OKAY.
THIS CHAPTER IS JUST...
I CAN'T EVEN...
let me just warn you that ITS LIKE ALL SMUT OKAY? OKAY
this was actually really hard to write because MY NOSE WOULDN'T STOP BLEEDING EVERYWHERE...
but i DID IT! and I REALLY HOPE THAT ALL OF YOU GUYS LIKE IT
sorry, I'm just feeling really intense after writing this...
friggin emotional explosions everywhere...
I need to go watch a really boring unemotional movie now...
BUT ANYWAY,
AS ALWAYS, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK!
love always and forever to my delightfully beautiful awesome readers,
SunInside :D
P.S- IF YOU ARE PRONE TO NOSEBLEEDS LIKE MYSELF, GRAB SOME FUCKING TISSUES AND GET READY FOR SOME SERIOUS BLOOD LOSS
(wow, was that creepy or what?)
The words carried everything on their shoulders. The shame, humiliation, and miserable desire. The call, which must have seemed more blatantly human than anything else, for the touch of Levi's flesh. The tears that poured down the cheeks of Eren's memories. The painful throbbing in his pants. The painful throbbing in his heart.
And the passion that exploded outwards upon Eren in a savage, breathtaking mess of blinding lust and crushing affection that was accumulated in every cell of Eren's body the moment Levi finally became his.
When Eren had felt Levi's lips for the first time against his trembling skin, his heart wept. It sobbed as the black emptiness filled with the crimson liquids of everything he had ever wanted to feel.
For reasons beyond his comprehension, Eren's drive to covet the Captain with his hands, roaming his body with needy force and forcing their mouths together in the most heartfelt manner his body would allow, overpowered the soldier's desire to collapse into Levi's arms in the blinding wake of the reality. The astonishing truth of Levi's legs straddling his waist, his fingers laced in his hair, his lips moving against his with an equal magnitude of desperate wanting, made Eren's body threaten to give out completely.
But his trembling, weak body needed more. His shaking hands clung to Levi, and Eren's mind finally wrapped around the reality of Levi's love for him.
And Eren was finally able to voice what his body, what he, thirsted for. What he had been parched of, ever since his brain had learned of Levi's very existence for the very first time.
"Make love to me."
Levi's eyes, which had so carefully been masked by a bulletproof veil of non-emotion, smiled down into Eren's, unafraid to spill what they felt down the Captain's flushed cheeks.
Levi no longer seemed concerned with choking down what he felt. Eren saw the love in Levi's eyes, the need. The desire. He saw it all.
Eren knew he'd never see anything so pure, so achingly and explicitly beautiful.
Levi whispered into Eren's lips.
"Yes." Eren breathed in his voice, every syllable a drug to his lungs.
Levi tore himself reluctantly out of Eren's lap, slowly rising to his feet. Eren was surprised at his leg's ability to support his body, but as he stood to join Levi, his wobbly legs somehow kept him up.
Levi took Eren's hand. His skin said come with me.
And before he knew it, Eren's feet propelled him forward, as he and Levi ran hastily into headquarters. As Levi navigated the endless maze of hallways, leading Eren to his bedroom, Eren's eyes raked Levi's body with the enamoring lust gathering in him.
Levi.
You're oxygen, and I'm dying to breathe.
Finally, Levi and Eren slowed to a stop in front of a wooden door that Eren knew led to Levi's sleeping quarters. The Captain looked around to be sure they hadn't been followed, and led Eren inside.
Levi closed the door and locked it, sealing off the rest of the world without a second thought.
He turned to Eren. Levi's eyes shimmered with lust, and Eren's nerve slipped from his hands as easily as sand.
Their lips crashed together in fervent passion. Acting on his body's impulses, Eren hoisted Levi's legs up, and he wrapped his thighs around Eren's waist. Eren pushed Levi up against the door, and parted their lips to leave fiery kisses down the neck and collarbone before him.
Levi gasped. "Eren," His voice whispered. "Don't… stop…"
Eren ran his tongue up the middle of Levi's neck, over his jaw, and up his chin. He traced Levi's bottom lip seductively, panting his lust into his mouth uncontrollably. Levi's eyes watered, and his eyes drooped slightly as he met his lips with Eren's once more.
