To use the words of Kiku, I was being a complete and total skank. I slept with my closest friend's boyfriend. I was destroyed and felt like a monster. An apology wouldn't be enough to fix this dilemma. I just didn't know what else I could do.
Kiku and I sat together for what seemed like ages. I explained my problem and he nodded along awaiting for me to be done telling him of my sorrows. He was filling up with insults and scoldings, I could read his eyes.
"Onii maybe you should just apologize, It may make no difference but at least you'll have closure," he was always much smarter than I.
"Thanks aru," I stood and gave him a smile. It wasn't a happy one, one that showed I was thankful for the advice and was going to do the right thing.
I was walking alone to Leon's house. I needed to clear my head before getting there. I wanted both Leon and Yong Soo to know my apology was sincere and not just to shut them u-
The bar. It was right there just begging for another occupant. I was standing in the middle of the busy sidewalk. A few guys yelled at me to. and I quote, "Get my perky ass out of the way."
Maybe just one. I rushed inside and sat at the bar. The man gave me a shot glass and filled it with alcohol. I drank it, tapping the table for another. One after another I knew no good could come from this but it felt way too good.