8./PP
Wanting
/PP
She doesn't want to be sitting on his bed right now. She wants to be with Simon, happy and in love./PP
Unfortunately, that's impossible for her, because no matter how much she wants something, she can never give herself it./PP
And there is a difference between 'wants' and 'needs'. /PP
Simon and Jace. Wants and needs./PP
So she stays on his bed and wishes she could make herself a different person who likes dark haired boys and not light haired angels.