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Okay so I was just wondering if you, awesome people who are reading my story, have heard of the Foxface suicide theory? If interested in discussing it you can either leave a comment about it or PM me.
Thank you Jennik55 for leaving three awesome reviews. I stayed up late last night writing this chapter so it could be good, or it could really suck, when I get tired and try to write it can be amazing because my imagination is very active or it could be idiotic for the same reason. Oh well, here you go! Happy reading and may the odds be ever in your favor!
Peeta POV
As I watched her interview I sat in my room in the only chair there. I watched the interview with tears in my own eyes. She broke down crying and it just shatters my heart to know that there's nothing I can do about it now, that she's all alone and I can't do anything to comfort her. I also despise the fact that they have somehow convinced her that I am dead.
When she started crying halfway through I just wanted to go to the Capitol and kill everyone, and bring her back to me, but we all know that I can't do that.
"You okay boy?" Haymitch asks me, and I understand why he would ask because I've been sitting in this chair for the last five minutes just staring at the screen, clutching the armrests.
"What do you think? No, I'm not. I absolutely hate the feeling that she's going through that all alone there without anyone." I tell him.
"Trust me someone will be able to be there for her. If only for a moment." he looks away before speaking again. "I hate to tell you this but... we won't be able to get to her for a while. We-"
"What do you mean that 'we won't be able to get to her for a while'? Shouldn't she be top priority?" I ask rising from my chair.
"Actually no." He holds up a hand to silence me before I argue. "From what we've seen Snow isn't not torturing her, yet, so we are just going to focus a little more on the war rather than rescuing her. I know, I know, I'm not too happy about it either"
"Oh, so since we can't tell if she's being physically tortured, that we can see," I have to pause and shake my head when I begin to think of what Snow could be putting her through at this very second. "that makes her unimportant to us now?" I begin to yell at her. "What if she's being tortured right now for subpar performance during the interview?"
"Peeta we can't go flying into the capitol solely based off of a boy worried crazy. And anyways I've already argued about this. Coin was none too pleased with me and ended up throwing me out of the Command meeting because of the scene I was causing." He looks back to me and quietly tells me. "I don't want her there any more than you do."
We stand there for several moments until he finally says what's been on both of our minds the entire time. "Go on and say it. I know what's coming."
"I just can't believe you didn't save her! If she weren't pregnant that would have been bad enough but she is, so that's just one more thing for him to hold against her. You should have left me, and saved her." We both wait in silence until I add " Now you say it."
"I just can't believe that you let her leave your side. You said it yourself that it would have been bad enough if she weren't pregnant but she is."
We sit there for five minutes and wait for me to be collected to go to district 8 with the other victors Johanna and Finnick would be accompanying me to our quarters. While Beetee stays back at district 13 to work on developing weapons with Gale and many others.(Okay so not sure if I mentioned it but district 12 was bombed and Gale and his family and Katniss's family made it out.)
Finally someone comes and brings me and Haymitch to the waiting hovercraft.
Finally I can do something to help Katniss.
Yay filler chapters. Okay so I just wanted to tell you guys that I am working on another version of the faked video that they showed Katniss in the capitol. If you guys are interested in reading it then just leave a comment or PM me and when I get I typed up I'll send it to you via PM.
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