Joe's POV :D

After half the day at the studio, we were finally home. I feel like I could pass out right now.
You know, lazy, don't wanna do shit. That.

Mom dropped us all off at the house, and said she would be back later, that she had to go grocery shopping.
When we got in, Kevin turned to Nick, "I'm going to get some rest, alright?" He said, pulling him into a hug.

"Ah.. Alright.." Nick mumbled.

Kevin gave me a dirty look like, 'If you do anything, I'll beat your ass.' Well, than. He can give me whatever fucked up look he wants. Like I really care.

I rolled my eyes at him, and walked into the living room. I layed down on the couch and got comfortable.
Kevin went upstairs, and Nick just stood there awkwardly, still by the door, staring at me.
I just smiled and waved at him.

He laughed and came over to me. I pulled my feet up a bit so he could sit at the end of the couch, and put my legs over his lap.

"You always do that.." He blushed, looking over at me.

"Well, that's because it's comfortable." I smiled at him.

He just nodded. This kind of reminds me of a few days ago.. And I'm not sure if I really want to think about that right now.

"So, Nick." I sat up a bit, looking at him.

"Yes?" He turned to me.

"Tomorrow morning.. Do you want to go to the mall?" I asked, hoping he would say yes.

"Okay.." He smiled, "And I'll bring my camera." He laughed.

"Yes! Just like old times." I moved my legs off him, and got closer to him, wrapping my arms around his shoulders.
This time.. He didn't do anything about it. Just smiled. And that really made me happy. He didn't seem afraid at all.
He put his arms around my waist, and nuzzled his nose in my neck. I giggled, shivering, just as he pulled away.

"What's wrong?" I asked, looking down at him, frowning.

Did I do something?

"Oh, it's nothing." He looked away quickly, face turning red. He seemed nervous..

"Oh.." I looked down.

He yawned, stretching. I smiled softly at him. He's so adorable..

"You tired?" I asked.

"Kinda." He rubbed his eyes. I could tell he was.

"Come here." I sat more straight, holding my arms out.

"What?" He looked at me confused.

"Just come here." I made grabby hands for him.

He laughed awkwardly, and crawled onto my lap.

"You can go to sleep on me." I felt like I was coming on too strong. But he didn't seem to mind.

"O-Okay..." He rested his head on my shoulder and clung to my shirt. I felt his soft curls touch my face. I blushed as his scent flew across my nose.
I missed that smell.. But he also smelled of Kevin's room. Which just pissed me off..

"Joe.."

"Yeah?" I wrapped my arms around him and smiled.

"I'm sorry.."

"For what?"

"For hurting you..."

"No, I should have spent more time with you.."

He was silent for awhile and then took a deep breath. I closed my eyes until I felt his head move. I opened them to see his face. I blushed and touched his nose.

He giggled. I love it when he giggles..

"Nick," I leaned closer to his face. "I love you.." I took a risk. I took a risk at Kevin beating my ass. I pressed my lips against his and held him so he couldn't jerk away.
But.. He didn't. His body relaxed in my arms. I felt his tongue slightly brush my bottom lip. I opened my mouth a bit and felt him slide it in. I blushed when I opened my eyes to see his face.
He was so... adorable..

He pulled away and looked at me for a short time then said "I..love you too.." Those words felt like they mended my heart back together.
I wanted him to say it over and over again.

"Do you believe me when I say it?..."

"Joe, I do... and I wish I did before I... But... Kevin.."

I sank down into the couch with Nick on my lap. Whenever I hear his name.. It's like.. nails on a chalkbored. I mean, I do love my brother. I could never hate him but I'm more than jealous of him.
It's beyond jealousy..

"Yeah, I know."

"Well... I'll see you later.." He got off of my lap and started walking to the stairs but stopped at the first step, looking over at me.

"Remember, we have fun stuff to do tomorrow." He smiled and went up to his room.

I was happy but I wanted him all to myself..

Good, yes? Good? Kay.

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