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6: Broken Mould: Always Meant To Be.

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"Bells." He called out to her, his hands braced against her kitchen table. She'd stopped moving, her scent almost over powering him, so potent his head throbbed and his eyes watered, he could hardly breathe. "Bella?" After a moment he heard her edging closer toward him down the hallway,

"Jake. What are you doing here?" She stood eyes wide in the kitchen archway.

"Do you love me Bella?"

"What kind of a question is that, Jake."

"Bella," Jacob warned, she sighed.

"I always loved you, Jake."

"Answer the question I'm asking you, Bella." He growled out, his head was tucked right into his chest his eyes closed tight. He'd never felt his wolf this powerful, he'd never had to fight for control of his body this badly either - never. It was clawing for the surface and yet it was slightly different to feeling the need to phase.

He wouldn't look at her he couldn't, not yet.

"It's not fair to tell you what I feel. This isn't the reason I came back." She turned away deciding ogling a naked Jacob wasn't the best way to have a conversation like this, even if it was an opportunity she didn't want to miss.

Breathing out once she turned away, he looked at her with his keen wolf eye. He didn't know how it was possible, he'd already done this with her, looked at her through these eyes all those years ago, but he could feel it now and he knew her unsaid answer.

He moved to stand in front of her, both their hearts racing, his heart pounding so strong he could feel it painfully in the bottom of his mouth.

Bella felt the warmth coming off him in waves and she breathed deeply, he watched her chest heave as she breathed him in. Only causing his heart to thump harder, until she licked her lips and he breathed out, almost relieved at the way she still responded to him. It was something she had always done when they got 'too close'.

His eyes narrowed on her as he took in every single feature and change, the small scar on the underside of her chin, her sun kissed skin, cheeks littered with freckles and her thick dark eyelashes resting on her cheeks.

She was glowing.

In more ways than one.

He licked his own lips and breathed deeply in through his nose, yanked her toward him, holding her by the forearms. In his urgency he pulled her with such force her head flopped backwards and she yelped.

Perfect.

Exactly what he wanted, he thought as he lowered his lips to hers for the third time ever in his life, snaking his tongue into her mouth, she groaned and held onto his shoulders and his arms wrapped around her as they kissed, her eyes never opened and his never closed.

When he did pull away she sighed softly, lips still pursed, angled up at him. Her eyes still closed. Jake's jaw trembled, his breaths coming out in shaky pants. She was truly beautiful, in every-which-way. Everything about her took his breath away, just like it always had.

He couldn't believe she was alive.

"Open your eyes for me Bells." Slowly she did, they were virtually nose to nose, she could feel his lips hovering just above her own and she couldn't be sure if it was just the feeling left behind from the kiss or if it was the sheer heat radiating from Jacob that made her feel the sensation.

For a fraction of a second everything was hazy and then, then they both saw in perfect clarity.

She gasped, he moaned, his knees buckling slightly, tilting his head up to the ceiling before regaining his strength to stand upright again. This time she was the one grasping him, grabbing him by the chin and pulling his mouth back to hers.

"How?" She asked against his lips,

"Don't know." He told her as he backed her towards the refrigerator; he was virtually eating at her mouth. Palming her butt, her hips, touching every single part of her he could. As he walked he brought their bodies together and Bella shuddered remembering he was naked and made a small squeal noise and moved to pull away from him.

"Don't Bella. Please." He asked her and kissed her again, holding every inch of her his hands could reach, squeezing gently as if to check she was really there, with him. "You're wearing far too many clothes." He mumbled into the skin of her neck and Bella laughed.

"No, you're just wearing nothing." She smoothed her hands over his shoulders and into the hair at the back of his head. "We should do something about that." He smirked and moved his hands to the zipper of her hoodie.

"You're right, we really should. Can I?" She swallowed awkwardly and her eye's filled up. He kissed her hoping to quash the fears she seemed to have. Gently she pulled his hand away. Jacob wasn't going to be rebuffed, he knew she didn't want him to pull away. Twining their fingers together he leaned against her pushing every inch of himself against her, pulling their joined hands over her head stretching her out in front of him, causing her arch back into him. "You never could lie to me Bella, don't bother trying now." He kissed her again.

It had been so long since she had been kissed. Really kissed... by Jacob she added on. She was sure she should have been protesting about something, specifically where her morals lay but the urgency, the warmth.

