Chapter 7
I'M SOOOO SORRY! It's been a while for reasons x, y and z but it's happened and there's nothing you con do about it! Just like the Klaine tears a couple of weeks ago we have no power! So we just have to move on!
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I do not own glee or Kurt and Blaine. I do own Jamie though so you bitches better keep your hands off him! :L
1 year later
Blaine and Jamie were sat in their favourite coffee shop on their favourite street looking for apartments. They had come so far in a year. Going from a drunk dial to moving into together. Blaine was so happy right now, yeah sure he still thought about Kurt sometimes and how he ripped his heart in two but now it didn't hurt so bad. He had Jamie and they were always having fun, enjoying the city and each other. They would spend days just walking around and then there were the other days when they did…other things.
"Babe what do you think of this one? I have a friend who used to live on that street and it's really nice."
Jamie was holding up a picture of a gorgeous flat that was some where along some where or another, Blaine wasn't really concentrating on the apartments he was more focused on how tight his boyfriends polo shirt was. You could see a clear outline of his pecks, his 6-pack and Blaine was drooling as well as every female in the room.
"You are so hot," Blaine was still staring at his boyfriend like an idiot but he really didn't care, Jamie was his so he was allowed to stare.
"Well you aren't so bad your self," Jamie leant across the table to give Blaine a gentle kiss. As soon as their lips met Blaine could hear all of the women in the room sigh in disappointment and that only made Blaine's heart soar. Even though he could have anyone in the city, and probably in the country, Jamie chose him.
"I love you" Blaine mumbled against Jamie's lips. The 'L-bomb' had been dropped about 6 months into their relationship, it was during one of their walks around central park and Jamie just blurted it out and of course Blaine said it back almost immediately and ever since then it had been a constant stream of I love you's and other gushy nonsense.
When Jaime sat back down Blaine made sure to grab his hand just to make sure that this was actually happening and Jamie wasn't just a figment of his imagination.
"I love you too, you amazing piece of man candy." Blaine blushed and squeezed his lover's hand harder.
"So what do you want to do tonight my love?" Blaine looked to the right and stroked an imaginary beard in thought. Yesterday Jamie had taken them out to a fantastic Chinese restaurant so Blaine decided that he wanted to stay home tonight.
"hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm I think I want to go home and eat pizza so I can stare at the really cute guy that pretty much lives in my apartment." Jamie stroked Blaine's hand affectionately,
"Well I think that can be arranged"
At around 4 the two made their way back to Blaine's apartment, making sure to take extra long when walking through the park. When they got back Jamie collapsed on the couch moaning about how tired he was. Blaine laughed and walked into the kitchen to get himself a cup of green tea, when he walked back into the living room Jamie has already changed out of his pink polo shirt and cream chino's and into a pair of grey sweatpants and nothing else. Blaine sauntered over to the couch and sat next to him throwing his legs over Jamie's impeccably toned thighs.
"You are such a show off you know that right?" Jamie didn't even look away from the TV he just smirked,
"Yep and you love it," Blaine made a face but they both know it was true. If Blaine was in charge Jamie would never wear clothes, ever but unfortunately Blaine was not in charge so he had to soak up all the moments when Jamie's exohbishonist streak came through.
They settled into a comfortable silence as they watched some random crap on the TV. When it got to about 7 Blaine got bored of what ever they were watching and demanded that Jamie go get the food and Jamie, being the good boyfriend his is, happily obliged.
"Be back soon," Jamie yelled as he walked out the door. Blaine settled back down on to the couch changing to MTV so he could see what was happening on the latest instalment of Jersey Shore.
Just as he was getting comfortable there was a knock on the door.
"Who the fuck? I bet Jamie has forgotten all his money or something," He muttered to himself. He heaved him self of the sofa and dragged himself to the door.
"You have a key you kno… Kurt?"
"Ahh New York how I have missed thee!" It had been a year since he had been back and now he was stepping of the plane it felt like he was finally home. His father had been out of hospital for a few months now and Kurt finally decided that he was well enough for Kurt to leave him. Carole was more then capable and it looked like Burt was going to make a full recovery. Unlike Kurt's heart, ever since his 21st it felt like some one had torn a hole in his chest. That pain was made worse when the only person that could have made it better was avoiding him like a leper. He probably hadn't made the situation any better by leaving without any explanation but Blaine had made no effort to contact him so he must not of cared that much. Oh no wait, Blaine had called. Once when Kurt had just arrived in Lima, Kurt was unpacking and Finn had picked up the phone, but instead of calling back later to talk to Kurt he asked Finn to give him a message and according to Finn the message was that Kurt shouldn't call Blaine again because Blaine didn't want to see or speak to him. Ever.
When Finn first told Kurt he didn't believe it but why would Finn make that up? After that Kurt tried to forget about Blaine and if you asked anyone that knew Kurt they would say that he is over Blaine but after a years of hiding your true feelings you get pretty good at it.
When he got back to his apartment Kurt ran to his bed and jumped on it, disturbing a thin layer of dust.
"Hello old friend! It has been too long," Kurt stroked his pillows fondly, so happy to be home at last. He loved being with his family in Ohio but New York is where he truly belonged and it had been too long since he had been back.
