TRIGGER WARNING, DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE UNDER THE AGE OF 18
GRAPHIC WARNING!

Nathan goes back to his dorm, laying face first on his bed, he puts on his while songs and tries to block out everything, he can't believe what's happened, he looked down at the bandage on his wrist and felt shame, he grabbed his clothes and towel and hobbled to the showers, it was 3am and the interrogations had ended half hour ago, he sat his clothes down in one of the shower stalls, he turned on the water and sat on the floor of the shower and just cried "It's all my fault, it's all my fucking fault" he sobbed to himself, he looked down at his old boxers to see them blood stained once again, never in his wildest dreams did he think that something like that would happen to him, especially more than once.

Nathan couldn't bare to move, he just let the water hit his skin and tried to wash away the dirty feeling he was left with, he put his face up to let the water hit his face, "you like it, don't you?" those words rang in his head over and over, he looked down at his hands remembering where they'd been put, he cleaned the blood off of his body, he wet the bandages and could feel the sting of the hot water pouring over his wound. I have-to get out of here, I can't stand looking at my naked body like this, I feel like an object, Nathan got up and dried off, putting on new clothes, dressing in all black once again.

As he stepped out of the shower Zachary walked in with his shower supplies and sat them on the bench. "Hey man, I have cash, I saw that photo, I know you could take me, offer's always there." Nathan looked down and began to walk out of the bathroom and Zachary slapped Nathan on the ass on his way out, to which Nathan flinched.

Nathan got back to his room and checked his social media again, seeing a message from Victoria "Hey Nathan. I'm so fucking sorry for everything that happened, I couldn't imagine what you're going through right now. I just wanted you to know that the police have taken your phone in as evidence, I overheard that when it was Logan's turn to be interviewed, but they'll give it back after they take the evidence. They'll give it back tomorrow, go to the station again and then we can talk more, again, I'm so sorry."

Nathan cried again, he felt honoured to have a friend that cared so much about him.
He checked his messages from Max, but there were none, sigh, I don't know what to do anymore. Nathan sat down on his bed and felt a sharp pain and he looked over at his desk to see his painkillers, "I need this right now, I just need this" Nathan grabbed his painkillers and took double the dose that he was supposed to, knowing it had a sedative affect, "I don't want to feel anything anymore" he sighed again and laid down on his bed trying to shut his eyes and think of anything else, but all he could think about was the fact that Warren tried to help him and ended up dead because of it and he cried even harder, HOW COULD THIS HAPPEN? HOW CAN SOMEONE GIVE THEIR LIFE FOR ME? I'M NOTHING, I'M A WASTE OF SPACE. Nathan curled up in a ball and eventually passed out from exhaustion.

it had been a few hours, Nathan woke up in a pool of sweat from night terrors, he got up to the police station to receive his phone, once he got there they had it all ready to give him. "We're sorry we had to take this, but it was a part of evidence, we got the evidence that we needed so now you can have it back. We're so sorry." Officer Berry stepped away from the officers and said "Nathan, you're so much stronger than you give yourself credit for. If you need any help with anything, let me know."
Nathan nodded and took his phone and walked out the doors and back on the pavement to see if he had any messages from anyone. "Huh? What's this, a message from dad?"
Dad:-"I'm glad you finally got what you deserve, But I will no longer be giving my funds to you, you'll have to make your own way from now on."

Nathan held his hand to his face and didn't know what to do "Wha-what the fuck?!" he quickly realised that he'd have to fend on his own, it's not like he wanted to eat anyway.

"Fuck, more messages"
Nathan scrolled through the obvious hate messages he'd gotten from the photo, he'd finally gotten to his messages from Warren "I know you have Nathan's phone, Logan, but I don't give a fuck anymore, I love him and I'll do anything to stop the shit from happening, come at me, I don't care, just don't touch Nathan again, do you understand?" Nathan covered his mouth and let the tears come out, he didn't deserve this, he deserved to be treated the way he was, he believed anyway.

Nathan was walking home and saw everyone looking at him on the way, he felt the judgement, he felt the shame, he quickly walked back to his dorm and laid back down on his bed to see a message from Zachary "Hey Nate bro, Want 2 meet in the changing rooms at 11 2night? I'll bring"
Nathan just stared at his phone feeling nothing, he responded with "K." and sat at his desk going through his photos he took with Max remembering when only days ago everything was okay, sure dad still beat me and the only person I felt like I could really talk to was Vic, but I was genuinely happy in that moment, I met someone who I truly love, someone who truly loves me and it all went to shit, I shouldn't be focused on the fact that I'm shitting blood, because Warren is fucking dead, what the fuck am I going to do to rectify this!? Nathan put on his projector and started watching some of his films to try and fill his head with different things, but he kept putting on horror and thriller films, it was just making him hurt more, he drank some water and had his medication, "shit, I forgot to take them this morning, I'd better take them now too"

Nathan took his risperidone and Valium. "15mg of Valium isn't going to do anything, I need more" so he poured out more of his Valium in his hand and took it with some water, he soon began to feel sick in the stomach as he'd not eaten and was running on empty. I just want to feel calm, I slit my own wrist when I could have just taken more Valium, I'm a fucking idiot. This shit doesn't work enough, I need to get out of here, fuck it, tonight I'm meeting with Zach and I'll try make things work.. Nathan went to take more Valium when he realised he had run out. "Fuck" Dad isn't going to help me buy more meds, what the fuck am I going to do??

Nathan got a text from Vic asking him if he wanted to meet with her and Max in a few hours tonight to which he responded "I'm busy tonight, but I'll meet you both in my dorm when I get back" Nathan put on his shoes and took more painkillers and chased them with some vodka. "I don't fucking care anymore, whatever" Nathan walked out of the room leaving his phone on his bedside table.

