Disclaimer: I defiantly don't own any of Stephenie Meyer's ideas or anyone else's for that matter. Oh and sorry that this is so short. As far as I know no one reads this anyways though so I don't know why I'm worried.
That Day
My eyes refocused after such a long time digging through my human memories.
"I remember when we met, the first week or so afterward," I stated dully so that Jared would know what was going on, why I was just now coming out of a state that was unnaturally still, even for a vampire.
"So you remember the first day that we talked about religion, correct," Jared stated back his eyes searching my face.
"Yes, I didn't do that as well as I should have," I stated looking him in the eye. Jared laughed for quite some time at that.
"You were the first person to tell me anything that was in the least organized when it comes to religion," he said once he was able to get over that statement, though I had no idea why it was funny. There was a short pause here, I looked at Jared and tried to think of something to say to him. He however beat me to the punch this time.
"Do you remember anything after that first day?" he asked his eyes slightly pained.
"I remember waking up and my vampire life, but other than that nothing." I replied simply. Jared's eyes shifted through several emotions quickly first relief, then pain, lastly a blank shield.
"I think that I blocked the memories out to protect myself. I always had a funny memory when I was a human, perhaps it's a power, and I've never really tried to experiment though. I think that this is the first time that I remembered you at all. Maybe I can unlock the other memories. I just didn't want to know before. What I did remember before was painful, all the people I was never able to see again." I dropped off in my explanation here. Jared's shield broke for a moment showing compassion but it left so quickly that I wasn't even sure that it had truly happened. A silence followed. I dropped my gaze and slowly sank to the ground, biting at the side of my thumb. Some habits never die no matter how long you've been alive.
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Yea, I know I haven't updated in forever. I kind of needed a break from it cause I was getting a bit discouraged by the reader traffic. As always if you question anything about this story feel free to ask me. I'll post something in an author's note or reply or something if you have a question. The next chapter may not pick up where this leaves of I haven't decided yet. I might skip back to when she leaves. Possibly in search of the Cullens…