A/N: All I really want to say to you all is thank you. I am so glad that there are people out there who like Seblaine as much as I do and that they actually like this fan fiction. I am so enjoying writing it. I have to say a special thank you to a few people in particular. SingleLadiesxoxo, Aledda (I think that is right please correct me if I am wrong) and Romanaa. Love to you all. Want a shoutout? Give me a review and I will in the next chapter. Sorry for taking so long to update this. Spent days playing board games with my dad and stepmom.
Sebastian couldn't really believe what he had done. Could he really get away with this? Get away with taking Blaine away for a whole weekend? There wasn't any going back now. He wasn't going to text Blaine tell him that he wasn't going through with it. That would make him look like he was getting nervous about everything. What did he want from this relationship? What did Blaine want from it? Maybe this weekend would be the making or breaking of whatever this relationship was turning out to be.
Before he could really change his mind he got online and got the hotel booked. There was certainly no going back now. There was no way that he was going to get any sleep tonight. No doubt he would be up pacing his bedroom and worrying about what the next day was going to bring him. What if Blaine didn't show up? What the hell would he do then? Did he go on his own and just get away from everything or did he just refuse to go anywhere and just sit around waiting for Blaine outside his house like a lost puppy? Yet now he thought that perhaps he would look like he was stalking Blaine and plus the last thing that he wanted was for Kurt to suddenly show up and to find his car sat outside the house. He probably should have thought things through before jumping into everything. Yet that couldn't be helped now. He sighed slightly and started to read something. He had to try and focus on something otherwise it was going to drive him insane all night.
His parents didn't matter, in fact he doubted if they would even notice that he had gone anywhere. If they did it wouldn't bother him. He was always off at other people's houses so they'd probably just assume that he was doing just that.
Morning seemed to be miles and miles away and yet when it finally came along the nerves just seemed to get bigger. He knew that if he didn't make a move now then he wouldn't get anywhere. Sure he would probably end up being really early yet that couldn't be helped. Fumbling his way around the house, getting into the shower, spending a few minutes in there before getting dressed and heading out the house and into his car. Sending Blaine a quick text before he turned the keys in the ignition and pulled out the driveway and took the short route to the house of the Ex-Warbler.
Blaine hadn't really put much thought into what Sebastian had texted to him last night. It just hadn't really bothered him all that much. If anything Sebastian would probably forget about it. It was no doubt just one of his little tricks of his trade. Yet he was woke up by the buzzing of his phone and sleepily reached out to take it from its perch upon the cabinet. He noticed Sebastian's name on the screen and it seemed to instanyl wake him up/ He sat bolt upright in bed and read the message.
You up yet? No doubt by the time you get this through I will be around the corner from your house. Figured it would be a better idea than parking in front in case you boyfriend comes along.
Something inside him wanted to go and meet Sebastian and just spend some time with him away from everyone else. Sure he was nervous and had no idea what to expect and yet at the same time there was that excitement of what the boy had in mind. Shoving a few shirts and a couple of pair of trousers into a bag and pulling on the same clothes he had worn yesterday he bolted out the door. His phone sliding into his trouser pocket. As he stepped out of the house and let the door close behind him he got the urge to just head back inside and forget about the whole thing. He'd be lying to Kurt just to spend time with a boy that he knew Kurt wasn't all that fond of. Even if what Sebastian had said was right and he was craving more from him, it was still cheating. He'd never lied to Kurt before and hated doing just that. Yet last night seemed to have been the start of everything. He had lied about what had happened between himself and Sebastian, when they had been up in his dorm at Dalton, anyway so what harm could one more do.
As he walked around the corner he sent a quick text to Kurt.
Hey, got a phone call from my grandma in New York this morning. My granddad isn't well and my grandma was wondering if I could come over to help for a few days. I should be back for school on Monday. See you then. Love Blaine xxx
Hopefully Kurt wouldn't get to paranoid and try and contact his parents or something like that. It wasn't really like they'd lie for him. He could always just tell them that he was staying with a friend for a couple of nights, something that technically wasn't classed as a lie. Sebastian was a friend and he was probably so much more than that as well. Yet the fact that the point still stood was good enough for Blaine.
Time was slowing ticking by and Sebastian was starting to wonder if Blaine hadn't gotten the text. Or worse he had gotten it and decided against coming anyway. He wasn't sure which one was worse. A few times he had considered in his head whether or not to just get out of the car and head around to Blaine's front door and knock upon it. Yet the fear that maybe Kurt was over and would answer was far to worrying for him. He decided to stay put every single time. Yet now it was getting to much. He had a horrible feeling that he was about to get caught. Just as he was about to give up waiting and leave he noticed Blain racing around the corner, with a bag in his hand. A smile fell upon his lips as he started the car, just as Blaine entered the vehicle.
"Just dump the bag onto the back seat. The boot door is jammed. I need to get it fixed."
Blaine did just that, noticing that Sebastian had a bag in there himself.
"Where are we going? You going to tell me that yet?"
Sebastian simply pulled away and shook his head. "Nope. You are just going to have to wait and see"
Everything in the car seemed to go silent. Neither or the two boys spoke much. Blaine kept dozing off to sleep and Sebastian found himself having to really focus on the road and not turn his head to look at Blaine. He hated how one person had such an effect on him. Yet he could only put it down to the fact that he was lusting after him so much. Perhaps once this weekend was over and he had gotten what he wanted from Blaine then he'd feel better. Yet there was still that question burning in the back of his mind as to whether or not he was feeling just lust? He had certainly never gone to such an extent with anyone to get sex before. So why was Blaine any different. There was something about the Ex-Warbler that made Sebastian want to spend every single minute of the day with him. Yet what he found even stranger than that was that the whole idea didn't scare him.
