A/N Sorry for not updating sooner but hopefully this chapter makes up for it. This picks up right where we left off last chapter. Enjoy Bethylers.(;
Beth's POV
It took me awhile to get to Daryl's I mean I remembered slightly, but it was dark now and everything looked different. It was kind of creepy once I got to the dirt road that lead to his house. I pulled up and Daryl was on the porch smoking. I got out and walked towards him.
"Ya know those things will kill ya." I said sassily.
"Mhm." He grunted throwing it to the ground and stomping it.
Once I got to the top of the porch steps he grabbed me causing me to yelp, and he kissing me hungrily, he tasted like cigarette smoke but I didn't care. He pulled back and smirked.
"Hi." He said as he wrapped his arms around me, holding me close and looking into my eyes.
"Hi." I said giggling.
I followed him inside, it was cleaner than the last time I had been here, and smelled better, I wondered if he had cleaned before I had got here. He was so cute like that, he was always trying to impress me with stupid little things that I didn't even care about, but I think it's sweet he tries to anyway.
"So why did you want to stay here?" Daryl asked as he plopped down on the couch.
I laughed. "Uhm Bob is staying over."
"So I thought you liked Bob?" He just looked at me with his brows raised.
"I do but….I walked in on Bob and Sasha. It was just a little too much of Bob for my likening." I said pursing my lips together.
"Oh…." He said letting out a small chuckle.
"Yeah, oh." I said giggling.
"So you're just using me for a place to crash." He said half-jokingly, sometimes I think he actually believed I was just using him.
"Daryl…" I said as I went and sat next to him.
"I'm here because I want to be with you, not because I don't have anywhere to go. Well I mean I don't have anywhere to go but… I wouldn't want to be anywhere else, with anyone else." I said smiling.
He seemed to except my answer and layed back. Sometimes I think he just needed to be reminded that he was wanted; it made me sad he thought that way about himself.
"You never invite me over here anyway!" I said poking him in the ribs.
"That's cause Merles always around."
Oh shit. I was gonna have to tell him I met his brother.
"Right about that… I have something to tell you."
"Hmm?" He looked to me his soft blue eyes gazing over me, which that was probably about to change.
"So- I met Merle today." I said hesitantly.
"You what? Whe- Where?" He sat up looking at me, his gaze turning in a glare.
"At the Diner…I didn't know it was him at first but then he saw my nametag and I guess he put two and two together?" I said shrugging. Then I quickly added. "He was really nice though."
Daryl looked at me funny, like I had just told him that Santa Claus was real because I don't think he was buying it. I mean Merle was nice, in a perverted, crude way?
"Merle nice? Ya right Beth! What did he say to you huh?" He was almost shouting as he stood up and started pacing.
I stood up going towards him in hopes of calming him down. But he just brushed me off.
"Daryl listen to me. He didn't say anything, he just introduced himself okay?" I was finally able to grab Daryl's arm which led him to stop pacing.
He sat back down on the couch, running his hands through his hair.
"Daryl? Why don't you want me to know your brother? Why is it every time I ask you about your family you shut me down? I pleaded with him to give me answers.
He let out a long sigh then was silent for a few minutes. I cupped his face and turned him to look at me.
"Daryl nothing you say will make me change my mind about you. Please don't hide from me."
He tried averting his gaze away but eventually looked me in the eye. I could see all the pain and sadness in them, and he didn't even say anything yet. He looked, so- so vulnerable…
"But ya will Beth, ya will change your mind, I don't even know why ya want me now? I'm a loser, always have been."
"Daryl can't you see that I want you, that means every single part of you. The good and the bad."
"Beth…I didn't grow up like you. My-my parents were flakes, and Merle was never around, my Pa was a mean drunk Beth he wasn't a good guy to my mom or us kids…." Daryl wouldn't look at me.
It was quiet again for a few moments.
"Is that what they're from?" I asked softly, referring to his scars.
He gave me a confused look then realized what I was talking about. His face fell and he looked to the ground.
"You saw." He said gruffly.
I grabbed his hand.
