Dear Diary Journal Thing

by Deaths Lie

Dear Diary Journal thing I have decided to start writing because I never want to forget how happy I am here and now. Will you hold the times of past to future for me so I know I can come back? I think things are about to change and I should record them this time through. I think it will be fun to write about my life, now love life as well. I may or my not say secrets. -Masaomi Kida

7. Entry Seven

Dear Diary Journal Thing,

Okay so it's been awhile. Not too long, but still a weeks a tad long. It hasn't been really eventful. I guess. I don't know what's exciting anymore. I feel like Mikado is mentally undressing Anri in front of me now. Like what the fuck is that even!

We've had sex very little in the past week, like twice, but everyday he's hanging out with her. Hopefully I'm just being overly possessive. UGGGHHH I hope I'm just being a worrier. I don't want him to actually have a crush on her. I'm already having to deal with the Yellow Scarves bullshit.

Which reminds me I have to deal with the Yellow Scarves bullshit. I don't want to, but someone came up to me today asking me to come back. I don't want to. But I know I have to. They're getting too dangerous, and I need to figure out who fucking restarted this. Mikado said how some of them threatened to beat him up, and he's just too innocent to have to deal with that. I feel like it's weird of me to call the only person I know to be more perverted than me innocent, but in the matter of color gangs I want to keep him out of it.

I'll probably have to go talk to Izaya. I don't want to. He'll probably want things from me I don't want to give him. He probably restarted the Yellow Scares too just to make mess with me. Why does he even want to mess with me so much? It's not like I ever took his man from him like he took mine.

Should I go into that? No. Whatever I actually will. I caught them doing it once. At first I thought it was a fight scene, but then I realized it was Izaya getting it from Shizuo. I heard like banging in the house, and like then moans, and then I peeped behind the corner and yeah. Last time I drop by Izaya's house unexpectedly. It was really funny. I don't think either of them saw me. I split from that scene as fast as I could.

Alright well I'm going to go like make dinner or something. Maybe actually do my homework. That would be wise. I think I'll do that. But it's like pfft a week late, and I have a test in history tomorrow I'll fail if I don't study for. Bye-bye!

~ Masaomi Kida