If this somehow manages to get up on the same day as chapter 2 of More than Just a Three Way, here's an explaination. I CAN'T RECORD FOR MY REVIEW! Yeah I was just gonna review Kuroko's Basketball but my recorder won't open and neither will my game so I'm just gonna do another update. So enjoy! Now...
Chapter Warning: Smut, Drug Use, and bad language. Now, I don't know much about drugs than what I learned in Health.
Izaya slid down the railing, laughing lightly, before jumping down, landing perfectly.
"Ah~! What can I do for six more hours? I guess I'll just break curfew again," Izaya said to himself, shoving his hands in his pockets before walking out of the building, as if he hadn't just persuaded someone to jump off a building. He started walking before he heard footsteps approach behind him, and turned before being face to face with Shizuo.
"I-Izaya... what are you doing here? Roppi said you went home sick?" he said and Izaya watched Shizuo, before frowning, realizing his cover was blown. Well Shit...
"No, I just left to have a talk with someone really quick. Why aren't you in school? It doesn't end in another four hours..." Izaya asked, noticing that Shizuo was a little red in the face, and he was shaking. Was he nervous? No... he's angry.
"Ah, school's starting to piss me off now. A whole bunch of guys thought it would be cool to send the judo club after me. I just finished them off and thought I'd come and take a walk," Shizuo said, pulling out a pack of cigarettes and put one between his lips. Izaya watched Shizuo, shocked that he had picked up the habit of smoking before snatching the stick from between his teeth and putting it in his own mouth.
"Oi, baka! Give that back... you really shouldn't smoke it's not good for you," he said and Izaya frowned at him.
"But it's not good for you either, also, I know that. Just light it," he said, and Shizuo sighed before lighting Izaya's cigarette and Izaya took a long drag, before coughing, choking as he obviously, didn't know what to do.
"Hey, take it easy, since your new to it. Ah, I'm already becoming a bad influence," he said, and Izaya continued coughing before looking at him, smirking.
"Ah, well this isn't working for me. Wanna try something a little better?" he asked and Shizuo looked at him, before returning that evil smirk.
"What do you have in mind?"
Izaya told Shizuo to follow him as he walked up to this guy who he knew was a druggie in their school. He's had a few talks with him while he was under the influence, and well, he was hoping he was high for he could get some.
"Hey, Tagami-senpai, do you have any left?" Izaya asked, knowing that he'd been able to get some pot from him in the past for kids who were to "scared" to approach him, and used Izaya since, Izaya seemed not to be scared of anything.
"Um, hey Orihara-kun... yeah I have some, a little too much for me to stash from my parents so just take it, I won't charge you this time," he said, pulling out a plastic bag before handing it to him, and Izaya thanked him, before grabbing Shizuo's hand and bringing him to the roof.
"Izaya should we be doing this here? I mean, we might get caught," he said and Izaya looked back at Shizuo, before mentally face palming.
"Shit, forgot I had you... thought I dragged you here. I was going to actually leave, but you can't scale buildings. Let's go to my place, my parents aren't home and neither are Psyche and Roppi.
Back at Izaya's place, they both were sitting on the floor inn the living room, smoking their pot and trying to have a normal conversation but it was hard when they were under the influence.
"You know Izaya... you told me you were a sadist before. But I don't believe that's true. People can be complete dicks. So... don't let it get to you," Shizuo said, bringing up this even though they were talking about movies. Izaya looked over at Shizuo before laughing, taking another drag from their piece.
"Well, I won't let it get to me, don't worry about it. Here," he said, handing it to Shizuo to took it and started taking in. Now, Izaya had never thought about doing drugs in the past, it wasn't on the list of things he wanted to do, but after taking Shizuo's cigarette and seeing how cool and good looking he looked, he just though maybe he should get Shizuo to try something new. He had no plan, just to be able to hang with his best friend again, but was this the way he wanted to do it? To get high and feel the effects of the drug calm his body, he didn't know. To him, the calmness was intoxicating and he just wanted it to last forever.
