It was strange to see Emmett's bulky figure leafing through my little songbook, he could easily rip it with the slightest miscalculation of pressure. I knew the same could be said for all the Cullen's but I guess it was the most obvious with Emmett. "so you write songs about everyone, you've write one about all of us, loads about Edward" he glanced at Edward as if asking permission, I looked at him confused, Edward looked as if he was in pain. I reached up from the position on his lap and cupped his cheek; he leaned in to my embrace. He looked at me and shook his head, he looked back up at Emmett and nodded once at Emmett before burying his face in my hair. I was perplexed until Emmett asked "have you write one about the dogs". I froze, it was the first time anyone had mentioned him since I he had kissed me and I had punched him, effectively ending our friendship. Suddenly Edward's reaction became clear to me, it must be horrible to see in someone else's thoughts, someone kissing your girlfriend. I noticed everyone was looking at me, my cheeks flamed "yes, he pissed me off, he gave me quite a lot of ammo to be honest" I joked trying to cheer Edward up, it worked I felt his shake and he chuckled softy, removing his face from my hair. I smiled, I didn't like it when Edward is upset, emmett laughed suddenly laughed shouting "FOUND IT!" he threw the book on my lap, on an open page. He was right, he had found the exact song I wrote for him, even though it did not mention his name.
If I'm a bad person, you don't like me
"No he likes you too much" Edward mumbled as Esme smiled and chuckled "who wouldn't like you"
Well I guess I'll make my own way
She does anyway Carlisle thought. Too independent; probably from looking after her mum all these years.
It's a circle
A mean cycle
I can't excite you anymore
Where's your gavel? Your jury?
What's my offense this time?
"I love how sarcastic you are" emmett laughed, "I taught you well" he chuckled, reaching over to pat my head. Esme shook her head "let's just hope she does not learn anything else from you, I don't think my heart could take it, nor could my house.
You're not a judge but if you're gonna judge me
Well sentence me to another life
"one with us" Alice and emmettchuckled together, I shook my head laughing and raised an eyebrow at Alice. "I saw it coming and just had to join in"
Don't wanna hear your sad songs Well you treat me just like another stranger Ignorance is your new best friend This is the best thing that could've happened Don't wanna hear your sad songs
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
"it's not" all the cullens said, I smiled.
Cause you know we're not the same (no)
We're not the same (no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah the friends who stuck together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good (hey)
"you don't need to change" Edward muttered
It's good (hey)
It's good
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
"not from his point of view, he has better cae scenario's involving you and him together" I frowned, how could he still doubt my love "only you" I whispered
Any longer and I wouldn't have made it
It's not a war no, it's not a rapture
I'm just a person but you can't take it
"Everyone makes mistakes, he just expects me to be perfect" I saw Edward open his mouth to disagree "oh shut up, you" he grinned
The same tricks that, that once fooled me
They won't get you anywhere
I'm not the same kid from your memory
"no you're much stronger" Edward whispered nuzzling my neck, I saw Esme smile happily
Well now I can fend for myself
I don't wanna feel your pain
When you swear it's all my fault
Cause you know we're not the same (no)
We're not the same (no)
Oh we're not the same
Yeah we used to stick together
We wrote our names in blood
But I guess you can't accept that the change is good (hey)
It's good (hey) Well you treat me just like another stranger Ignorance is your new best friend Well you treat me just like another stranger
It's good
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Ignorance is your new best friend
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
You treat me just like another stranger
Well it's nice to meet you sir
I guess I'll go
I best be on my way out
"so yes Emmett, I do write about everyone" Emmett chuckled "even me" I froze