When 7 o'clock finally came, I was waiting in my living room for Cato to arrive. I made supper as well as dessert, I hope he would like it. I put on a black dress that I had, it's pretty short but I have a good feeling it's not going to be on for very long so I'm not worried one bit. I took a seat on the couch and waited, I knew for a fact he was going to be late simply because he is Cato. I am in no rush though, it's not like I have anywhere to be.
Then the knock on the door finally came, and I got up and slowly walked to the door making him wait a bit. But when I got to the door and finally opened it Cato jumped me. He had my back against the closed door and was kissing me like it was our last.
"Cato?" I asked well he was kissing my neck. "Cato, what's wrong?" I asked, I knew he was upset about something I could tell just by the way he was kissing me.
"I'm sorry." He said putting his forehead against mine. "I'm so sorry." He said looking like he was going to burst into tears.
"Cato, sorry for what? What did you do?" I asked putting a hand on his cheek.
"For volunteering when you told me not too. Clove I just realized this. What if I don't win, what if I don't make it back." He said sounding heartbroken.
"Cato!" I snapped. This made him look up at my face. "Listen to me." I said place my hands on his shoulders. "You are going to win! Your stronger than all of them! You will come home! You have to come home, because if you die I'm dead too." I said eyes filling with tears.
"Clove." He said pulling me into his arms as I cried into his chest. "I promise I will come back, for you. For us." He said planting a kiss on my forehead, and bringing me to sit on the couch.
"Look at what you have done to me." I said sitting down and wiping the tears off my cheeks. "You turned me into someone who has, feelings." I said laughing.
"Well, I like you a lot better when you aren't trying to kill everyone around you. But when you get angry it does turn me on." He whispered the last part into my ear biting my ear lobe. "Clove, I want you." He said in a low voice.
"Then come get me." I said looking into his eyes before leaning forward and kissing him hard. "Wait wait wait." I said pulling away from the kiss leaving Cato with a pout. "I made dinner." I said laughing.
"Well dinner can wait." Cato said trying to lean forward again, but I pushed him away.
"No, we are eating first. My rules." I said kissing him one last time before getting up and walking into the small kitchen. "Go sit dow-" and there Cato was behind me, kissing my neck and grinding into me. "Okay, you are really horny right now." I said laughing before turning around and kissing him again.
He lifted me up onto the counter and placed himself between my legs. I wrapped my legs around his body to pull him closer to me. He took my bottom lip between his teeth which sent me overboard and I pulled his blue shirt over his head and ran my hands up and down his chest. This earned me a moan from the back of his throat. I removed my lips his and started to kiss down his neck, stopping to leave a mark.
"Clove." Cato said as I was sucking on his neck. "I am going to go into the games with Hickeys if you keep this up." He said barley able to talk because of the pressure. I laughed and kept on going, until he pulled me away from his neck and grabbed the bottom of my dress. "Well how are we going to get this off of you?" He said winking, as he played with the end of it.
"I don't know, be creative." I said moving back to his neck. But he wasn't allowing this. He was in control now I could tell, just by the way his mood changed.
"Fine." He said and reached over and grabbed a knife. My eyes lit up in excitement. "Oh, you like this don't you?" He asked running the knife along the side of my neck lightly. I moaned as a response. "Wow Clove, never thought you were like this." He said using the knife first to cut the straps of my dress. "You love it when I used knives on you don't you?" He asked using then knife to cut down the middle of my dress. I moaned again. I was excited for what was to come. "Use your word Clove." He said holding the knife to my throat.
"Yes." I said in a loud moan. He then picked me up and carried me into my bedroom upstairs. He threw me down onto the bed and climbed on top of me and started kissing me again. "mmm" I moaned into his mouth which made him pull away.
"Clove, I'm going to give you something to remember me by." He said kissing down my stomach and stopping at my waist. He kissed my hip bone before pulling the knife out and carving his name into my skin. It wasn't something I had ever felt before, I moaned out because pain and pleasure are one in the same for me. "There, your mine! And don't you forget it." He said looking into my eyes before licking the blood off the wound.
Well he was off guard I managed to get on top and take control. "Since you got to give me a mark, it's only fair you should get one." I said with an evil smirk on my face. I moved down to his hip bone and carved my name into him. "Now listen to me." I said to him. "Your mine, and you better remember that, no mater how many girls are there in that arena, your MINE, and only mine." I said. That's when I burst into tears right before him for the second time tonight. "I'm sorry Cato, but this is too much for me. What am I going to without you for the time you are gone." I said holding onto him and crying.
"I know, it's alright. I'll be back before you know it." He said kissing my forehead. "How about that food?" He asked sitting up.
"I kinda ruined the mood didn't I?" I asked getting up with him.
"Just a little, but I'm hungry as well." He said laughing as he pulled his shirt back over his head.
"Okay, great you ruined my dress." I said looking at the destroyed piece of clothing. I threw it on the ground and grabbed a pair of sweat pants and a shirts and pulled them on. "Okay, let's eat." I said grabbing the food out of the kitchen and bringing it out into the living room. "It's not anything special." I said placing a plate of pasta in front of him.
"It's perfect." He said with a smile. He started to eat right away. We ate for a good hour then we sat on the couch and watched tv. "That was amazing, you never told me you could cook." He said giving me a kiss.
"I don't usually tell people I can cook, cause guy usually expect that when they find out girls can cook. So I figured keeping it a secret would be better, so it didn't hurt my rep." I said laughing.
"Very true." He said laughing as well.
"Want something to drink?" I asked remembering about the bottle of wine.
"Sure." He answered, so I went into the kitchen grabbed two glasses and the bottle then went back into the living room. When I walked into the room he laughed at the sight of the wine bottle. "Really Clove? Are you trying to get my drunk before going to the Capitol?" He asked as I poured him a glass.
"No, I just figured you would like a little something tonight. We need to make this night special. It's going to be out last for a while so." I said taking a drink out of my glass.
"Cheers." He said holding his glass to me.
"Cheers." I said back and we both took a huge drink.
I was going to miss him, A LOT!