Thank you for the reviews and adds I'mAMusicGirl, babyxgirl921, xoxogossipgirl14, Black-Love-With-M.M, and NinaSkylove. This one is really bad in my opinion because I've been feeling sick and writing bits and pieces from time to time throughout the day. Here's chapter 7 enjoy. 24 reviews, thanks all of you, so much.

"Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today."

- James Dean (1931-1955)

Cat's POV

I woke up to Tori shaking me and saying something about 6:30 in the morning. "Cat! Wake up! We've got to get you home so that you can get ready for school." I sighed and sat up, slowly opening my eyes to see Tori fully dressed, in a navy blue shirt and a white skirt with Cerulean Blue paint splatters on it and white flats, and ready to go then rubbed the sleep from my eyes.

"Cute skirt." I yawned then forced myself to get up from the bed, why is it that no bed seems more comfortable than your own? "Alright, let's go." I smiled as I headed out the door and down the stairs to see Train already up as well. "Good morning."

"Yeah, yeah." Was the response I got from her and then she yelled for Tori who walked downstairs with her bag. When everyone was ready to go we went out and got into Trina's car and she headed to my house. Trina looked like she didn't get any sleep at all and Tori looked like she could have used a couple more hours of sleep. I, on the other hand, was alert and rolled down the window to say "hi" to a couple of joggers and one of them threw his empty Starbucks cup at me. How can people be so mean in the morning?

When we pulled up in the driveway of my house, we piled out of the car and I went and pulled the spare keys from a crack along the side of the window and unlocked the door and led them inside my dark house. "I think my parents are still asleep, you guys relax down here and I'll be back." I said as I quickly and quietly made my way upstairs to my room where I picked out my outfit – a pair of grey sort shorts and a low shouldered blue shirt with silver and black designs on it and a pair of black and white wedge heels – for the day and headed for the shower.

When I got out of the shower and was dressed and was getting ready to do my hair, I looked at the time it was 7:10, and school started at 7:30 so I got started on my hair, which only took about five minutes. I walked downstairs and Tori seemed to be a bit more awake and alert, Trina was asleep. So, after we woke her up we all got back into the car and went to school. I don't know how to explain it, but it's like when you're asleep and you know you're asleep, but you have no control over your body and everything feels…different. So, when we got out of the car and headed inside, I kind of looked around as Tori and I headed to our locker to get our stuff for Mr. Sikowitz's class to if anything was out of place that was giving me this feeling nothing.

"Hey, Cat, are you feeling all right? You're not looking so good." I blinked in shock at her.

"What's that supposed to mean?" I asked, why was she being mean to me?

She sighed. "No, Cat, I mean you don't look like you feel good."

"Ohhh," I smiled, "I feel fine."

"Good." She smiled back and closed her locker after her arms had her books in them. "Then we need to get to class." She said as she headed to Sikowitz's class.

"Okay," I closed my locker a followed, holding my book close to my chest, "why wouldn't I feel good? I take baths regularly with my all of my soaps that help my skin feel silky smooth and I put on lotion everyday, so of course I feel good."

She stopped and faced me. "Cat?"

I looked at her confused. "What? I do. Feel my arm." I said defensively as I thrust my arm out to her.

She sighed. "Cat, I'm not feeling you arm. Come on, let's just get to class." She said then turned on her heel and continued her way to class. I felt offended.

"Poo." I said sadly then followed; I really wanted someone to see how well my person skin treatments were going. When we got into class things WERE different, but not so different that any outsider would notice what I noticed. Beck and Jade were sitting on the same row, but there was a seat between them, Beck turned around and waved when we walked inside, Jade didn't even move as if she just knew who came in without having to look and see. André was sitting in front of the empty seat in front of between Beck and Jade; Robbie was sitting a few seats in front of Jade, Rex sat next to him with no one behind him because it made him nervous, it made sense to me. I don't like people sit behind me, I always feel like they're going to try to do something mean to me, like put gum in my hair. I like my hair.

Tori walked in and sat beside André and in front of Beck, and started talking to them so I just went and sat in the front. "Hello class." Mr. Sikowitz started and when no one showed enthusiasm I put my stuff jump and jumped up.

"Yay!" I yelled then got a piece of candy as a reward for showing any type of excitement as I sat back down.

"Seriously, would it kill you people to be excited about anything?" he asked, nobody said anything , that reminded me of a story.

"Ooo!" I smiled. "So one time me and my brother were jumping on the bed and he fell so then my mom had to take him to the hospital." I realized how sad of a story that was and was disappointed in myself.

"So?" Robbie asked as if there was more to the story.

"So what?" I tilted my head in curiosity.

"So what happened to him?" he questioned louder.

I was lost. "What happened to who?"

"Your brother!" he shouted.

How rude, to yell at someone. "Why are you being so mean to me?"

"What Cat I wasn-" it was too late, he had already been mean to me and I was in no mood for it, so I turned back around and ignored him. I heard Tori tell him it was "okay" and to just "let it go", but it wasn't okay and he shouldn't just let it go. He was being mean to me and I didn't say anything to him.

I kind of spaced out, for the first time ever, during Sikowitz's class and missed André and Robbie's one act play, Sikowitz's weird antics, and a whole bunch of other stuff. To be honest, I did feel good, but I didn't feel well. Maybe that's what Tori was asking earlier? Oh well, so when the bell rung I was one of the first ones out of the room. Once that squeeze feeling in my stomach started, I darted to the restroom only to be yanked into the janitor's closet, by Jade. When did this turn into our meeting room? It didn't matter because Jade looked ready to hit someone, cry, scream, and a bunch of other stuff. "Jade, are you okay?" as I tried to be careful to cover my mouth just in case the feeling decided to dart up at any moment.

"Cat, yesterday, someone showed up at my house." She sighed and started pacing.

"So? Lots of people show up at my house." I blinked in confusion as she stopped and faced me. What she said next is something I will never forget.

"Cat, this is different because when I saw him, my heart and stomach did flips. I think I might like him, more than I like Beck." I blinked.

"Who is it?" She sighed.

"You're never going to believe this, but it's…."

No, I didn't forget therest, no there isn't more to this one. That's the end. lol. In chapter 10 I will tell you who showed up at Jade's door and answered her phone when Beck called. I had to leave you like this because I'm not feeling well and I might not get to post anything for a while. Don't forget to review. Until next time. Thank you again, for everything.