"Daryl, Is that who they're from? Your dad?" He still hadn't looked up at me.
"I don't need ya to feel sorry for me."
"Daryl look at me." He finally brought his eyes to meet mine.
"I want all of you. Not just the pretty parts."
"Beth, I'm no good for ya, I can't be the person ya need me ta be Beth." The look in his eyes was killing me, all I wanted to do was hold him and tell him it would all be okay, make all the pain go away.
"I don't need you to do anything but be here. I just want you, how you are, here and now." I pulled him in and kissed him gently.
He looked at me as I pulled away. He gave me a weak smile.
"Yer the best thing that's ever happened to me Beth." He said then pulled me to him kissing me gently yet passionately.
I was shocked at first from his demeanor changing so quickly, but I felt him kiss me, like he had never kissed me before. The need for each other,I had never felt anything more right than that kiss in that moment knew I would always want him, I would always want Daryl. He pulled back and looked just looked at me, his thumb tracing my jawline. I smiled to him. He stood up and helped me off the couch; he kissed me on my forehead. I followed him to his bedroom; I scanned the room remembering when I had woke up and was scared because I had no clue where I was. But now this felt like the safest place on earth, with Daryl. I felt good that Daryl had opened himself up a bit. I mean I knew there was more, but with him I knew we'd have to take baby steps. I was okay with that though, I would wait forever for him if I had to.
"Hey do you have a shirt I could sleep in?" I asked him.
He pulled a Guns and Rose's tee-shirt out of the dresser.
"This work?" he asked as he handed it to me.
"Perfect." I said with a low voice, it was my best attempt at being seductive. Daryl smirked at me, but then his jaw went slack when I began to undress in front of him. I pulled my shirt over my head slowly, my eyes never leaving his. I kicked off my shoes, slowly sliding my jeans down my hips. He drank me in, looking me up and down. I had no intention of putting his t-shirt on. I walked over to him; he froze in place his eyes never straying. I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled in him, kissing him slowly, torturing him. He kept his hands at his sides not moving.
I was tiptoed up so my mouth was right by his ear. "You can touch me." I whispered, and I saw goosebumps appear on his skin. I dropped back down so I could look him in the eye.
"Don't start something you can't finish girl." He warned me.
"Who said I can't finish?" I replied back, looking at him through heavy lids.
Daryl grabbed my hips pulling me into him taking my lips hungrily. Our tongues instantly battling for dominance. Before I even knew what was happening we were on his bed. I went to remove his shirt but he hesitated. "Daryl, I want all of you." I pleaded softly. He looked me over for a moment then nodded and removed his shirt. I ran my hands over his back feeling the raised tissue, as he made his way down my neck to my collarbone sucking and nipping at the exposed skin. I moaned out in pleasure and felt him smile against my skin. I felt his bulge against me as he kissed me on the lips again.
"You sure about this Beth?" He asked, the black of his eyes taking over the blue.
I had never been as sure of anything in my entire life. I just nodded as I couldn't find any words, the heat pooling between my legs was too distracting, He kissed me passionately as I ground my hips up against him causing him to moan into my mouth. He placed wet kissed down my stomach going further and further.
"Daryl I've never had anyone-…" I froze, I had only had sex once with Jimmy, and we never done anything like that before.
"Do you trust me?" He looked up to me rubbing the pads of his thumbs on my hips.
"Mhm." I said nodding my head. He smiled and hooked his fingers in my panties sliding them down and off of me completely. I kept my legs closed feeling exposed, but he opened them kissing me softly along my inner thighs, soon making his way between my legs kissing me, where no one has ever gone before, his mouth worshipping my sex. I threw my head back and moaned his name as I ran my fingers through his hair.
"Oh my god Dar-'Before I could finish he pushed two finger's into me causing me to moan louder. His digits going in at a painfully slow pace.
"Daryl I need you." He kissed is way back up to my mouth, kissing me deeply letting me taste my own juices. I sat up to unclasp my bra, completely revealing myself to Daryl. He sat their looking at me causing me to become insecure, using my hands to slightly cover myself. Daryl took my hands at put them at my sides.