Nathan walked through the halls down into the changing rooms where it was dark, to see Zach standing there sitting at the desk, "I've got the money." Nathan looked down, "Can I have the money first?" Zach shook his head, "No, not yet, I want you to get on your knees now" Nathan complied, he was so warn out at this stage that he couldn't fight anymore, Zach undid his pants and Nathan moved forward, grabbing his dick and slowly jacking him off, to where he had his eyes shut and then he moved forward and put his mouth over Zach's dick and he started going at it while it was dark, all of a sudden the lights turn on and Nathan looks around to see the rest of the jocks standing there with their phones out recording him. He jumped back when he realised what was going on, Zach looked him in the eyes "You're a fucking idiot, you got my homie in prison all because you couldn't take it in the ass, you're going to regret it so much, Logan was one of our best players and you may have just fucked up our future games because of this, Logan can't be replaced, but you will be."

Nathan tried to run but was pushed back by two burley jocks twice his size. "Please don't do this, I can't take anymore of this shit, I don't want this" Nathan soon realised what was going to happen to him, it was going to be worse than ever.

Zach ripped down Nathan's pants as he tried crawling away, they laughed at him. Nathan was pushed up against the lockers, Zach grabbed Nathan's dick and started jerking him off, Nathan shut his eyes to try not get this image burned into his head, it felt so wrong. "WHAT DID I DO? IT WAS LOGAN'S FAULT THAT THIS HAPPENED!" Zach flipped him around and pulled him over one of the seats as the jocks bind Nathan's hands and spread his legs, Nathan cried out but couldn't get any words out, Zach climbed over him and said "I'll start, we're all going to take turns fucking you, so you get the message, don't EVER fight back! And DON'T FUCK WITH US."

Nathan passed out and woke up an hour later not being able to move his legs at all and just sat there in agony looking at the whole football team joking with each other about Nathan. Nathan tried to get up but fell immediately, blood was dripping down his legs and he was covered in bruises. "Oh shit, he's awake now!" Zach said, laughing, "Okay boys, you know what to do next" They picked him up and walked him through the doors to enter the pool, they laughed "Hope you know how to swim!" as they threw him in the deep end of the pool, immediately he started trying to undo the binds on his wrists and was unable to move his body to the point where he knew what was going to happen. He gave in and felt himself sinking, drowning, he gave up.

They undid his binds once he was gone and they put his pants back on him and threw empty bottles of alcohol in the water to make it look like an accidental suicide.

Max and Victoria arrived at Nathan's dorm knowing he'd not be there, Max looked around his room seeing his empty bottles of prescription pills and his computer opened with messages from people all across the Academy bullying him over the photo and blaming him for Warren's death. Max immediately got concerned "Vic, what the fuck! Nathan isn't safe, I know it, we need to find out where he went now" Victoria looked over at his desk to find his phone sitting on his desk "Fuck, he didn't even bring his phone" Victoria said shaking her head, she unlocked his phone and saw the messages from Zachary and knew immediately that he was in danger. "Max, we need to go now! I know where he is, he's not safe!" Max and Victoria ran through the halls and pushed into the men's changing room to see towels on the floor with blood, white substances and rope, Victoria turned around and threw up at the sight, Max began looking around the bathroom and walked out to the pool to see Nathan's dead body floating. "NATHAN NO, OH GOD NO, NO, NOT AGAIN PLEASE NO" Max jumped in the pool and swam over to his body, holding him tight and screaming, "VICTORIA CALL THE POLICE NOW!" Victoria grabbed her phone out and called the police immediately and they were there almost straight away. Max and Victoria were escorted out of the pool where they sat in the boys changing room crying.

Victoria lost her best friend and Max lost the love of her life.

Max saw a phone sitting on the floor at her feet, she grabbed it to see a video of what had happened to Nathan, she put it in her pocket and went to her dorm alone. She felt nothing, she felt disbelief that something so horrible could happen to someone so many times and like that, but it did and now he's gone. He's gone. Max started hysterically crying as she saw the photos she'd taken with Nathan, she looked at the one of her in her room and focused really hard on it, wishing that she could go back with all of her might, "I'd do ANYTHING to be with Nathan right now, anything" she looked back at the photo and saw the image started moving and she could hear the whale songs and the laughing from that night and she put her hand on the photo…

WOOSH

all of a sudden she was back, "WHAT THE FUCK" Max screamed, Nathan jumped, "Either I'm really high or you changed your clothes, when did you do that? What's wrong?" Max ran up to Nathan crying and hugged him, "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH,I- I DON'T KNOW HOW I'M BACK HERE BUT I NEED YOU TO KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU" Max was shaking, Nathan was becoming scared that she'd smoked something laced, but she sat him down on the bed and tried to explain everything to him, he didn't believe her at first, but then she remembered.

"I have the phone! YES!" Max said as she grabbed a phone from her pocket, Nathan said "what the fuck are you on about? You're from the future and you're trying to warn me that something bad is going to happen to me? Max I'm not sure if you're okay right now, are you okay?" Max passed him the phone exposing the photo Logan took, then swiping to the video of what happened in the changing room, Nathan started shaking, "w-WHAT THE FUCK!?" Max hugged him "I'm so sorry" Nate, you died, you need to believe me. Nathan was in shock, he pinched himself, "I didn't do any hardcore drugs tonight did I?" Max shook her head, "Nathan, We can get them back now, I'm not letting anything happen to you. I love you more than anything else on this planet. We can do this, We're going to get justice.