"Hey, Izaya... when we were making out in my room that time, I'm sorry. I wanted to go further... but I was afraid of hurting you. I ended up hurting you anyways. You told me... they didn't go far, but I knew that you were lying," he said and Izaya looked over at Shizuo, a little shocked, before sighing, taking the pot away from Shizuo and putting in the ashtray. Shizuo watched as Izaya started taking off his jacket, followed by his shirt. Izaya undid his belt, pulling his pants down slowly before staddling Shizuo's hips, watching as Shizuo watched him intensely before biting his lips, sliding off Shizuo's jacket and shirt, running his hands over his chest, before returning his gaze up to Shizuo's face.
"Well, how about you make it up to me, but this time, don't stop," he whispered seductively in his ear. Shizuo growled, before pulling Izaya into a rough kissing, making the younger moan into the kiss, allowing Shizuo to slip his tongue in between his lips and flipped their positions so that Izaya was on bottom, Izaya moaned again, tangling his fingers into Shizuo's hair, tugging to their kiss was deeper and messier, Shizuo pulled away, looking up as he realized what time it was and cursed before grabbing Izaya's arm, picking him and the ashtray, reconnecting their lips as he carried him to Izaya's bedroom. He tripped over his own feet, falling against the wall before breaking the kiss, before telling Izaya to wait a second. Izaya watched him as he walked in the kitchen, dumping the ashtray in the sing, before turning on the water and letting it go down the drain. He also dumped the rest of their pot, knowing this was a one time thing like Izaya said, and turned on the garbage disposal.
"Gotta get rid of the evidence," he mumbled, feeling heat pool in his lower stomach as he grabbed the air freshener and sprayed the room. Izaya waited impatiently, before realizing Shizuo was over doing the cover up and grabbed his arm, reconnecting their lips. Shizuo was caught slightly off guard, but regain his senses as he began to move to Izaya's room again. He pushed Izaya gently against the door, not breaking their kiss as he opened the door, and they both stumbled on the floor. Shizuo broke the kiss as he fell on top of him, and they looked at each other before laughing. Shizuo started trailing kisses down Izaya's neck and chest, making the smalled moan as he pinched and pulled on his nipples. Izaya spread his legs, relieving some of the pressure he had on his growing erection and he let out a loud moan as Shizuo pinched his sensitive nipples.
"Ah, you sound so cute when you moan," Shizuo whispered, making Izaya blush, before watching as Shizuo went lower until he was between his spread legs. Shizuo started to rub Izaya's erection through his boxers, earning a whine of protest from Izaya as he bucked his hips, making Shizuo chuckle through his light pants.
"Hey now, no need to be impatient," Shizuo said, and Izaya groaned in annoyance. Shizuo chuckled again, pulling down Izaya's boxers slowly before watching as his aching member was revealed before him. Shizuo ran his fingers gently along his cock, making Izaya whimper as the light touches that felt almost as if he weren't even touching him.
"S-Shizu-chan, p-please," he moaned, tears forming at the corners of his eyes from the amount of pleasure he was feeling. Shizuo looked at Izaya before grabbing ahold of his cock and he ran his tongue over the base of his cock and Izaya mouth load, throwing his head back and Shizuo smirked, before feeling Izaya buck his hips, trying to get Shizuo to suck his cock. Shizuo let of a laugh that sounded more like a sigh before lifting Izaya's leg and placing it on his shoulder.
"Shizu-chan," Izaya moaned and Shizuo bent down to lick the underside of his cock and Izaya let out a throaty moan. Shizuo decided that Izaya had suffered enough and took his length in his mouth. Izaya let out a moan, giving Shizuo's hair a light tug. Shizuo bobbed his head up and down, giving his cock a few sucks. He felt Izaya's leg's tremble as he was nearing his limit and Shizuo decided that he should let him come, after all, they had a few hours, or so they thought. Shizuo continued his ministrations before the door opened and the light was flicked on followed by a scream. Both Izaya and Shizuo shot up to see Psyche standing in the doorway, wide eyed.
"I-Iza-nii, S-Shizuo, what... whaaaaaa?" Shizuo looked at Psyche before looking around, noticing they weren't in Izaya's room, but in Psyche's room.
