A/N: Thanks for all the reviews to the previous chapter... This chapter will be short... I want to show what Paul is thinking and feeling ever since he imprinted... Enjoy!
Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight!
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Paul still couldn't believe that he had imprinted on Crystal Knight. He could feel the pain that she was feeling through their imprint bond and he growled. He didn't want to feel the pain that she was feeling. He didn't want to remember that he was more than likely the reason she was in pain right now. He knew that sooner or later he would have to talk to her but for right now he just wanted left us alone to his thoughts.
As he ran he felt some of the pack phase and run off towards the Cullen's house but he couldn't pinpoint what they were thinking. It was as if they were deliberately trying to keep something from him. He shook his head and continued running because at this point he didn't really care. He stopped running when he felt them all phase out and back to human. He whimpered as a sharp pain went through him and he wondered what in the hell was wrong.
He knew without a doubt that something was wrong with Crystal and he knew that he should go and check it out but he couldn't bring himself to do so just yet. He couldn't bring himself to have to look into her eyes and see all the hurt and pain he caused her over the years. He couldn't bring himself to have to relive every minute of torture that he put her through.
He started running again just to try to get the thoughts out of his head but it didn't help. He was in too much pain so he turned from where he was running towards and headed towards the Cullen's house. As he neared the Cullen's house he could feel Crystal there and he sped up. The close he came to their house the less pain he was in. He came to a stop in the wood and laid down watching the house.
He knew that he should probably phase and go and check on his imprint but he didn't want to see the hatred she felt towards him in her eyes. He felt a sharp pain and whimpered again and got up to move closer to the house. He was careful to make sure he kept his head clear so that Edward wouldn't pick up on his thoughts and know that he was outside. As he came to a stop beside the house he listened to what Jared was telling everyone else and his blood boiled.
He ran away from the house and back into the woods and let loose a howl of pain. He couldn't believe that his imprint had been raped and nearly killed by a vampire. He wanted to find the vampire who had hurt his imprint and tear him limb from limb and then watch him burn. He stopped howling and looked back at the house when he heard three different cries. His stomach clenched as he realized that the babies he was hearing crying were his imprints babies.
He knew that he needed to get to the Cullen's house and check on Crystal. He quickly thought of something calming and phase back to his human form. He pulled on the cut off shorts he had and then started walking towards the Cullen's front door. He knew that two more vampires were on the way and as much as he hated blood suckers he knew that he would be nice to the Cullen's and the two on their way because they saved Crystal's life. With that thought in mind he took in a deep breath and let it out as he walked up the stairs and then straight into the Cullen's house without even knocking.
He ignored everyone as he walked in and he followed the pull that he was feeling up the stairs. He knocked on the door once and then walked inside the room that he knew where Crystal was at. As he saw her lying on the bed so still his heart broke as he saw just how pale she was. He slowly made his way over to the bed and looked down at her. As he looked at her it was then that he realized he was in love with her and that he always had been even though he was mean to her.