Eren pressed his hips in between Levi's legs even further, provoking a small, strangled moan to form in Levi's throat. At the sound, a striking jolt of heat electrocuted Eren, forcing his head down to meet the groove of soft skin beneath Levi's adam's apple with a hot, wet kiss. He licked and sucked on the spot desperately, tasting Levi's erratic pulse on his tongue, moaning as Levi's sounds of delight vibrated his lips.
The sensation of touching Levi in such a way, having the privilege to be so close to him after all of this time, after the mourning of his wasted heart, after so many days and nights of suffering…
Just believing that Levi was close by, set aside wrapping his small frame around Eren so willingly…
I… will never feel anything like this again…
Eren's mind whimpered the apprehensive words as his love swept over him in its tidal wave, and his eyelashes bushed against Levi's neck while their bodies began moving together in a sweet, slow rhythm.
The clothes that formed a barrier between them were wet and filthy.
"This needs to go," Levi breathed, pulling at Eren's jacket. The soldier shrugged it off hastily, and tugged on Levi's until his came off too, being thrown to the floor, forgotten about.
Eren would have felt more nervous than he ever had in his life as Levi untied the top of his shirt and pulled it off. But his mind was too far gone in the moment, too consumed by the lust that gripped him in its unyielding vice.
Eren tore the buttons of Levi's collar shirt open, revealing the beautiful pale skin of his naked chest beneath. He paused for a moment, his head dizzied by the very appearance of Levi. His cheeks were uncharacteristically flushed, and his hair disheveled, sticking to his perspirating forehead. His lips were glistening and red, and heavy pants fell from them, causing his exposed chest to heave.
Levi was more beautiful than Eren ever could have imagined, and his body lost control because of that.
His tongue ravaged Levi's skin, like a beggar dying of thirst, lapping up the drops of a puddle. He licked the outlines of Levi's sternum, pectorals, ribs, abdomen, everything, while a chain of scrambled moans came out from Levi, voicing his pleasure and gratitude for Eren's generous touch.
More… Eren thought, as the sweet taste of Levi's skin made shivers run down his spine.
I need more… of him…
Eren's tongue circled around Levi's nipple, and the Captain cried out with the sudden pleasure. Eren gently grazed his teeth across it, and sucked on it, all the while pushing Levi's body harder, and harder against the wall.
"Eren," Levi panted, his voice dripping with lust. The sound of his name being uttered by Levi in such a way sent strikes of lightning exploding through Eren's body, driving his hips forward, and catalyzing groans that had been gathering in his lungs to the point in which they spilled out of Eren's lips, vibrating through Levi's quivering skin.
Thump. Eren's heart burst inside of his chest with a startlingly forceful beat when Levi determinedly grabbed Eren's wrist, sliding his hand further, and further up his inner thigh.
He wants me… to…
"Touch me," Came Levi's whisper in Eren's ear. The soldier's body shuddered.
Eren didn't have to be told again. In fact, his skin begged for it. His thoughts crackled and buzzed uncontrollably, egging on the needy, trembling hand that inched closer and closer…
Finally, Eren's hand came in contact the wet bulge in Levi's pants. He ghosted his fingers over the spot, feeling as Levi's erection violently throbbed against his skin, pleading to be felt.
Levi gritted his teeth and groaned, scrunching his eyes shut. The nails that dug into the skin of Eren's wrist drew blood.
Eren then ground his palm into the erection, massaging it slowly, all the while sucking on Levi's shoulder.
Nonsense sounds fell from Levi's mouth as his hips thrusted uncontrollably into Eren's hand.
"Do you like that?" Eren whispered into the Captain's flesh, dragging his tongue up the side of the neck.
"Haa… Yes, unghh, fuck yes, ahhh, Eren…"
Eren's other hand gripped Levi's hair, pulling his head back as he bit into the skin under his jaw, earning a shudder of pleasure from Levi's body.
"If you keep… nnnnngh, doing that… I'm… gonna… cum… in my pants."
Levi's back slid down the door, and he put his arms up against Eren's chest, his strength overpowering Erens. He pushed Eren onto the bed situated in the far corner. He threw himself on top of Eren, attacking his lips with rough urgency.
