I'm having to much fun, have another one.
Hopefully you guessed right. Rose.
April 2nd
8:47pm
You did well today.
Luisa smiled, she knew straight away who it was from. Her second of happiness disappeared as soon as she remembered all of the horrible things Rose had done. Then she was wondering how Rose had known, but of course she would have eyes everywhere.
Another message came through.
April 2nd
8:50pm
I'm sorry for what I've put you thought. Everything.
Luisa was happy and sad and angry but mostly glad that Rose wasn't dead.
April 2nd
8:55pm
Actions speak louder than words.
Luisa sent back after a few minutes of thought. She was sure it was a terrible idea, that she should just try and forget Rose and move on with her own life but this, Rose, was the love of her life.
April 2nd
9:01pm
I know, let me make it up to you.
Luisa stared at her laptop screen for a moment before closing it. She couldn't do this, not now. Luisa put her laptop away in an attempt to try and get some much needed sleep. The past few days had been exhausting.
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April 4th
1:08pm
You can ignore me all you want but I still want to make it up to you.
April 4th
3:34pm
Please, just leave me alone.
April 4th
3:43pm
I can't. I love you, and I want you to love me again. You're the only part of the past five years that has been real.
April 4th
6:14pm
I never said I didn't love you. It's not that easy to let the love of your life go. I'm just confused. I'm angry. You locked me up for two months in rehab, and you know, you commit crime on a regular basis.
April 4th
6:20pm
Love of your life, huh? Well that's good to know.
April 4th
6:26pm
I got your father to send you to rehab for your own safety. Mutter is a dangerous woman.
April 4th
6:31pm
I'll be back for you, Luisa.
Luisa smiled at her computer. She liked that Rose wanted to make good, she truly did but god she was still so angry. How could Rose think that getting Luisa back would be so simple after all the lying cheating and, well, everything else. Luisa sat on Rafael's balcony that overlooked the ocean and wondered if Rose could see the ocean from where she was. It then occurred to Luisa that Rose may not even be in the country anymore.
Luisa wanted things to go back to how they used to be. Sleeping with her step-mother seemed like the better option. How on earth could Rose be Sin Rostro, a Crime Boss, a Kingpin, and well just not at all who she said she was. Luisa had trouble believing that anything Rose had ever told her was true.
April 5th
3:01am
Was it all a lie? Who you were I mean. Do I even know you?
April 5th
3:35am
Everything with you was real. Everything was true, every word- down to my favourite colour. I couldn't lie to you.
April 5th
8:24am
You couldn't lie to me? You're a crime boss.
April 5th
8:46am
You never asked, actually. With holding the truth isn't technically lying.
April 5th
10:16am
We don't need to have this argument again.
April 5th
10:31am
You said that you couldn't be with me because you didn't know everything. How about now? Could you be with me knowing the truth?
April 5th
12:11pm
Honestly, I don't know. You've done some really terrible and illegal things, it makes me question who you are. I makes me think that I'm easily fooled, I feel stupid for not realizing, or picking it up. I just dont know, it's a lot. I'm so mad, Rose. The things you have done, I dont think I can forgive them, or you.
April 5th
12:37pm
I know. I've done some pretty bad things, I won't lie. But you know who I am, you know the real me. I fooled everyone, part of being the "Man with no face." Please don't feel stupid, this was completely out of your control, and it's all on me. I know it's a lot, I'm happy to wait for you, I've been waiting this long.
April 5th
7:49pm
I'm pretty sure I'm the one that's been waiting, and I suppose I've technically been waiting for this- I've been waiting for the truth.
April 5th
8:02pm
You once said not knowing was killing you, is this worse?
April 5th
9:26pm
Yes, and no. I'm glad I know, but I don't know if I can ever move past this.
April 5th
10:07pm
I understand, but I hope you can.
Luisa had never felt so alone. Rafael had been spending a lot of time with Jane and his beautiful son Mateo, her father had been working all around the country and of course Rose was nowhere to be found. Luisa found solace in messaging Rose, it was comforting in an odd way- it made her feel wanted and safe.
Luisa spent the next month messaging Rose in private. They discussed everything from their days to the larger things, like the amount of people Rose had killed, or the reason as to why she even became a Crime Boss. Luisa didn't want to know the answers to any of the questions she asked but she know she needed them. She still loved Rose will all her heart and if she wanted to move forward with Rose- finally run away with her like she had wanted to do since their second encounter- she needed answers, she needed the truth. Luisa needed to know everything, and Rose was more than willing to share.
May 16th
4:30pm
Do you think that if your father hadn't past away you'd be living a normal live?
May 16th
4:41pm
Probably. But wouldn't that be dull?
May 16th
4:49pm
You'd probably be a hot shot lawyer. A car to match each pant suit.
May 16th
4:56pm
I wouldn't have you.
May 16th
5:10pm
I don't know. I like to think you would. Somehow, somewhere our souls were bound. You would have found me. Maybe I would have hired you to get rid of a drunk and disorderly.
May 16th
5:14
Not exactly criminal law, but okay, if money can buy you a yacht I'm sure it can buy you a hot lawyer.
May 16th
5:15pm
Are you saying we're soul mates?
May 16th
5:24pm
I'm saying that a story like ours is written in the stars.
May 16th
5:38pm
Maybe it's written in the thunder storm because lightning has struck.
May 16th
5:46pm
That was terrible. I was being mysterious and sexy, but that was awful.
May 16th
5:53pm
Well that's rude. I miss you.
May 16th
7:49pm
You can always come home.
May 16th
8:04pm
You know I can't. Not yet.
May 16th
8:25pm
Soon, please.
May 17th
1:17am
I'm trying. I'll be back to get you when the coast is clear.
May 18th
1:57pm
I'm so sorry, I just miss you so much. It hurts, I hurt.
May 18th
2:09pm
Lu, why are you sorry? Have you been drinking?
May 18th
8:49pm
Lu, are you there?
May 19th
9:34pm
I'm worried now. Please let me know you're okay.