"Don't. You are so beautiful Beth." He said then kissed me again, suddenly he was wearing way too much clothing; I pawed at his belt buckle letting him know to take it off. He let out a light chuckle and stood up and slid off the remaining clothing letting his erection free of its confinements. He was big, bigger than Jimmy was by far. I sat there staring at him, taking in everything. He hovered over me, in-between my legs letting his tip slightly rub against my opening, as he took one of my breasts into his mouth. In needed to feel him, he was killing me.
"Daryl." I said with urgency. "I need-"
"What do you need, tell me darlin?" He said his hot breath against my skin.
"I need you inside me…"
He kissed me on my lips again as he slid into my wet opening slowly. He filled me and I mewled in pleasure, and him grunting once he was buried deep inside me.
"Jesus Beth yer- so tight."
He pumped in and out of me as the knot in my stomach grew tighter, and tighter as my appending orgasm approached. He looked me in the eyes the entire time, our souls binding as one. I wasn't going to last long and neither was Daryl. He moved faster as I wrapped my legs around his waist, making each thrust go even deeper, hitting that special spot causing me to throw my head back and cry out his name as I pulled on his hair.
"Daryl I'm going to…"
"S'okay, come for me Beth, come for me darlin."
His words sent me over the edge, I felt him swell inside me and we both rode the waves of our orgasms out, I clawed at his back, probably breaking skin with my nails, and he buried his face into the crook of my neck biting at the skin. We laid there for a moment both of us catching our breath. He pulled out of me and rolled to the side covering us up with the blankets. I rolled onto my side and snuggled into his side as my breathing started to even out. He kissed me softly then pulled back looking at me. I stared into his sleepy blue eyes and smiled. No words needed to be said to know how we were both feeling in that moment, and with that I found sleep.
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I woke to find that neither me nor Daryl had moved from the position we had fell asleep in, he was still fast asleep lightly snoring which I found adorable. I carefully removed myself from him and got up to go to the bathroom, I slid on the guns and roses t-shirt that he had gave to me last night, because right now I couldn't find any of my clothes, they were scattered throughout his room. Somehow my bra was hanging off his crossbow that was sitting up in the corner, which made me giggle. Last night was so great, no incredible, the best night I've ever had. I made my way to the bathroom and pulled my hair up into a messy bun, and tried to remove most of the black makeup that had wandered underneath my eyes. I didn't want to look like a raccoon when Daryl woke up. I exited the bathroom to hear noise coming from the kitchen. But it wasn't Daryl. I walked in and froze in my tracks.
"Oh well hey there blondie." Merle greeted as he was taking a swig of coffee.
"Merle?"
"How long have you been home?" I asked him.
"Since about 4 this mornin, but don't ya worry I'm headin out again. Darleena will never know I was even here."
Merle was actually decent when he was sober.
"Oh. Okay, well it was good to see you again." I was suddenly very aware I was wearing only a t-shirt that barely covered my ass, so I grabbed a cup of coffee and retreated back to Daryl room to find he was still fast asleep. I watched him for awhile he was so peaceful sleeping. I took the time to look around his room; there wasn't much just a dresser that had some papers and a notebook on it. I didn't mean to snoop but I was curious. I opened the notebook to find drawing of cars, and motorcycles. They were amazing, and super detailed. Did Daryl draw these? He had major talent, I kept flipping through the pages most of them were of motorcycles, and a few of the woods, and then there was one of a girl. I don't mean to flatter myself but I was positive it was me, lying in a bed sleeping. How come he hadn't showed these to me, they were absolutely incredible? I jumped when I heard Daryl's voice.
"Like what ya see?" His voice was deep and raspy, sexy like it always was in the morning, he didn't sound angry though which was good.
"I'm sorry I didn't mean to go through your stuff …but Daryl these are- are…"
"Shitty…" He replied while sitting up off the side of the bed and slipping on some jeans.
"No! Daryl these are incredible! Why didn't you tell me you could draw like this? You're an artist?"