Eren lifted one of his legs to give Levi room. He positioned his hips on top of Eren's, and wrapped his arms around Eren's back, burying his fingers into the skin there.
Eren felt as Levi ground his hips against him. Both of them cried out in sudden pleasure as their erections pushed together, rubbing against each other slowly. He pushed his pelvis back against Levi savagely, heightening the spasms of pleasure that ran through both of them with every touch.
Eren held Levi firmly in his lap, pushing his shirt off and unbuckling his belts. Levi tugged on Eren's belts until they slid off, falling to the floor. The Captain's hands traveled to Eren's pants, unbuckling the belt, and slowly pulling them off to reveal his tight boxers.
Eren looked up into Levi's eyes nervously as he hooked his thumbs in the waistband.
"Is this ok Eren?" Levi asked in a husky voice.
Eren's pulse beat against the whole network of veins in his body violently.
There's nothing I've ever wanted more than this. And now that it's finally happening…
Eren was terrified. But the fear was delicious.
"Do it," Eren whispered bravely. "See for yourself… how much I want you…"
Levi slowly pulled the soft fabric down his legs, until Eren was completely naked beneath the Captain.
His rock-hard erection reflected off of Levi's lewd, clouded gaze.
"Just… how I imagined it…"
Levi's head leaned down, and he kissed the soft skin beneath Eren's navel gently, moving his hand down to massage himself.
As Eren watched, releasing croons of desire from his lips, Levi left kisses up Eren's inner thigh, keeping his eyes glued to Eren's erection.
He stuck out his tongue, wet and dripping with saliva, and drew it up Eren's length.
"aaaaAHHH!" Eren cried, a bead of sweat falling from his forehead.
Levi pulled himself back up, and pushed himself closer to Eren, as the soldier dragged his nails up Levi's thighs.
"Open your mouth," Levi said gently. Eren obeyed.
Two of Levi's fingers crept over Eren's chin, and slowly inched through Eren's lips, into his mouth.
Eren enclosed the fingers in his mouth, and ran his tongue over them, as Levi pulled them in and out slowly. Eren looked up at Levi with his huge blue eyes, and Levi met them with an equally lustful gaze.
Eren left gentle nibbles on Levi's skin, drinking in the sweet taste.
Levi pulled his fingers out of Eren's mouth, and they glimmered in the dim light with saliva.
As the soldier watched with astounded eyes, Levi's fingers traveled behind his back, and into his body. After he slid his boxers off, revealing his beautiful erection, Levi fingered himself slowly, applying the lubrication as Eren stared at him, unable to comprehend the magnitude of what was coming next.
"Eren," Levi murmured, placing his arms around Eren's shoulders.
He positioned his hips above Eren, remaining still.
Eren couldn't breathe.
Levi…
Eren had often thought of it. He'd lie awake in the ungodly hours, mulling over what it would be like… what he'd feel in his heart, when he'd finally be able to give himself to Levi completely…
But Eren never could have imagined what it would really feel like.
The sensation of Levi, real Levi, the one he loved, the one he cherished, giving him the pleasure he so desperately had wanted, needed, for what seemed like a lifetime…
As Eren looked up at Levi, he wondered how he, Eren Jaeger, the one most unfit people to have Levi's love, had managed to make humanities finest, Captain Levi, appear so unhinged, so lustful for his touch…
All he knew was that…
This was all he had ever wanted…
And was likely to ever want again.
"Levi," Eren responded, wrapping is arms around Levi.
The Captain pulled Eren into a tight embrace, clutching his shoulders strongly, and he slowly moved his hips down, guiding Eren's length into his body, enveloping Eren in a tight warmth that was so suffocating, so delicious, that upon contact, Eren cried out a strangled gasp, voicing the intense pleasure that had so suddenly wrenched through his body, knocking the wind out of him.
Levi's teeth sunk into Eren's shoulder as he began thrusting himself against Eren slowly.
"Ahhhh!" Eren yelped, squirming against the headboard violently. As their hipbones rubbed together fervently, brush burns appeared on the sensitive skin there. The pain blurred into the pleasure, causing a sound in Eren's throat that he'd never made before as he threw his head back, voicing his pleasure to the ceiling.