"Ah, sorry Psy-kun. We'll be leaving now," Izaya said, and stood up, his legs feeling weak as he pulled his boxers over his erection and followed a laughing Shizuo to his room. Izaya would've been extremely embarassed if he wasn't high. He just left a flustered, shocked Psyche standing in the doorway. They both left, before Izaya cursed, turning around before walking into Psyche's room. He had sat on his bed, trying to register what had just happened.
"Um... Psy-kun, I have a question," he said and Psyche looked up at him, his now horrified expression not fading a bit as he looked at his brother.
"Y-Yes Izaya," he said, his voice cracking a bit and Izaya grinned widely at him.
"Do you have any lube, and condoms?" he asked and Psyche blushed furiously, before walking over to his dresser, opening it, grabbing a pink bottle and a small package, handing them to his brother.
"Thanks Psy-kun~!" he chirped before returning to his room. As he left Psyche watched, before smiling softly, letting out a small giggle.
"You finally did it, ne Shizu-chan~"
"S-Shizu-chan, I-I'm coming!" Izaya cried, letting his loud inside Shizuo's mouth. Shizuo swallowed, making Izaya laugh, and Shizuo grinned back. They had continued where they left off, Shizuo telling Izaya that he wasn't into giving half assed blow jobs and Izaya smiled at what he said.
"If your this good with your mouth, I wonder how good you fuck," Izaya said and Shizuo laughed, before smirking at Izaya.
"I bet I'll make you feel so good, you'll be crying with pleasure," Shizuo said in almost a challenging way. If Shizuo was sober, he wouldn't have said that, but he wasn't. Everything they were doing was out of character, which was the only good outcome of this situation. Not only did he not acknowledge that he thoroughly embarrassed his little brother, but he was doing things never thought of doing. Shizuo grabbed the bottle that was lying next to Izaya's head, and coated his fingers with the thick substances. He smoothed it on three fingers before flipping Izaya over, getting some of the lube on his hip.
"Ah, that's cold," Izaya hissed and Shizuo laughed, before pulling Izaya's ass closer to him and swirling a finger near his entrance before plunging it in. Izaya let out a whine, complaining about how cold and uncomfortable that felt.
"Ah, don't worry, it'll feel better," he assured Izaya, thrusting that one finger in and out of his entrance and Izaya squirmed in discomfort before Shizuo added a second finger. Izaya let out a pained cry as he felt himself being stretched out and Shizuo began scissoring and twirling his fingers inside him. Izaya gripped at the sheets, letting out mewls and moans of pleasure.
"S-Shizu-chan, it's... it's hot... m-more, feels... so good," Izaya moaned, as the heat in his ass felt extremely arousing. Shizuo groaned, feeling his own member twitch at Izaya's words. He added his third and final finger, now looking for that spot inside Izaya. He thrusted his fingers deeper, making Izaya's stomach churn in a good way. He moaned loud as Shizuo picked up the pace of his fingers, and he felt as if he had to come again. His whole body was shaking and writhing with pleasure. He gripped on the sheets harder, never feeling this good in his whole life. When Shizuo curved his fingers just a little bit, pressing Izaya screamed out in pleasure, coming on his sheets. His body shook violently as he began to pant. Shizuo chuckled, withdrawing his finger, undoing his belt and pants.
"Ah... found it," he said simply, before grabbing the condom, tearing the package open with his teeth and sliding it on himself. He took the bottle of lube applying a coat onto himself before hearing Izaya moan for him to hurry. He was surprised after cumming twice Izaya still had the urge to continue. Shizuo lifted Izaya's leg slightly, alining himself with Shizuo's entrance. Shizuo slowly started to enter Izaya. He let out a pained cry, gripping the sheets.
"Izaya, relax," Shizuo groaned before he felt Izaya finally calm before pushing all the way in. He waited for Izaya to adjust.
"Alright, move," he said, and Shizuo gave a few slow, steady thrusts, gradually picking up the pace without Izaya having to. Izaya let out pants, before they turned into moans as Shizuo picked up the pace. Shizuo gripped Izaya's hips gently, pounding Izaya at what he thought was a decent speed for now.
