- Chapter Seven – Do you want me to? –
"I'll be here."
Matt felt a shiver along his spine, and walked hastily out of the room. He didn't know why, but as the same time as Near was creepy Matt often found himself thinking about the young boy. He didn't think he was attractive, that wasn't the case. But he was curios of him – since Near never told anyone about himself. And because Matt knew he would never be able to get to know the albinolike boy, Mello was an obvious reason and Near would most likely never open up to anyone. Especially not Matt, who was his nemesis best friend. It would be highly unlikely.
The redhead sighed and started to walk up to their room with heavy steps. He knew that his blond companion would be there, and that he would be pissed. He also figured that he would have to beg for forgiveness and swallow down what was left of his pride. He opened the door to see Mello studying.
"Hi" Matt looked down on his two different socks.
"Don't disturb me; I don't want to talk to you. Sucker." Mello spitted out, and his grip around the pen hardened.
"Chill out, just trying to say sorry here" Matt mumbled, rubbed his neck with his hand nervously. His eyes searched for Mello's, if he only could make the blonde smile it would all be over.
The blonde's eyes were focused in the book, but Matt could hardly notice his cheeks tightening. One of the corners of his lips suddenly curled upwards, in a small smile. "You know what Matt," Mello spun his chair around. "You're pathetic, but I can't help liking you"
It hurt, no doubt, to hear that from the young boy. But Matt was used to it; Mello was like that. He didn't mean it, not all the time though, he just did things without thinking beforehand. Matt guessed that was the reason why Near still was number one. It didn't matter how determined Mello was, Near could keep his head cool in every situation possible. And that's why Mello always will be second, Matt thought before he smiled vaguely.
The fight was over, even though it had been pathetic from the start.
And suddenly they were there again, the clock ticking against midnight, the darkness hovering in the small room and their breaths against each others. They would do this every night.
Matt's cold hands touched Mello's bare chest carefully, and the blonde which sat across Matt's crouch leaned in. Their mouths just inches apart. The younger's hands trailing down, reaching the end of the other's back. As Matt slowly rolled his hips against Mello's, causing both their semi hard erections to slightly rub against one another, Mello breathed heavily. His hair falling down in Matt's eyes.
Matt's breath hitched. Mello moaned.
They switched places; Matt hovering over Mello and Mello's legs closing around Matt's still thrusting hips. One drop of sweat trailed down from Matt's hair, at last dropping and touching Mello's panting lips. They still had boxers on, but just the imitation of an actual sexual act caused them both to harden increasingly. The blonde's long fingers burrowed in Matt's red hair, as he kissed his neck passionately. Matt let go of the boy, and started to trail kisses down his chest. Nervously he tugged at Mello's boxers and the older one bit his lip.
"Do you want me to.. ?" Matt asked teasingly. Mello panicked and pushed the redhead away from his boxers. Through gritted teeth and with burning cheeks he growled;
"What.. what are.. you doing?" He said between his heavy exhaling.
The magic seemed to slip through their fingers as Matt stared at Mello, confused. "But.. I.. thought you.. wanted me to.. do.. you know.." He began to mumble nervously, now looking anywhere except from Mello.
"Not that.. you.. You can't like.. say like that … before you do it!" Mello complained, obviously embarrassed. Matt cursed that he had said anything at all. But, actually, he still was eager to continue and didn't really want to stop at all. "Okay, I understand" He said hastily. "We can try again right?"
Matt's eyes searched for Mello in the darkness, pleading for more. Leaning down and tried to find his lips, trailing with his own against the blonde's thin vulnerable skin. But, Mello shook his head furiously. Whispered still embarrassed; "Let's… just sleep."
Disappointed Matt let his body sink down in the mattress beside Mello. "Night'"
And they studied no more that night.
Nothing really happened the following year, not in Matt's opinion however. Mello got beaten once again by Near in the yearly exams for the top ten – And Matt placed third as usual. They still kept quiet about their relationship, and nothing changed. And the night of Christmas day spent they locked inside their room, panting and teasing. The same with New years eve. But, even though the new year arrived, both of the young boys were still as innocent as before. And the years went by, more quickly, than any of them could imagine.
FUCK! I've forgotten Mello's birthday, Fuckfuckfuckfuck. The soon 15 year old Matt cursed himself inside his head. Mello turned 15 tomorrow, and he had no idea what to get him. Or he did, but it was just hours until breakfast. Matt had a bad habit of not sleeping.
He wanted to give Mello chocolate that he did every year, but the lack of time forced him to improvise. As the clock slowly ticked closer 8 AM Matt searched his pockets, and the closet, throughout to find what he was looking for. And by the morning, he had wrapped it up in brownish paper. It was a small present; it easily fit in one of Matt's pockets.
Hai! It's me Duckie! I'm sorry for being overly inactive, but it's really much in school atm. I thought it was a long time since I updated this, and finally got a little more intimidate scene in it – And I'll promise more lemons ahead! P.S My first time writing a sexual scene, just so you know. D.S
I'm feeling that this wasn't like the best chapter, but it's average and it's better than not posting anything… Please review and favorite! Love you all, duckie~