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Jacob and I had decided over the phone to wait to leave for a week, and see what happened.

I couldn't figure out what was up with Jacob.

I think he was trying to get me alone again, before we left.

Not if I could help it.

Daddy had cheered up quite a bit, hearing what I was thinking about him all the time.

Sure I still loved him, but I wanted to take it slow.

And the whole stalking thing he was doing to me, was really getting on my nerves.

Daddy could also hear Jacob's thoughts.

He was giving me nightly reports, anything to keep me away from him.

Jacob was constantly thinking about our last kiss, and was angry I didn't want to hop right into a relationship.

I was still being measured, and I was still growing around two inches every day. Thats gaining about a years worth of height about every day.

That means I was about the size of a fourteen year old now.

The fact that I was almost full grown, and would be in a few days, bothered Mommy a lot.

She had actually cut down on my blood supply the past week.

And I was being forced to eat gross Human Food.

My thirst was getting harder to bear, and Charlie was coming today.

"Mommy, I really need to hunt." I begged her.

"Its only been a week, you can hold off for a few more days. Daddy and I can go for two or three weeks without hunting, and I'm sure you can do the same."

"Mommy, if you haven't noticed, I'm different." I said sarcastically.

"I know, eat human food if you're hungry."

UGGG!!! What was up with her?

The mirror told me my eyes were dark today, I had brown eyes, but they got a little darker with thirst.

Maybe Daddy would take me hunting.

Daddy was happy to, before he told Mommy where he was going.

"Renesmee is staying here." She told him firmly.

"Why? Look at her eyes. They are getting darker."

"Because... I need her here... to...ummm... Clean up before Charlie gets here."

Wow. What a lame excuse, the house is always perfect! It can't get any more clean.

"Come on, Bella, I am taking her hunting."

Yes! Finally. Good thing to, Charlie smells delicious. Warm, sweet. I heard Charlie drive up.

Oh no. I can't go now. Charlie doesn't know that we are vampires.

I could smell him from here.

My mouth started watering.

I bit my tongue. Charlie was my grandfather. I couldn't hurt him.

But he smelled sooo good!

He'll be dead in a few decades anyway.

My throat seared with pain, but I couldn't.

I had to get out of here.

I flew to the bathroom and shut the door.

I breathed in the smell of the towels.

I heard Daddy welcome Charlie in a strained voice.

He knew what I was thinking.

He murmered something to Jacob, and I heard him coming up the stairs.

Knock, knock, knock.

"Come in."

"Are you ok?" Jacob asked.

"Ummm, I really need to hunt, but Mommy won't let me. I can't go down there."

Jacob had left he door open, and Charlie's scent wafted through my nose, and I bent down into the hunting crouch.

Jacob, sensing what I was about to do, slammed the door and wrapped his arms tightly around me.

I relaxed. We were alone.

My heartbeat quickened, and I broke free from his grip.

"Jacob, I'm fine. Just... Carry me, so I can't get Charlie, and take me to the woods." I told him.

"Ummm, ok."

He scooped me up and left the bathroom.

I was holding my breath, but that couldn't last.

I exhaled in a gust, and Charlie's scent washed over me.

He was just a few feet away.

Boom-boom, boom-boom.

His heart pumped sweet blood through his neck.

I struggled in Jacob's arms.

It was a good thing he held on tight.

Charlie glanced at me.

He hurried over to greet his granddaughter.

Come to me, Charlie. Thats right.

"Ummm, Charlie, you might not want to come any closer." Jacob warned.

"Let me say 'Hi' to my favorite Granddaughter." He laughed.

Daddy cought on right away and grabbed Charlie's shoulder.

"Charlie, really, Renesmee will be back soon." He said.

"No," I soothed, "Hi, Charlie. I missed you." I had stopped struggling, and I reached for him.

Jacob, thinking I was fine, loosened his grip and I was able to walk slowly toward Charlie.

"NO!!!" Daddy shouted.

Everyone was then right in front of me, pushing me back.

Charlie was already across the room, looking bewildered.

I lunged for him, but Jasper was in my way.

Daddy grabbed my arm and pulled me toward the door.

I attempted to shake his hand off, but he was holding on tight.

Daddy pulled me out of the house and took me to the woods.

I gasped.

"Ok, Nessie? Are you ok?"

"I'm sorry! I am so sorry." I apologixed over and over again.

"Its ok, but I am taking you hunting, no matter what your mother says."

I got back to the house, with my eyes back to brown.

"Charlie I'm so sorry!" I cried.

"Thats ok, Nessie, I still don't have any idea what you did though."

We need to tell him. I thought.

I saw Daddy nod out of the corner of my eye.

"Charlie I think its time you understood our position." He said over the TV.

All eyes turned on him.

"What?" Charlie asked.

"Charlie, we are going to let you in on the secret."

Mommy glanced in my direction, an apology in her eyes.

Can I tell him?

Daddy nodded again.

"Charlie, I am really sorry for what just happened. I think you need to know why. Charlie we are vampires, and I wanted to suck your blood."

Charlie gasped and started scooting away from me. Ok so maybe I said that to quickly... That was a little harsh...

"No, I'm ok, Charlie! I'm fine now. I promise!"

Charlie glanced around at all of the Cullens, before saying in amazement: "I'm still alive!"

Everyone laughed.

"Charlie, we don't eat humans." Daddy said loudly.