"S-Shizu-chan, w-wait, I w-want to..." Izaya moaned and he stopped for a second, before pulling out. He lied back against the head board, grabbing Izaya's hips, before pushing back inside him. He started to thrust up into Izaya, the penetration deeper as Izaya moved his hips down at the same time that Shizuo thrusted inside him.
"S-Shizu-chan... h-harder," Izaya moaned, and Shizuo groaned, before grabbing Izaya's hips and started forcing him down harder, as well as thrusting faster. Izaya moaned loud, seeing stars as he wrapped his arms around Shizuo's neck, tears spilling out of his eyes from the amount of pleasure he was feeling. Shizuo saw that Izaya was crying, and smirked a little. He moved his hand in between their bodies before stroking Izaya's member in time with his thrust.
"S-Shizu-chan I-I can't... I-I'M COMING!" He cried out loud , releasing on both his and Shizuo's stomach, falling limp in his arms. Shizuo didn't stop, thrusting inside of Izaya, feeling himself coming close. He came after a few thrusts before pulling out of Izaya, noticing the little raven had fallen asleep. He chuckled before lying him on his bed, pulling his covers over him before taking of the condom and tying it up. He pushed his penis back in his pants, zipping them up before putting his belt in his pants. He grabbed the bottle of lube, placing it on Izaya dresser before grabbing some tissues, cleaning him and Izaya off. He opened the door to be greeted by three little spies falling in the room and he took a step back, dumbfounded.
"A-Ah, Nii-san," Tsukishima said and he looked down at his brother before frowning.
"What the hell are you doing?" he asked and they sttod up, looking flustered before Psyche and Tsukishima pushed Roppi in front of him. Roppi cursed before looking at Shizuo who was barely paying attention.
"Wait, are you high?" he asked and Shizuo hesitated before nodding slightly.
"Well, Izaya may have got some free pot and we may have smoked it," he said and Psyche and Tsuki gasped at them.
"Izaya bought it? That doesn't make any sense," Psyche said and Shizuo shrugged.
"I-I know, I was just going to settle for a cigarette b-but he said that, that wasn't going to cut it and wanted to try something more. So w-we bought pot from this guy and came here and, and smoked it. Don't tell your parents! It was a one time thing a-and we promised not to do it again," Shizuo stuttered, the effects of the drug now hitting him hard. Roppi stared in belief, wondering what could have happened to his brother. He wondered if it had anything from what he said. He looked fine when he left, but Izaya was good at faking his emotions.
"Well, you guys just had an intense love session. Do you love him?" he asked and Shizuo looked at Roppi before smiling contently.
"Who couldn't love Izaya. I've liked him for a while now... a-and I know he likes me. I guess you can say we're dating unless his feelings have changed. Well, I'm hungry. Got any milk? Maybe strawberry milk?" he said and Psyche nodded, bringing Shizuo to the kitchen and Roppi stood next to Tsukishima, who was looking at him worriedly.
"Tsuki, has he started cutting again?" he asked and he shook his head. Roppi frowned, wondering what could've happened and when it went wrong. Well Shizuo's high now. And he's saying stuff that he normally wouldn't... maybe he knows Izaya's secret.
"W-What... happened to Izaya?" Roppi asked, looking at Shizuo wide eyed. Shizuo had actually sobered up a little. It was 7PM and their parents had just got home, and their mother was cooking dinner.
"He left my house after I pushed him away after kissing him. I panicked, thinking I was going to hurt him and he didn't take it lightly, not waiting for an explanation. I went to go talk to him but he jumped out the window and tried heading home. I found him in an alley being raped by these three guys. He looked so small and defenseless. I helped him, and brought him to Shinra's. He tried to play it off and say they didn't get far but... Shinra said that they did. It happened about two months ago and he told me not to tell, for it won't worry you... but he's changed, a lot." Izaya was a lot to take in for everyone. Psyche covered him mouth and shock and Roppi looked devastated as he held Tsukishima who was trembling. They had heard the worst thing ever, the guy who in their minds was strong, and could avoid any obstacle in his way was broken, and they didn't know how to register that.
