Disclaimer: I Hannah McWilliams sadly don't own the wonderful story called twilight. Stephenie Meyer does, haven't heard of her, have you been living under a rock?

A/N: im so so so sorry, i haven't updated in like a week. sorry. just don't kill me! haha. well I'm not that happy with it but, i thought i should update. so here ya go....

Last chapter: As I walked through the door I thought that maybe I could get through this with my friends help, I turned. Then again maybe not....

Chapter 7: Be Careful What You Wish For

They were all over each other. She was sitting on his knee, while they both made out, and his hand, I couldn't even see it 'cos of how far up her short, short skirt it was. It was sickening to look at. I turned around to Alice and mumbled "I'm gonna eat outside today." And wandered off on my own, until I realised I was being followed, Alice and Rosalie along with their boyfriends had decided to eat lunch with me rather than the new happy couple. How sweet! I love these guys; I honestly wouldn't be able to survive life without them.

We found an empty picnic table that wasn't wet from the pouring rain the other day and we quickly sat down. Alice put her arms around my waist and Rosalie held my hand. I had lost my appetite as soon as I saw them together so I shoved my food away from me. Emmett being Emmett asked me if I was going to eat it.

"Go ahead Emmett I've lost my appetite." I said as I pushed my food towards him.

"Thanks Bella you're the best!" Emmett replied and I could see the sympathy in his eyes.

"Bella relax, everything will be okay, I promise it will work out." Jasper said and he placed his hand over mine. I instantly felt better and started to relax and calm down a bit, the hysteria that I felt coming on faded away. Jasper does that to you there is something very calming about him, although sometimes he can fill me with anger when he in angry. But right now I loved the calming presence he was giving out.

The rest of lunch was spent comforting me mostly, and Emmett eating.

Next I had biology.

The dreaded biology.

With Edward.

I screamed inside when I remembered who I sat beside. Urgh. This is going to be horrible. I'm going to have to spend an hour sitting beside the love of my life while he talks about how much he likes Jessica and can't wait to go and make out with her again.

I dragged my feet on the way; I really didn't want to go. Why couldn't I be brave enough to skip, although he would notice and know it was because of him. I want him to be happy, but why cant he be happy with me and not Jessica! O how I hate her. She stole him from me. Well he didn't belong to me, but I love him and she just waltzed in out of no where and started dating him.

Life isn't fair. It can be so cruel sometimes. This is one of those times.

When I got to my bio room he wasn't there yet, maybe he wasn't ! I hope he isn't sick though. I took my seat and took my notepad and textbook out. And started doodling some circles on my pad. I glanced up and there he was making out with Jessica right outside the door before they separated. Urgh I'm going to throw up. That should be me not her. They kissed quickly on the lips and Edward made his way into the class room and sat down beside me.

"Hey Bella, how're you?"

"Hi Edward, I'm great just great!" at first it was forced out, and then I snapped at him.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to snap." I said with true sincerity.

"It's okay."

Lucky the lesson started before he could say anymore. But unluckily we had a lab, meaning we would have to work together, and that would give him a chance to talk about Jessica. But it also gave me an excuse to look at him and his perfect body, and Greek god face.

"Bella, I know you probably don't want to talk to me at the minute, but I just want to say I'm really really sorry if I hurt your feelings, I didn't want to , it's just, Jessica is SO HOT. Don't you think? Well you wouldn't or else you wouldn't like me eh..?" he finished with some nervous laughter.

Aww I make him nervous, I really don't want to, I want him to feel comfortable around me, like he used to. But urgh he thinks Jessica it 'SO HOT'.

"I understand you are sorry, thanks for saying it, please don't feel nervous around me, I want us to just go back to the way it was, before all this happened." I replied after an awkward pause.

"Yeh sure."

Biology passed quickly enough after that, Mr. Banner came over soon after our conversation to see why we were finished our lab so early. You think he would get it into his head that we always finish before everyone else because we are smarter than everyone else, but he always wonders, I wonder about him sometimes. Once the bell rang I rushed to gym for the first time in my life. It was because I didn't want to stop and chat to Edward anymore than I had to, it pained me to much.

Gym passed as it usually did, 3 people and myself left with injuries, and that's just me standing at the back to the badminton court not even playing. I just fail at gym.

After gym I rushed home, wishing I would fall sick over night and wouldn't have to go to school. In the back of my mind I heard a little voice saying " be careful what you wish for".

A/N: so what did you think? please let me know, if you are enjoying it. should i continue? thanks for reading now please review!!

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