She squeezed his hand that held hers above her head as she trailed her hand down his shoulder, over his chest, her hand burning up from the contact. She had missed him - so much and even though they had never been like this, she had missed that too, somehow she knew that.

Feeling her mouth against his brought back powerful memories, hope, longing and pain. So much pain. That memory pushed him to move desperately against her, to hold her to the point where it was almost painful. Jake didn't bother working the zip down and forced his hand into the back of her pants, pulling her up his body a little so her core rubbed against his erection. Hot, hard and throbbing between them. She wriggled her hand free and down between them, resisting the urge to touch him, she needed her pants off, she began to work the button as Jake removed his hand tugging at the fabric near her hips, pulling them downwards, the moment he heard the zipper he ripped her panties away, dropping them somewhere off to the side of them and pushed his fingers through her folds, feeling her warmth, still cooler than he was, but warm and slick. Slick enough for him to know he'd slide right in, just the way he wanted, needed to.

"Bells we have to get these off." He grunted against her lips as he caressed her lower lips, pressing his thumb against her clit. She wiggled her legs, trying to encourage the jeans to slip further down her legs,

"J-jak-e," She sighed, "Mmhn, get them off, take them off." Her voice quivered and she tried to open her legs wider for him, "Fuck-it – just rip them off!" Jake grunted as he thrust himself into her palm, slipping his fingers into her, pushing his hand knuckle deep before curling them toward him, she moaned feeling him stroke her.

"Can't it'll hurt you. But if I knew it didn't I would." Her hand stilled from pulling and tugging at him, she mewled and he slowly continued to move against her, in time with his fingers inside of her. He felt her temperature rise and he began to talk to her, "Once you've come, Bella... Are you listening, Bells?" She managed a nod, "Once you've milked my fingers and you've stopped shaking, I can't believe how you're trembling Bells," He said as an afterthought to himself. "Can you feel that Bells?" Taking a breath he realised he was shaking just as badly as she was, "I can't Bells, I can't wait any longer." He moaned, dropping to his knees in front of her, desperately tugging her jeans off, and kissing her stomach. She couldn't remember lifting her feet so he could pull the jeans off, she remembered his hands jerking at the cami she had on underneath the hoodie, before pushing that down her arms as he stood, slipping his hands under her ass, lifting her up against the cold door of the appliance, wrapping her smooth legs around him.

All she could feel was heat, so much hotter than she remembered him, his chest and back slick with sweat. She felt herself slide against him, the tip of him at her entrance, he was big, but she didn't care, it was Jacob and that was all that mattered she thought as he pushed inside her.

She sucked in a breath as he let one out.

She'd had sex, a lot of sex, good sex quite a lot of the time, with different partners, but this... the fullness, the warmth, the fact it was Jake. There were no words for that. After a moment he kissed her and began to move inside her, slowly at first, gaining momentum, every movement he made caused her to make the most delicious little sounds, she made his legs weak.

Somehow her legs slipped down off his hips but before she could drop all the way he caught her behind one of her knees and draped the calf over his arm, straightening up so she stood on her toes of the other foot, his movements unfaltering. Lifting her face up to his, he kissed her, pressing his one hand against the refrigerator and the other steadying her against it, driving furiously inside her until she had to close her eyes.

She couldn't help it when she clawed at his arms, his shoulders his chest, she wanted so badly to bite him. She'd never felt anything like that.

Feeling his strokes become more purposeful, more fluid and she pushed herself closer to him, unable to distinguish one high from the next. Her pussy clenching and pulling at his cock became too much and he pushed into her one last time. Holding back, savouring the feeling as long as he could.

Biting his bottom lip, closing his eyes tight. He almost didn't want to come; he didn't want it to be over, not yet, not ever. She moved, so minutely, she may have even just breathed out. Whatever it was, was his undoing and he pulled himself from her and came in his hand, grunting with his release.

Resting his head against the metal encasing he listened to Bella's pounding heart. The sound made his groin twitch even though he was spent. It was obscure he thought, to be turned on by the fact he could hear her heart beating.

"I... Ja... ohhh..." He laughed once, short and breathy, catching her by the elbow, dropping her leg as her other gave out a little. "Pheeew." She said taking a deep breath. "Woah, Jake. That was..." She licked her lips, "You imprinted on me." He swallowed audibly,

"Yeah, I just phased for the first time since you left." Jake replied breathlessly,

"Oh." Was all she said, softly, quietly to the skin of his chest.

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