"Pfft an artist? It's just shit I draw when I'm bored." He said walking over to me and hugging me from behind.
"Like this one?" I said smiling as I flipped to the one who looked a lot like me.
"Ya weren't supposed to see that." He said blushing and shutting the notebook.
I turned around to face him, his arms still wrapped around my waist. "I think it's sweet." I said giving him a peck on the cheek. He just grunted as he stole my cup of coffee out of my hand and took a drink.
"So last night…" He said sounding weary. I knew that tone. Regret.
"Yeah?" I said with a sad tone thinking he was going to say it was a mistake or something. He must have read the hurt on my face.
"No Beth, It was…Beth it was incredible. It's just we didn't use a rubber?" He said with guilty eyes.
I giggled slightly that's what he was so bent out of shape about? "Daryl I'm on birth control, and if it makes you feel better I'll take a morning after pill when I get home. Okay?"
He nodded. "So it was okay?" He asked shyly as he threw on a t-shirt.
I smirked. "Yes, very, very good." I said instantly blushing.
He chuckled. "Yer too cute for yer own good Greene ya know that." He said coming back over and kissing me sweetly on the lips.
I ended up scavenging all of my clothes up and getting dressed then heading home. Hopefully I wouldn't find Bob and Sasha on the kitchen counter or something. Luckily they were just watching TV. Bob gave me a dorky smile that said 'sorry you walked in on me and your best friend having sex on your couch.' As I walked in and set my bag on the dining room table.
"Hey how are you guys this morning!" I said in my sing song voice that kind of just happened, I couldn't help it I was just a good mood.
"Hey…." Sasha said drawing out the word. She was looking at me like she was trying to read my thoughts.
"What?" I asked as I headed toward my room so I could shower. She followed behind me and shut the door.
"Spill."
I looked at her puzzled. "What?"
"Spill it Beth Greene, you are glowing, and your freakin smile could make a blind man see! You did the dirty with Daryl didn't you!"
I blushed giving myself away. "Why would you say that?"
"Because I'm your best friend Beth! I can just tell! You did, didn't you?"
"Maybe…"
"Oooh Beth! How was it? Is he as rough in the bedroom as he looks?" She said giving me a wicked grin.
"Sasha!"
She just giggled at me. "Okay, okay. I'm going." She said as she left my room giggling still.
I didn't have to work today, so I figured I should go visit my father and tell him about me and Daryl after what happened last night, because now I would say we were very much 'together'. I showered quickly and got ready and headed the farm. When I got there Daddy was outside picking weeds.
"Bethy what a pleasant surprise." He said standing up and dusting himself off.
I giggle giving him a hug. I followed him to the porch swing and took a seat. I told him that Daryl and I were together, and I had never been happier. He knew about Jimmy, and I think he was as broken hearted as I was when he found out. He really liked Jimmy he had helped my dad all around the farm when we were in high school. Of course after finding out he cheated on me, he wanted to kill him.
"You should invite Daryl to dinner; I would like to properly talk to him."
"Daddy I know you do, I'll talk to him, but no promises."
"Alright, I just want him to be careful with one of my most prized possessions." He said smiling and kissing me on my forehead.
"I know Daddy, I know."
I offered to stay and have lunch, then help him finish him with his yardwork since I didn't have much going on today.
Daryl's POV
I could absolutely die a happy man right now. I kept replaying the last 24hrs over and over again in my head as I showered. It felt different than just having sex though; I had never felt that before. That's what Beth did to me though; she made me feel things I've never felt before. I wasn't expecting it, after I flipped out on her about Merle. I don't know why she was so understanding with me? I'm such a dick. Then she mention that she has seen the scars, but she didn't care she still looked at me the same way she did before she knew. I didn't understand how someone could be that amazing. Beth was just perfect plain and simple. I flipped the shower to cold; thinking about Beth made me think of sex with Beth causing all my blood to flow south. The sex with Beth was…wow, life changing even. I still couldn't believe it happened, why would someone like Beth want me? But she did, she had me, she had her hooks in me deep.