"So... it was a lie..." Psyche said, and Shizuo nodded.
"That whole sadistic personality was a mask he wore... but now he's determined to not take off the mask and wear it forever, hiding who he really is on the inside for that won't happen again. He's gained an almost terrifying personality I heard, manipulating people and acting as if he isn't human, as if he's on some higher level. Even though I know this is how Izaya is, I still love him," he said and they heard a voice from behind them and jumped as they saw their father walk in.
"Boys it's just me, dinners ready. Is Tsugaru here?" he asked and Tsuki shook his head, saying he had something to do after school. They all left before Shizuo, who Mr. Orihara stopped him in the doorway.
"Ah, yes sir?" he asked, feeling a little intimidated by his gaze.
"I heard what happened to Izaya... he told me. I want to say thank you for caring about him. I know you were just caring for him, and I don't blame you. Izaya made a horribly stupid choice, and I'm just glad you were able to be there to help him. Thank you Shizuo-kun," he said and Shizuo stared a him, a little dumbfounded.
"H-He said he didn't tell anyone..."he said and Mr. Orihara laughed.
"Well, when he came home that day, I heard him crying. I asked him what was wrong, and though it took some time, he, he told me. I didn't know what to say. I just held him as he cried, and told him he wouldn't go through it alone. Izaya, he's strong, but his strength is mental, not physical. If it wasn't for your strength, I don't think you'd be able to fight the off. Shizuo-kun, your strength is a gift, just like Izaya's mind. You both may hate how you are, but in time, you'll need it, it'll come in handy, and you'll think "thank god I had this strength". You're probably thinking 'Whatever old man, I'll continue hating it whether you like it or not... but you'll see." he said and Shizuo watched as he wore the same smirk Izaya did before turning away. Shizuo contemplated what Mr. Orihara said, and smiled sadly looking down.
"Who could possibly need my strength?"
Izaya woke up to his alarm, his back killing him and he felt extremely hungry for once. He sat up before realizing he was naked, and remembered what happened. Holy shit. I got high and me and Shizuo... He blushed a deep red before standing up, and went to walk to his dresser before collapsing to the ground.
"Ouch," he mumbled, before standing up again, limping to his dresser before opening it to get ready for school.
"I wonder if Shizu-chan went home," he said to himself. He grabbed a pair of underwear and his clothes along with a towel to wrap around his waist and went to head for the door when someone came from behind him, putting their hand over his eyes. Izaya's breath hitched as he elbowed the person in the stomach, turning around to kick them away. He grabbed his knife, climbing on top if them pressing it to their throat as rage was seen in his eyes.
"You have 5 seconds before I slit your throat," he growled.
"Whoa! Whoa Izaya! It's me, Shizuo!" Shizuo cried and Izaya looked to see blonde hair and quickly withdrew his knife in fear.
"Ah! Shizuo! I'm sorry, don't sneak up on me like that you idiot! I could have seriously hurt you," Izaya said and Shizuo swallowed before standing up.
"For someone who just fell from their ass hurting, you move pretty quick," Shizuo said, turning on the light and Izaya looked over at him.
"It still hurt. Where did you come from?" he asked and Shizuo looked at him, blinking.
"You stepped on me, can't believe you didn't notice," he said and Izaya looked at him frowning.
"Why didn't you sleep on my bed?"
"I was afraid maybe when you woke up, you would be sober and hate me," he replied and Izaya's eyes widened in shock before he smiled contently.
"Baka Shizu-chan, I love you, you'll be my boyfriend now right? If not, I'll kill you," he said and Shizuo laughed before leaning in to kiss him.
"Of course."
The ending was a little dialog cluttered, sorry. But I hope you liked this chapter! For those who are a little concerned with the bad things like the drugs, rape and the self harm, it has to do with the story plot. The summary was misleading. I'm going to try and write the whole rumor thing in there, but it won't be for a few chapters. REVIEW. I need to know what you're thinking! Please. . . living without knowing is harsh people! REVIEW like right after this little AN. Now... goodbye.
