Disclaimer- I do not own any characters this is the work of the genius Stephenie Meyer, I'm just playing with them for a while. Lol
A/N Sorry I have not undated in a while. I had to work all last weekend plus Friday and I had a busy week and I sick. Sorry now on with the story.
Chapter 6- What If
Jasper Pov.
I could not believe I was here. I was standing outside Edward's bedroom getting ready to go in and see him. I had been very worried about Alice; she has been leaving all the time. What worries me the most are her emotions; right before she leaves she gets all happy and excited but when she gets back she is sad and feels guilty. These emotions can only mean one thing… Alice is seeing someone else! So here I was about to find out the answer to the important question; did she love him? If she did I would gladly step aside and let her be with him. I took a deep breath and opened the door. Edward was sitting inside on his bed staring at what I assumed was a picture of Bella and dry sobbing. His emotions were so bad. I could feel sadness no he was miserable and depressed, more that I had ever felt from a person.
"Hey Edward can I talk to you?" He did not look up.
"Edward!" I said a little louder this time… still nothing. Finally I did something I knew I probably should not do… I grabbed the picture of Bella away from him.
"WHAT!" he snapped. I could hear a low growl coming from him.
"I need to talk to you." I said again. I'm not sure if it was my tone or the look on my face but he looked at me and I felt sympathy come from him.
"Ok what do you want to talk about?" It seemed like he wanted me to talk out loud instead of just pick at my thoughts.
"Its Alice" I explained what I had been feeling from her and what she had been doing, because being locked up in his room grieving over Bella I knew that he had no clue as to when people were home.
"So what do you think, what have you been reading from her mind?"
"To be honest Jasper I have not really been paying attention to anyone's thoughts, so I can't tell you." At this my heart sank. "But I can try and pay more attention to what she is thinking when she comes home, if you want me too? If nothing else you could always follow her."
"I don't want to follow her around Edward, if she wanted me to know where she was going she would have told me. I just want to know if I need to step out of the picture or not." I said sadly.
"I have a question Jasper, what if she does want you to step out or what if she wants to bring this new guy home and wants both of you? What will you do then?" I was shocked that this would come from Edward, then again I sure that he had had the same thoughts about Bella.
"Your right I have thought about this situation with Bella. I keep thinking what if I go back and let her live her life, get married have a family and grow old but I stay with her on the side. I would do anything she asked me to but I'm not sure I can watch her be with another that is the only thing stopping me from going back. That and it would not be fair to Bella or her husband."
"I'm not sure I could do that either Edward but I am confident that if it is this other guy Alice wants then I will gladly step aside."
"If you are sure then I will try and listen to find out for you."
"Thank you Edward" I said as I handed back the picture of Bella and walked out of the room.
A/N Hope you liked it. My evil side came out in my writing tonight but it was planed. Here is the thing this Thursday is my 19th Birthday and the next couple days until about Sunday are going to be really busy for me which is why you are getting this early. I'm not sure I will be able to update again this week with work, Chemistry test on wed, Birthday activities, and I'm going to see the Harry Potter movie at midnight tomorrow. I will try and get another chapter out because this one was so short but no promises. But review and I will give you a preview.