Jillian was looking for Kellan because she hadn't seen him in a while and was worried that something happened to him. She noticed that closed bathroom door and knocked on it.
"Kelly, it's Jilly." Jillian said
"I'm busy. I'll be out in a minute." Kellan replied. He sounded different than he normally did.
Jillian opened the door because she was worried that something was wrong with her brother. When she saw him with a razor in his hand and bleeding cuts on his arm, she was shocked.
"Jilly, I can explain." Kellan stated
Jillian yelled, "Livvy!"
Olivia ran upstairs when she heard Jillian yell for her. When she walked into the bathroom and saw Kellan bleeding.
Olivia looked shocked, "Oh Kel, bud, what happened? What's wrong?"
"It hurts, Liv." Kellan said crying once Jillian had left and gone back downstairs.
"What hurts, bud?" Olivia asked
Kellan sighed, "Everything. I tried to be strong for Tia, Jilly, Cade, and Logy, but it hurts too much now." Then he explained, "My heart hurts. It aches for my mom and dad. I miss them so much."
Olivia hugged a now sobbing Kellan. She rubbed his back sad that he was in so much pain, but was happy that he was finally allowing himself to fall apart.
"It's okay. It'll get better. I promise." Olivia assured Kellan "It won't go away completely, but it will get better."
"Have you ever lost your mom or dad, Liv?" Kellan asked
Liv nodded, "I lost my mom, but she wasn't a very good mother and I wasn't close to her either. I never knew my father though. He wasn't a part of my life."
Meanwhile Amanda was downstairs with Logan and Jillian, who was clinging to her.
"Hey sweetie pie, do you mind not clinging to me so much?" Amanda asked sweetly
Jillian shook her head and held on tighter, "I don't want to. I wanna stay with you. Livvy is talking with Kelly."
Amanda nodded, "Okay would you like to talk about the picture you drew at counseling?"
Jillian shrugged, "I don't know. Not really."
"I think you should. It will only help you. Not hurt you." Amanda replied
"Um... I'm afraid that you, Livvy, and Kelly are going to die like my mommy and daddy." Jillian stated
"Does that make you sad or scared? And why?" Amanda asked
"Scared because I love my mommy and daddy and they died. I love you, Livvy, and Kellan." Jillian explained "The people I love seem to die."
"Oh sweetie, people don't die because you love them." Amanda said feeling sorry that the little girl felt like this "People die for all kinds of reasons, but not because they are loved. Understand?"
Jillian nodded, "Yes Mandy, I understand. I love you."
Amanda smiled softly, "I love you too, sweetie."