"Unghh, Levi… It's so… hot… nnnngh!"
Eren felt Levi's neglected length rubbing against the clenched muscles of his abdominals. Eren grasped it with his hand, pressing it against himself, and stroked it to the rhythm of Levi's hips thrusting against his.
Levi yanked on Eren's hair and moaned, digging his nails into his shoulder. He buried his head into the crook of Eren's neck and let hoarse gasps escape his lips. Levi's hot breath tickled Eren's chest, causing his hips to buck forewords, thrusting himself deeper into Levi than before.
"NNNNGH!" Levi suddenly cried.
He bucked his hips again, in a stronger attempt to get deeper inside. He felt the tip of his erection scrape against something, causing Levi to release a strangled shriek from his lungs.
"Is that a good spot?" Eren whispered, drawing blood on Levi's hips where his fingers held on.
Levi nodded, sucking desperately on the skin of Eren's neck as his body shook with the pleasure.
The soldier continued to thrust his erection farther and farther into Levi, nailing his prostate as his hand flew of the Captain's dick, earning cries that turned to screams from the small body that shuddered violently above him.
The pleasure gathered in Eren's stomach as he shouted up to the ceiling, uncontrollably ramming himself up into that intense heat, as his head swam and a delirium of only lust and pleasure swept over his consciousness.
Levi pulled his head up to look into Eren's eyes. Eren stared into the infinite grey of Levi's gaze, wondering how anything so stunningly astounding could have ever been manifested into reality.
"I love you," Levi whispered in a slurred voice. The sound of those words coursed through Eren's bones, causing an intense, white-hot wave of pleasure that fell from his mouth in a shrieked moan.
Eren's eyes drank in the appearance of the Captain, the erotic shimmer of pleasure brimming in his eyes, the dramatic rise and fall of his chest, the glistening sweat covering all of his skin, and he vaguely was able to register the drool that fell from the side of his mouth.
"Levi, you're BEAUTIFUL!"
"Oh, Eren," Levi moaned. "Eren."
Time seemed to slow down, and Eren's senses went out like little lights, one by one.
"Levi… I-m g-gonna…"
The pleasure building up inside of Eren was on the verge of exploding. And the magnitude of it; the amount of ecstasy pooling inside of Eren was so great, that the soldier couldn't help but scream. Scream with fear, scream with love, scream for his lust that seemed almost in-human.
"Come inside," Levi whispered in between hollered moans. "Fill me up with your warmth…. NNNNGH…. Take me for yourself! NNNNNNNNNNNNNGH, COME FOR ME!"
Eren felt the back of his head smash against the headboard of the bed.
He went blind, the white-hot light of the pleasure stealing away his vision. His heartbeat finally drowned out any sound coming through his ears, and all Eren could do was let his voice rip through his vocal chords as it exploded uncontrollably from his throat.
"AHHHHH! AHHHHHHHH! LEEEVIIII!"
His stable state of mind drowning out with the sounds of Levi's screams and the pleasure that filled his body with a god-like strength that he had never felt, Eren came harder than he ever had in his entire life, guttural sounds spilling from his mouth as he shot his semen up into Levi so forcefully that his eyes nearly popped out of his head and the convulsions that wracked his body nearly threw him off of the bed completely. And in a seizure of pleasure and ecstasy, Levi climaxed a second later, his seed spewing out to cover Eren's skin in it's warmth, and Eren held him securely as his bodies spasms took him over completely.
Oh, g-god… Levi… Levi… you've burned my soul…
And I am more than glad… to be reduced to ashes by you.
Eren broke.
As he and Levi held each other in recovery, Eren sobbed into Levi's shoulder.
"I love you." He whispered it over and over again.
Levi whispered it back. Over and over.
And all Eren could think of, was the new reason he had to live, instead of to merely survive.
Levi… you've left a mark upon me… that will never fade, as long as I exist…
Through all of the impossible heartaches and the inevitable suffering…
You will never fade from me.
Never. Never.
Never.
This thing kept spellchecking me for the word THRUST!
I mean, correct me if i'm wrong, but THRUST IS A WORD RIGHT?
I mean like,
jeez.
CHAPTER 8 IS A'COMIN!