Sebastian had never driven to New York before, it had always been his mum that drove them there or the two of them had jumped on a plane. He could feel his eyes starting to get heavy and yet if he told Blaine to take over then he'd have to say where they were going. A surprise that he didn't want to spoil. Thankfully there was only an hour or so of driving left. Otherwise he might have just given up and stopped at a local services to get a cup of coffee and a bit of a rest.
Finally he reached his destination, pulled into the car park of the hotel and shook Blaine awake, before reaching into the back of the car and grabbing the handles of the two bags. As the two boys stepped out of the car Blaine was totally mesmerised by the lengths that Sebastian had gone to. He knew it was wrong to so much as want him. Yet all this just seemed to push that to the back of his mind. Kurt would never think to do something so special for him and Sebastian wasn't even dating him. Blaine knew that all Sebastian wanted from him was sex, or at least that was what he wanted from everyone else. Something about the look in the boys eyes made Blaine think that perhaps he wanted something more than that. Yet as to what that was Blaine had no idea. He hardly noticed Sebastian grabbing hold of his hand and dragging him up the steps of the hotel. The next thing he was aware of was just how amazing the hotel looked. It was almost defiantly expensive and Blaine just wondered how it was that Sebastian could afford all of this.
The floors were marble and the walls were a marble coloured paint. It was just stunning. He drank in every single inch of the hotel. Something was telling that all this was just a dream. A dream that he would soon wake up from and find himself being shaken awake by Sebastian only to find he had booked some cheap hostel in the middle of nowhere. Yet that thought was soon scrapped from his mind as he felt Sebastian's hand upon his shoulder and his lips pressing to his cheek. There was no way this was a dream. He had dreamt about Sebastian's kisses before and never had he felt such a feeling in his stomach. It wasn't just lust, there was something else there. Something that he had never felt before in his life.
"Come on, gorgeous. We should get off to the room. Where you need to get a shower before I take you out to dinner. I know an amazing restaurant that my mum took me to once. Just around the corner from here."
With those words he walked of and headed towards a staircase. Blaine was about to object and ask if they could take the lifts instead, Only he soon noticed that there was a huge OUT OF ORDER sign written on the single lift that resided in his sight. A small groan escaped his lips as he followed Sebastian up about four flights of stairs and down a rather long and winding corridor. This place was huge. Every single corner seemed to open out into miles of carpet in both directions. After what seemed like ages Sebastian stopped in front of a door, slid in the card key and stepped aside for Blaine to enter. It didn't amazing him that it was also a rather big room. More like the size of a living room than a bedroom. He could most likely have fit his own bedroom, back in Ohio twice into this single room.
There was a double bed rested up against the far wall and a huge TV set, complete with all the trimmings that one could need. Blaine looked around him. It was all so overwhelming. Was there a catch to this? Was Sebastian planning on doing something to him and not paying or something equally as dreadful. He sat down on the edge of the bed and pulled off his shoes. He barely had time to move before he felt Sebastian's lips against his. Capturing him into a soft and passionate kiss that soon turned into lust and hunger. He wrapped his arms around the boy's neck and felt himself being pushed backwards and onto the bed. Their lips never parting, tongues clashing, he felt Sebastian straddling his waist and grinding against him. A groan escaped his lips as he moved his hands up to tangle into Sebastian's hair. Each kiss he received from that boy was better than the last and Blaine could never find the strength to pull away. Cheating on Kurt did make him feel guilty and yet at the same time the fact that it was with Sebastian and it felt so good made him forget all that the second he felt the other boys touch.
Sebastian could feel the tremble of the boy underneath him and it did make him want more. Everything that Blaine seemed to do just made him want more. It wasn't right. He had never felt this way before. There wasn't any denying it anymore he was falling in love with Blaine. Sure maybe he could keep it from Blaine and they could continue the whole friends with benefits thing, yet that was as far as Sebastian could ever let it go. What if he got his heart broken again? He wasn't sure if he could deal with the pain and heartache that it would inflict upon him. It had hurt so much the last time and he just wasn't ready to go through all that again. He doubted if he ever would be.
"Before things get to heated you should probably get into that shower. Just don't get lost in it. It's huge. You could easily fit more than one person in there. I might just have to give in the temptation to join you in a little while." Sebastian said as he pulled away from the kiss and climbed off Blaine, before grabbing the TV remote and flicking through the channels.
It always amazed Blaine just how fast Sebastian could get over a kiss like that. He was still recovering and Sebastian was acting like it had happened hours ago and it wasn't going to happen again. That was the only thing that confused him about Sebastian. How did he do that? Yet he wasn't about the question it now. He really did feel like he needed a shower. He needed to just relax and forget about things and what better way to do that tan to have a nice long relaxing shower.
Sebastian watched him leaving the room. Why did there have to be something about him that made the boy want to let down all those walls and just be with him. It didn't matter that Blaine had a boyfriend. To him it wasn't a problem. Yet to Blaine it seemed to matter a hell of a lot.
A/N: Leaving it there for now. I know what I am doing with the next chapter. But I am thinking it might take some time. I will try and update in the next couple of days, just depends how much free time I get. I don't see my dad very often. Review and let me know what you think. I don't really like this chapter myself but what do you guys think?