I was going to go to a local auto repair shop in town today, they said they were hiring and I figured if I was going to be with Beth I should get a real job. I wanted to get a job, not just for Beth but for myself as well. I was tired of being useless. I went in and a man with grey hair greeted me.
"Hey there what can I do for ya?"
"Heard ya guys were hiring?"
"Well you heard right. I'm Dale." The older man said as he shook my hand.
"Daryl."
"You have any experience son?"
"Just what I've taught myself, but I know all there is to know." I replied.
"Well I'll tell you what, why don't you do a quick check up on a car, get it running right again and you've got the job?"
"Deal." I replied, that seemed like a fair interview.
Dale took me into the actual garage and had me fix up this old pickup he didn't tell me what was wrong with it, and just let me do my thing. Turns out all it needed was a new started and a fresh oil change. It took me awhile to actually install the new starter, but it was easy. I've always been good with cars ever since I was about 15.
"Well son I'm impressed, consider yourself hired. Can you start tomorrow? 9 am?" Dale asked.
"Ya sounds good, thanks man." I said shaking his hand again.
With that I left I couldn't believe he hired me so fast. Dale seemed like a cool guy. I got home to find Merle was home as well.
"Hey lil bro." Merle was on the couch icing his face.
"What happened ta ya?" I asked him as I sat in our recliner, Merle annoyed the piss outta me sometimes, but he was still my brother, I still cared about his wellbeing.
"Some dumb bitch gave me a good one to the eye." He said giving me a stupid grin.
"Oh, and I'm sure ya didn't deserve it?" I said with sarcasm dripping from my voice.
"Nah little brother, ya know I like em' feisty anyway." He said chuckling.
I just shook my head.
"So I met blondie…" He said almost hesitantly.
"Yeah I heard, she said you were nice." I said in a tone of disbelief.
"I was! She's cute that one, real sweet too, how'd you manage to pick up a lil thing like that?"
"I don't know ta tell ya the truth." I really couldn't answer that I didn't know what I had did to deserve a girl like Beth, actually no not a girl like her there was no competition, and Beth was unlike anyone I'd ever met.
"How was yer twos sleepover?"
That son of a bitch he was here this morning?
"I saw Blondie in the kitchen getting herself some coffee wearing a t-shirt that showed just enough to make a grown man cry, is she rowdy in the bedroom, them tiny ones always are." He said with a shit eating grin.
I threw a beer bottle at him. "Merle you'd shut your god damned trap if you knew it was good for ya!" He dodged the bottle and just laughed.
"Easy there Darleena I's just givin you shit."
I went to my room and texted Beth.
'Hey so I got a job.'
She replied right away. 'That's great! Where, I didn't even know you were looking?'
'Down at Dale's Auto repair, I just figured I should get one. Tired of feelin useless.'
'That's so great Daryl! I'm proud of you.(:'
She was proud of me? No one had ever been proud of me before, or at least told me they were.
'Thanks. How was your day?'
'It was good.(: We should celebrate!"
'Celebrate what?'
'You getting a job.'
'It's just some garage job Beth, it aint a big deal.'
"So? We should celebrate anyway. Let's go to dinner tomorrow.'
'Okay deal.'
'I got to go to work I'll talk to you later. (: xo.'
I chuckled to myself, her and her damn smiley faces. Beth and I had been seeing each other for about a month now…wow I couldn't believe it had been that long. Maybe she was right? We should celebrate, not my job but us. Girls liked that kinda shit right? Anniversaries or whatever? Beth deserved something; I just had to think of what I mean dinner was okay but I wanted to do more too. I was head over heels for her; I would do anything just to see her smile.
A/N Okay so big revelations in this chapter! So please review how is my smut writing skills are? I have never written a smut scene before so hopefully it was all that you expected. I love you guys for all the follows, and favs and reviews! You are all sooo awesome. *SPOILERS * so who watched last night's episode of Twd….omg poor bob, but Daryl is going after Beth. Just proves to never give up hope Bethylers ' if you don't have hope what's the point of living'.(;
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