Once Kurt was done greeting his bed he walked back in to his living room where the coffee table was covered in old magazines. Kurt shook his head in disbelief, not believing that he left his apartment in such a state. As he picked up a pile of the magazines a picture fell back onto the table. He could see before he even picked it up it was a picture of him a Blaine. They were laughing at god know what but they looked so happy.
"It's been a year, I should call him, he can't still be mad can he?" Kurt picked up his phone but before he unlocked it he remembered that he had deleted Blaine's number and any thing else to do with Blaine on his phone. Damn it! Kurt flopped onto the couch. He really wanted to see Blaine just to see if he was ok, maybe it was for the best. The curly haired man hadn't tried to make any contact since last year. Yeah it's for the best, you should just let him get on with his life. Suddenly Kurt jumped up from his seat and decided to go for a walk, he didn't want to be sat sulking by him self so he decided to go and re-integrate himself back into city life. He wanted to see the lights of Broadway and Times Square. He wanted to smell the coffee and exhaust fumes and walk through the park like he used to do on his way to school and work. After about hour of walking Kurt found himself walking down a familiar street.
"Shit! How did I manage to get here?" He cursed his brain for taking him there! Here of all places. He looked at his phone and saw that it was just past 7; Blaine wouldn't be at work so maybe a quick visit wouldn't hurt. He could say that he was in the neighbour hood and yeah. Kurt quickly realised that this was a bad idea but his feet continued to carry him to the familiar door of the apartment building where he had spent so much of his time. Soon Kurt was up the stairs and standing in front of Blaine's door, he went to knock on the door but nothing happened. Nothing moved, I shouldn't be doing this, Blaine made perfectly clear he never wanted to see me again. Kurt thought, thinking back to the message Finn had given him but then another voice popped up in his head. Do it you pussy! How will ever know if you don't knock on the door? And with out even thinking about it Kurt knocked on the door.
"Crap what have it just done? Shit I can hear him moving what shall I do? Stupid head! I am never listening to you ever! I should leave! Yeah leaving sounds like a good idea." But it was to late Blaine was already opening the door.
"You have a key you kno… Kurt?"
"Umm hi" Kurt gave a brief wave. How do you greet some one that used to be your best friend that you haven't seen for over a year and told you never to speak to them again?
"What are you doing here?" Blaine's head was going crazy. There were so many emotions rushing round at once he didn't know what he was doing with himself. Kurt was here. The one and only, love of his life, Kurt Hummel was standing in front of him. Why? When did he get back? What was he doing here?
"Well, I umm… well I just got home and wanted to stop by and see how you were but I guess it was a bad idea so I'm just going to go now. Sorry" Blaine had finally settled on an emotion, angry. He was furious, how dare this man tell him never to call him again and disappear for a year and just turn up at his door step and expect things to be hunkey dory.
"Yeah you should be," Blaine spat as Kurt turned to leave.
"What?"
"You should be sorry! How dare you turn up at my house after a year of no contact? You have no right to tell me never to call you and then show up when ever you please, just because you got a bit lonely!" Blaine had started to shout no but he didn't care. He was so angry he didn't care if the whole of street heard. He could see that Kurt was angry now too. He had a little crease in between his eyebrows that was a tell tale sigh that he was not happy.
"I should be sorry? Me? Who was the person who hid behind a bar to avoid me oh that's right it was you! I called you and called you but no reply so I gave up! And that's why I didn't tell you why I was leaving because you wouldn't have picked up the god damn phone!" Tears where now pouring down Kurt's porcelain cheeks.
"And it wasn't me that stopped the communication! No no that was all you my friend!"
"Oh shut up Kurt!" Blaine held his hands up in defeat. If Kurt was going to start lying about things he was not continuing this fight.
"You what I think you should leave, I don't need people like you around." The door then slammed in Kurt's face, tears still streaming down his face, fuck, did that actually just happen? He couldn't believe what Blaine had said to him it wasn't his fault it was all Blaine's. Kurt stormed out of the building, he didn't want to go home because it reminded him so much of the time he and his curly haired best friend spent together. Also he didn't want to be alone, he needed someone to talk to and he knew just the girl. Max.
When Jamie arrived with the pizza Blaine was still fuming. He was pacing around the apartment, fists clenched and the angriest look Jamie had ever seen painted across his face.
"Baby? Are you OK? What happened?" Blaine stopped pacing but his expression didn't change.
"Kurt's back and we had an argument and now I know I'll never see him again" Blaine's hard expression faded as tears began rolling down his face. Jamie quickly put the pizza down and rushed to engulf Blaine into his protective arms. Blaine had told Jamie all about what had happened between himself and Kurt a few weeks into the relationship. Well most of what had happened, he of course left out the bit about how he had completely and utterly in love with his oldest friend but everything else had been shared.
"It's ok baby, everything is going to be fine."
So yeah! Sorry it took so long for this to be written, I have the attention span of…. Something with a really short attention span! Hope you liked it! And if you really liked why not pop in and review it!
Ohohohoh also I would love to put some smut in this like towards the end so if any one wants to give me any tips or help me write it tell me because I need help! Y'all read the kiss scene, there was so much wrong with that so yeah! Help would be appreciated!
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