"What?"

"Our diet consists of animals, and If we go to long without hunting, we, well, lose control."

"And Renesmee hasn't been... h-h-h-h" Charlie didn't seem to be able to say "Hunting" clearly.

"Hunting." Emmet finished for him.

"Yeah, that" Charlie responded with a shudder.

"That's right, Nessie hasn't been hunting in a while, so you smelled very good to her." Jasper said. He was uptight with Charlie here.

Charlie still looked horrified.

"Well, I'm going to Sue's for dinner. So I better be going."

Charlie was officially dating Sue now. It was also kind of obvious that he REALLY wanted to get away from us, too.

"I love you Grandpa." I said as I hugged Charlie. This would probably be the last time I would see him.

He pulled away, and waved goodbye to everyone.

When Charlie was safely driving down the road, I motioned for Jacob to meet me at the Cottage.

Jacob was in my room waiting for me, by the time I got there. (I had told Daddy to watch a new TV show that was coming on that I wanted to watch.)

He grabbed my hand, and although I tried to pull away, he held on tight.

We both sat on the bed.

"Jacob, we need to leave tonight. I can't stand staying any longer. I can't keep my family in danger like this."

Jacob's face brightened at my words. "I'll drive down to La Push and get everything ready."

"Ok."

Jacob pulled my close and kissed my swiftly on the lips.

I watched him leave. My heart was already sinking. I wanted him to stay.

"Jacob?" I called.

What was I going to say?

"Yes?"

"Ummm..."

Jacob reached for me.

I curled up in his arms.

Ok this is off limits. I was supposed to take this slowly, right?

No. Lets rush.

I tilted my chin up and pulled his mouth onto mine.

Jacob overreacted.

He crushed my lips, and crushed me into his body.

I was curled around him, and my lips were moving is strange ways.

I wanted to pull away.

I tried to, but he was holding me to tight.

Jacob paid no attention to my struggles.

Finally, I gave up.

I bit his lip.

Jacob yelped in pain and wreched away from me.

"Jacob you are SOOO oblivious to other peoples feelings!"

Jacob stared at me. He was angry.

"Jacob I really like you, but this is stupid! Please, I want to take this slowly!"

He gaped at me.

Jacob rolled off the bed, and lunged toward the door.

But I wasn't letting him leave, not yet.

"Jacob, please, just listen for a second." My hand was already an inch away from him face.

He breathed in my scent, and leaned in to see my vision.

But all he saw was the scene in front of me. There was nothing to show.

Jacob leaned away.

"Nessie, I love you and I need you. I don't understand how it is so hard for you to love me back. But I'm here when you are ready."

"Jacob! I can't believe you think that! I am only 5 years old!!! I don't love you!!! I don't think it's fair that you choose to use that against me!!!"

Jacob's chin was trembling slightly. He turned and stalked toward the door.

"Jacob-"

He cut me off. "I get it, ok! I'm not good enough for you!!!" The pain in his eyes turned to anger, and I saw the tips of his fingers tremble.

"Jake, I-"

But he was gone.

My tears spilled over, and I turned and flung myself on the bed, sobbing.

I heard Daddy and Mommy enter the room a few minutes later, but I didn't turn.

Mommy's cool, gentle fingers grazed my back.

"What happened, sweetie?"

Wow. What a stupid question. She says it like she doesn't know.

"Mom," I rolled onto my back. "I know Daddy has already told you everything, I'm not an idiot."

Daddy chuckled behind me.

"Nessie, it's ok! You don't have to love him!" Mommy cried.

"But I do!" I screamed.

Mommy and Daddy both took a step backwards.

A fresh cry broke my throat and I fled from the room.

Jacob had to back to the reservation.

I hated hurting him.

But.

There was always an exception.

Jacob wanted to much to fast, and I was sick of having to always be the responsible one.

He had made it clear that he wasn't comming to get me tonight.

That was good.

I wasn't ready to be alone with him again.

I was laying down on Alice's bed, in her room.

I heard the low mumbles of the vampires downstairs.

Someone was comming up the stairs.

"Can I come in?" Alice's chime-bell vioce asked.

"Sure."

She was at my side in an instant, with a small smile onn her face.

"What?" Why was she staring at me?

"Your face!" She laughed out loud.

I frowned.

"So-rry!" I complained.

She snickered again.

"Sooo...? Why don't you come downstairs?"

"Fine, as long as no one stares." I raised my voice to be sure everyone heard me.

Alice took my hand and we ran down the stairs together.

They stared anyway.

I felt the blood rush to my face, and Jasper stiffened, before relaxing again.

Alice released my hand and walked slowly over to Jasper.

Planning to shake off my recent blow-out, I grinned at everybody.

They continued staring. I could sense tension in the air.

Emmet was glaring at me, grief in his eyes, but a smile on his face. They were all smiling.

"Come on guys, I am WAY more observant than you give me credit for. What's going on?"

"Rose." Daddy pointed. I hadn't noticed her casual stance. It was normal for her to be in here, so I hadn't noticed.

Ok so I wasn't that observant.

And it obviously hadn't hit me yet. ROSALIE WAS STANDING LESS THAN FIVE FEET AWAY FROM ME!!!

I hadn't realized that I wasn't breathing, and my head hit the floor, before everything turned black, again.

ok so that one was really long... so review please sorry i havent updated in so long!!!