't stay so close to Sasuke…please don't tell me…
"Yeah...doggy…Naruto is mine."
He kissed me, in front of a dog, just to prove him that I am his this is horrible...I can't believe it, I think I am blushing as a tomato, and the dog is barking, Sasuke is smirking and looking over my shoulder…don't tell me…the dog and Sasuke are now fighting for me…this can be just bad…
"You are blushing?"
"No I am not."
"You are. "
"I am not"
"You are"
"Shut up!"
He kissed me again…this time, he bitted me from my lower lip, and it hurts.
"Sasuke!"
"Yes?"
He puts on such an innocent look on his face and with a weird smile, more like a smirk…
I would yell and punch him but I fell so happy right now… The dog can stay, Sasuke didn't abandoned him or me, and I have someone to love, I am no longer lonely and confused…so I didn't pushed him, punched him, or yelled. I hugged him and I think I might cry but I am not crying because I am sad or hurt, I cry because I am happy.
End of seventh dream. I don't know when it was the last time I wrote a chapter for this story but I am too lazy to find out. (It's night time at me and I already falling asleep on my desk…)
So…I hope someone enjoyed this chapter as I did, it was very easy and beautiful to write it, I enjoyed writing it and this doesn't happens very often to me, not to mention that I am so tired but it's okay and I want to know who has ideas of the dogs name : )) and it's a boy dog…I know… he is in love with Naruto and he is a boy…well…Sasuke is a boy too so sorry : ))
But I want names because at that I am stuck. Thank you for writing it. I want reviews… or more...I need reviews. I hope to get at least one : (( so thank you again and I hope you enjoyed it. Bye( see you in the next chap.)
